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Gabby was trying to comprehend that Maddie was here. That she was talking to her right this moment, and as the girl came up the bleachers to her, she knew it was true.
But then Maddie began spewing information. About ghosts, and being possessed, and Simon. And none of it made sense. “Whoa whoa. Slow down please.” She begged, looking at her as she sat beside her.
“What are you talking about, ghost and being possessed?” She was confused, trying to comprehend so much. “You’re sitting right in front of me, how can you…” as Gabby tried to touch her friend’s arm, her had phased through. Gabby gasped and slid back on the bleacher a bit. Okay, so she was a ghost.
“Okay, but this doesn’t explain how Simon can see you. Or what’s going on with him and why he’s acting so weird. Also doesn’t explain how I can see you. This is very confusing.” Gabby tried to figure it out. If Maddie was a ghost then how could she see her? It didn’t make sense that Simon could, but it also didn’t make sense that she could either. “I’m just trying to comprehend. I mean you’ve been gone for months. Simon came to the hospital and told me you were gone. He told me you had a huge fight with your mom. I thought it was something from that.” How could any of this make sense?
Open Starter: Gabrielle Cordova
It was hard to concentrate now, especially after the accident, and for some reason none of the teachers understood that.
Gabrielle sighed, running a hand through her hair as she tried to focus on the math work at hands. But after being in the hospital for months, not knowing if she would live or die, homework wasn’t on her list of things to focus on.
She sighed, looking up from her place on the bleachers as she watched the football team practice, what a typical thing to see on a high school campus.
Gabby huffed, slamming the math book closed and leaning back. It was like school just moved on, while her best friend was missing or dead. They didn’t seem to care. No one seems to care. She let her fingers trace against the long scar of the side of her head. The hair may never grow back, she remembered the doctor saying. Just another issue at hand.
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Open: Gabrielle Cordova
She wonders what people think of her now that she had returned. Gabby it had been months, and probably no one really cared, but she still wondered.
She had been brushed off when asking about some of the new kids. Nicole just looked at her like she was crazy when she asked about the cute jock boy that didn’t fit in. They chalked it up to her accident.
But now that she realized she could see ghosts, it made a hell of a difference. Especially cause no one believed her when she realized it.
She stared around the cafeteria, arms crossed as she looked around. Nicole and Simon were supposed to join her but now she was sure she had been blown off, like before.
She huffed and rolled her eyes, pushing the tray from her, long forgotten. She was beginning to wonder if she was the lost soul now.
#stargazermuse#school spirits roleplay#school spirits rp#new oc: gabrielle cordova#Wally Clark rp#Wally Clark roleplay#Charley rp#Charley roleplay
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She had expected to be alone, to listen to the sounds and words in her mind that made her feel crazy. She wasn’t expecting to hear someone else in there locker room with her. All classes were out for the day and most of the clubs had already ended.
Gabby jumped out of her skin, flinching hard which sent a wave of achy pain up her back. Her eyes opened wide to the girl sitting there on the bench in front of her, speaking as if she couldn’t hear her. There was no one else in here. She didn’t hear the door open and close and she called out before coming in. What just happened?
“Uh….” She stumbled over the words, trying to figure out what to say. “No. Not a breakup. Just a lot going on in the world.” Wait, was this another one of the ghosts? Like Maddie? It had to be.
Open: Gabrielle Cordova
She finds herself hiding more than she used to. Or maybe it was the same amount. Gabrielle didn’t know.
What she did know is her life was turned upside down and no one seemed to care. Except maybe the friendly spirits she had learned to enjoy their company.
She knew she shouldn’t be so selfish. Gabby was alive. She survived, while her best friend may or may not have. And they all just wanted answers. Simon and Nicole. Even Xavier. They just wanted to help, get the closure. But it was proving way harder than they thought.
Gabrielle slammed the door to the locker room, sighing as she slid down the wall. Her head was pounding, and this was the only quiet place she had at the moment. She buried her face in her hands, wrapping her arms around her head for a moment, hearing the footsteps. She just wanted to be alone. Was that too much to ask?
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She felt like she was going crazy. Some people said it was the effects of her accident. That she would always have trouble with focusing or hallucinating, but all of it seemed so real.
She even felt like there were more people at the school. Different people that she wasn’t used to. This school was so small, she knew almost everyone, but these people were different. And when she asked about them, no one knew who she was talking about.
But now Simon was completely shutting down after Nicole, Claire, and Xavier found info on Maddie that she still hadn’t found out yet. She was stuck in this never ending cycle of what’s real and what’s not.
Gabby pressed the heels of her palms into her eyes, inviting the stars for a moment as she tried to concentrate. She missed Maddie, more than anyone. They were best friends, practically sisters, even if they didn’t share the same interests in things. “I’m even hearing her now.” She mumbled, sighing before pulling her hands away from her eyes.
She let them adjust back to the sun, before widening at the figure walking up the bleachers toward her. No, no this couldn’t be real. It had been months, they assumed she was dead. “Maddie?” Gabby questioned, blinking and wondering if it was the brain injury playing with her mind again.
Open Starter: Gabrielle Cordova
It was hard to concentrate now, especially after the accident, and for some reason none of the teachers understood that.
Gabrielle sighed, running a hand through her hair as she tried to focus on the math work at hands. But after being in the hospital for months, not knowing if she would live or die, homework wasn’t on her list of things to focus on.
She sighed, looking up from her place on the bleachers as she watched the football team practice, what a typical thing to see on a high school campus.
Gabby huffed, slamming the math book closed and leaning back. It was like school just moved on, while her best friend was missing or dead. They didn’t seem to care. No one seems to care. She let her fingers trace against the long scar of the side of her head. The hair may never grow back, she remembered the doctor saying. Just another issue at hand.
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Angst Starters
"After all this time? This is how you repay my trust in you?!"
"I thought I could do this. But I can't anymore. You've become the monster I always feared you'd be."
"You don't understand what they did to me! What they made me do!"
"Everything I've worked to achieve... it's all gone."
"Perhaps the next life will be kinder to us."
"Where did you go? Why did you flee to somewhere I can't follow?"
"I can't stand the sight of you anymore! I hate you!"
"Why won't you leave me alone?"
"For years I had to put up with you! It's the worst torture imaginable."
"You and I? Whatever we had, we're through."
"Have I just made myself like this? Dissatisfied with everything?"
"I was hoping you could save me, even though I realize you can't."
"No, no, no! You can't do this to me! I won't allow it!"
"You aren't allowed to die! Not yet!"
"It's too soon. It's all too soon."
"The most painful thing in my life is looking at you. Remember everything."
"I'm always sabotaging myself like this."
"It's the world that must pay for my pain. My torment."
"Maybe in the shadows is where I belong. Where nothing can hurt me anymore."
"You just had to let me down one last time."
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Open: Gabrielle Cordova
She finds herself hiding more than she used to. Or maybe it was the same amount. Gabrielle didn’t know.
What she did know is her life was turned upside down and no one seemed to care. Except maybe the friendly spirits she had learned to enjoy their company.
She knew she shouldn’t be so selfish. Gabby was alive. She survived, while her best friend may or may not have. And they all just wanted answers. Simon and Nicole. Even Xavier. They just wanted to help, get the closure. But it was proving way harder than they thought.
Gabrielle slammed the door to the locker room, sighing as she slid down the wall. Her head was pounding, and this was the only quiet place she had at the moment. She buried her face in her hands, wrapping her arms around her head for a moment, hearing the footsteps. She just wanted to be alone. Was that too much to ask?
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the tortured poets department sentence starters.
i was supposed to be sent away, but they forgot to come and get me.
i love you, it's ruining my life.
my husband is cheating. i wanna kill him.
thought of calling you, but you won't pick up.
who's gonna hold you like me?
who's gonna know you, if not me?
sometimes i wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me.
everyone we know understands why it's meant to be. 'cause we're crazy.
who else is gonna know me?
i should've known it was a matter of time.
we could've played for keeps this time.
once i fix me, he's gonna miss me.
he told me i'm better off, but i'm not.
fuck it if i can't have him.
i might just die, it would make no difference.
fuck it if i can't have us.
'cause fuck it, i was in love.
i stopped trying to make him laugh.
how much sad did you think i had in me?
you say i abandoned the ship, but i was going down with it.
just how low did you think i'd go before i'd self-implode?
you swore you love me, but where were the clues?
i'm just mad as hell 'cause i loved this place.
i forget if this was ever fun.
no, i'm not coming to my sense.
i know he's crazy, but he's the one i want.
i'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitching and moaning.
i'll tell you something about my good name - it's mine alone to disgrace.
you ain't gotta pray for me.
no, you can't come to the wedding.
it's gonna be alright, i did my time.
i will never lose my baby again.
ain't no way i'm gonna screw up now that i know what's at stake.
they said i was a cheat. i guess it must be true.
yes, i'm haunted, but i'm feeling just fine.
tell me i'm dispicable, say it's unforgivable.
am i allowed to cry?
i keep recalling things we never did.
someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts.
if it's make-believe, why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?
they're gonna crucify me anyway.
what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?
you don't get to tell me about "sad."
if you wanted me dead, you should've just said.
who's afraid of little old me?
at all costs, keep your good name.
you don't get to tell me you feel bad.
so tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is?
say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did?
i'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?
i'm fearsome, and i'm wretched, and i'm wrong.
you caged me, and then you called me crazy.
i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
i can fix him. no really, i can.
come close, i'll show you heaven.
trust me, i can handle me a dangerous man.
you said i'm the love of your life.
well, you took me to hell, too.
what we thought was for all time was momentary.
are they second-hand embarrassed that i can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead?
you're the loss of my life.
i can handle my shit.
he said he'd love me all his life, but that life was too short.
i can do it with a broken heart.
i'm so obsessed with him, but he avoids me like the plague.
i cry a lot, but i am so productive. it's an art.
you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.
i'm sure i can pass this test.
they said, "babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and i did.
'cause i'm miserable! and nobody even knows!
was any of it true?
who the fuck was that guy?
they just ghosted you. now you know what it feels like.
i don't even want you back.
you didn't measure up in any measure of a man.
were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?
'cause it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden.
i would've died for your sins. instead i just died inside.
i'll forget you, but i'll never forgive.
i haven't come around in so long, but i'm making a comeback to where i belong.
this town is fake, but you're the real thing.
the crown is stained, but you're the real queen.
you're the new god we're worshipping.
it's hell on earth to be heavenly.
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Send “What happened!?” for your muse to see mine injured.
alternatively send “Its nothing.” for the reverse.
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taylor swift lyrics, the tortured poets department edition, part one
fortnight
▸ i was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come and get me.
▸ i was a functioning alcoholic till nobody noticed my new aesthetic.
▸ no one here's to blame but what about your quiet treason?
▸ for a fortnight there, we were forever.
▸ i took the miracle move-on drug, the effects were temporary.
▸ i love you, it's ruining my life.
▸ thought of calling you but you won't pick up.
the tortured poets department
▸ who uses typewriters anyway?
▸ you're in self-sabotage mode.
▸ we're modern idiots.
▸ you smoked then ate seven bars of chocolate.
▸ i chose this cyclone with you.
▸ sometimes i wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me.
▸ so tell me, who else is gonna know me?
▸ that's the closest i've come to my heart exploding.
my boy only breaks his favorite toys
▸ you should've seen them when they first got me.
▸ i only break my favourite toys.
▸ i should've known it was a matter of time.
▸ we could've played for keeps this time.
▸ i know i'm just repeating myself. put me back on my shelf.
▸ i'll tell you that [you/they] run because [you/they] love me.
▸ i knew too much.
▸ you saw forever so you smashed it up.
▸ once i fix me, you're gonna miss me.
▸ you took me out of my box, stole my tortured heart, left all these broken parts and told me i'm better off but i'm not.
down bad
▸ for a moment, i knew cosmic love.
▸ now i'm down bad, crying at the gym.
▸ everything comes out of teenage petulance.
▸ fuck it if i can't have [you/them].
▸ i might just die, it would make no difference.
▸ i might just not get up, i might just stay down bad.
▸ fuck it, i was in love.
so long, london
▸ my spine split from carrying us up the hill.
▸ i stopped trying to make you laugh.
▸ how much sad did you think i had in me?
▸ i didn't opt in to be your odd man out.
▸ i'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free.
▸ you say i abandoned the ship but i was going down with it.
▸ my friends said it isn't right to be scared every day of a love affair.
▸ just how low did you think i'd go before i'd self-implode?
▸ you swore that you loved me but where were the clues?
▸ i'm just mad as hell 'cause i loved this place.
but daddy i love him
▸ i just learned these people only raise you to cage you.
▸ i just learned these people try and save you 'cause they hate you.
▸ they slammed the door on my whole world. the one thing i wanted.
▸ you should see your face.
▸ no i'm not coming to my senses.
▸ i know [you/they]'re crazy but [you/they]'re the one i want.
▸ all my plans were laid.
▸ growing up precocious sometimes means not growing up at all.
▸ i'll tell you something right now, i'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitching and moaning.
▸ i'll tell you something about my good name, it's mine alone to disgrace.
▸ i don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing.
▸ god save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me.
▸ you ain't gotta pray for me if all you want is gray for me. then it's just white noise and it's just my choice.
▸ scandal does funny things to pride but brings lovers closer.
▸ fuck 'em, it's over.
▸ time, doesn't it give some perspective?
fresh out the slammer
▸ fresh out the slammer, i know who my first call will be to.
▸ handcuffed to the spell i was under, for just one hour of sunshine.
▸ years of labor, locks and ceilings, in the shade of how [they were] feeling.
▸ it's gonna be alright, i did my time.
▸ as i said in my letters, now that i know better, i will never lose my baby again.
▸ my friends tried but i wouldn't hear it, watched me daily disappearing.
▸ ain't no way i'm gonna screw up, now that i know what's at stake here.
florida!!!
▸ you can beat the heat if you beat the charges too.
▸ they said i was a cheat, i guess it must be true.
▸ this city reeks of driving myself crazy.
▸ little did you know, your home's really only a town you're just a guest in.
▸ i'm barricaded in the bathroom with a bottle of wine.
▸ well, me and my ghosts, we had a hell of a time.
▸ yes, i'm haunted but i'm feeling just fine.
▸ all my girls got their lace and their crimes.
▸ i did my best to lay to rest all of the bodies that have ever been on my body.
▸ i've got some regrets, i'll bury them in florida.
▸ tell me i'm despicable, say it's unforgivable.
▸ love left me like this and i don't want to exist.
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more angst prompts
'maybe we should take a break.'
'we were never right for each other.'
'don't lie to yourself.'
'don't die. please.'
'don't go. don't leave me here alone.'
'i couldn't even do one simple thing.'
'nothing's going right.'
'say that to my face.'
'are you happy now?'
'is this what you wanted?'
'everyone always leaves.'
'i lost everything.'
'i don't know how much more of this i can take.'
'i can't do it. i can't-'
'don't look at me.'
'i don't think we're right for each other.'
'you need to stay away from me.'
'i'm bad for you.'
'haven't you had enough?'
'there's nothing left.'
'this is it.'
'i want to help you. let me help you.'
'all is fair in love and war.'
'i think you've done enough.'
'i'm a nobody.'
'you can't go! you'll die!'
'move! get out of the way!'
'i can't move.'
'read my lips. we're over.'
'don't walk away from me.'
'i didn't want to hurt you. i just couldn't stop.'
'i feel like i can't talk to you anymore.'
'this is killing me.'
'you weren't there when i needed you.'
'i wish, just once, you could love me like this.'
'maybe i liked the lies a little too much.'
'don't go where i can't follow.'
'i can't just let this go.'
'i would've given you everything.'
'please, just for tonight, let's forget what happened.'
'i hate you. i hate that i still love you.'
'i'm not ready to say goodbye...'
'well...always did say i'd end up getting myself killed.'
'please, for once, be honest with me. did you love me?'
'was any of it real?'
'all of that...and for what? are you happy now?'
'sometimes it's just the wrong person at the wrong time.'
'i really did love you, if you can believe me.'
'i can't forgive you for this. never for this.'
'did it hurt you, too?'
'lying is your first language, isn't it?'
'how do i trust you now?'
'i'd let you hurt me over and over again. anything to have you close to me.'
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&. 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( platonic ships are just as important as romantic ones! so here’s some dialogue prompts for all your friendship needs! feel free to change as you seem fit. )
❛ remind me why we’re friends again? ❜
❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜
❛ do you think we’re friends in every universe? ❜
❛ you’re interesting and different and i like that. ❜
❛ i feel like i can tell you anything. ❜
❛ please don’t ever become a stranger. ❜
❛ i like being alone but i’d rather be alone with you. ❜
❛ you’re important to me, you little shit. ❜
❛ i can always count on you. ❜
❛ here, you can borrow my jacket. ❜
❛ i am this close away from strangling you. ❜
❛ no offense, but you look terrible. ❜
❛ do you think we’ll ever stop being friends? ❜
❛ i found this cool rock that made me think of you. ❜
❛ you can sleep over, it’ll be like when we were kids. ❜
❛ here’s a spare key so you don’t have to keep coming in through the window. ❜
❛ that sounds dangerous. i’m in! ❜
❛ we’re still friends, right? ❜
❛ i don’t have a date, so do you wanna be my plus one? ❜
❛ i heard you were feeling sick, so i made you some soup. ❜
❛ i already said i’m paying. you can buy next time, okay? ❜
❛ you’re the best, you know that? ❜
❛ i’m not hitting you, it’s called platonic bdsm. ❜
❛ you’re more family to me than my own family is. ❜
❛ because i like you. because you’re my friend. ❜
❛ i feel like i can be myself around you. ❜
❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜
❛ you are literally too stupid to insult. ❜
❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜
❛ who needs them. we can have fun on our own. ❜
❛ you deserve every good thing that comes your way. ❜
❛ don’t worry, i’ve got your back! ❜
❛ you’re like, the strongest person i know. ❜
❛ friends don’t lie. ❜
❛ don’t make me regret giving you the aux cord. ❜
❛ you can come over any time. it’s not a problem. ❜
❛ i’m glad to have met you. ❜
❛ you remember the day we became friends? ❜
❛ i know, i know. i’m the best. ❜
❛ no one hurts you and gets away with it. ❜
❛ because you love me! duh! ❜
❛ why do you keep me around? ❜
❛ you’re not getting rid of me that easily. ❜
❛ what would you do without me, huh? ❜
❛ thanks. i really needed this. ❜
❛ what are best friends for? ❜
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𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐕𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐒 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒
(a collection of prompts from the TV show “Gravity Falls”, feel free to adjust phrasing and gendered terms as necessary)
“You're scared.”
“What's wrong?”
“You're an idiot.”
“I lied to you.”
“Shut up, old man.”
“Wanna hear a joke?”
“I welcome you, death.”
“That was awkward.”
“It's funny how dumb you are!”
“I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
“Today, I learned that morality is relative!”
“Oh, [Name], you can tell me anything.”
“But, what if I embarrass myself again?”
“I'm sorry about what I said earlier.”
“You think you have problems?!”
“When there's no cops around, anything's legal!”
“Being a hero means fighting back even when it seems impossible.”
“Don’t you know what it’s like to fall for someone?”
“Is life just, some horrific joke, without a punch line?”
“Finally, a good reason to punch a teenager in the face!”
“Okay, I'm not actually laid back. I'm stressed, like, 24/7.”
“Sounds like something a responsible parent wouldn't want you doing...”
“Unfortunately, my suspicions have been confirmed.”
“Well, I'm probably scarred for life!”
“Breaking stuff is so much fun!”
“...And now you know where babies come from!”
“Dinosaurs aren't magic, they're just big lizards!”
“...Well, I can always count on you for a warm welcome.”
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'Cause I'm a real tough kid, I can handle my shit
They said, "Babe, you gotta fake it 'til you make it" and I did
Lights, camera, bitch smile, even when you wanna die
He said he'd love me all his life
But that life was too short
Breaking down, I hit the floor
All the pieces of me shattered as the crowd was chanting, "More"
I was grinning like I'm winning, I was hitting my mark!
'Cause I can do it with a broken heart
#stargazermuse#Dillon Stark#Danika Merlot#Grace Jackson#Gabrielle Cordova#Skylar Torres#CeCe Mendes#Melody#Brynn#my oc girls#i can do it with a broken heart
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Adam in Degrassi. Finally finished a few years back. It killed me to continue.
Almost quit Supernatural when Charlie died but persevered.
Im curious.
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Open Starter: Gabrielle Cordova
It was hard to concentrate now, especially after the accident, and for some reason none of the teachers understood that.
Gabrielle sighed, running a hand through her hair as she tried to focus on the math work at hands. But after being in the hospital for months, not knowing if she would live or die, homework wasn’t on her list of things to focus on.
She sighed, looking up from her place on the bleachers as she watched the football team practice, what a typical thing to see on a high school campus.
Gabby huffed, slamming the math book closed and leaning back. It was like school just moved on, while her best friend was missing or dead. They didn’t seem to care. No one seems to care. She let her fingers trace against the long scar of the side of her head. The hair may never grow back, she remembered the doctor saying. Just another issue at hand.
#stargazermuse#school spirits roleplay#school spirits rp#new ocs#new oc - Gabrielle Cordova#faceclaim: blu hunt#for now at least
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Hey I don't know if you're still wanting to or not but I saw your post about making an RP character for School Spirits and I definitely think you should!
Hello there! I def want to and I have the jist and everything for her. I’ve just been wary recently when it comes to any rping here. I get thrown to the curb very easily and it’s kind of annoying and upsetting for me.
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I am so enthusiastically obsessed with the idea of Julie and the phantoms s2, but I need them to understand that the best (only) way to do that is to pretend that the last 4 years didn't happen. no time jump, no recastings (if they can help it), no explanation on why Carlos was 9, but now he's 14, none. just simply pretend s2 came out right away. give me one. "Wow, you grew fast since dinner." "yea I ate my veggies," and then simply move on. it would be perfectly comedic and simply nothing would be better
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