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you're the one i want

pairing: jackieshauna x reader summary: You start the last month of the semester with three questions: how high a score do you need on the final to pass, why have Jackie and Shauna been so weird lately, and what does your girlfriends sudden clinginess have to do with your lab partner? note: an excuse to write jealous shauna and jackie 🥰.

“Do you have to go?” Jackie asks, pouting up at you as she lounges back lazily on the bed. She’s momentarily distracted by Shauna’s roaming hands, giggling as Shauna slips her hand up the back of her shirt to rest on her back. You give Shauna a grateful look as you manage to slip out of the room to shower.

By the time you get back Jackie’s sitting across Shauna’s lap, their mused hair and Jackie’s flushed face painting a vivid picture of what happened while you were gone. Jackie, unsurprisingly, seems much more agreeable now as she asks probing questions about your project.

Jackie hums interestedly as you mention meeting up with your lab partner, casually asking for her name as she pulls her phone out of her pocket. You don’t think much of it at the time, facing away and not having seen Jackie’s pursed lips as she types away at her phone.

You start rifling through Shauna's ‘side’ – twenty percent of the closet that Jackie graciously allows her to have – to find your favorite of her shirts to steal, an old practice tee with fading letters and a frayed collar. Shauna immediately takes notice as you walk over to Jackie's vanity, her eyes following your every movement with a pleased look on her face.

Jackie frowns as she looks back down at her phone, offering it to Shauna, who spares it a glance before her eyes suddenly narrow. Jackie pushes off the bed, crossing the room to brush her fingers through your hair. You close your eyes as you let her fix your hair, enjoying the feeling of her soft hands against your face as the familiar scent of her perfume fills the air.

You eye her curiously as she takes her perfume to your pulse points, deciding to write it off as you obediently turn your head so she can get your neck. She makes a pleased noise, pressing a kiss against your cheek in reward as she slips her hair tie around your wrist.

She shakes her head before you can even begin to voice your question, leaving you a little confused but still willing to go along with it as she fuses with the way your shirt lies on your body. You catch Shauna's eyes in the mirror, expecting to see a similar look on her face only for your breath to hitch at the intense look awaiting you.

Shauna doesn't say anything, but slowly rises to her feet to press herself up against your back. She wraps her arm around your stomach, resting her head against your shoulder as she maintains eye contact in the mirror. She wordlessly presses a kiss against your clothed shoulder, clutching tightly to you for just a moment longer before letting go.

You turn to look at Shauna, to ask her what exactly that was about, but a hand on your chin redirects your focus. Jackie demands your attention with a simple touch, leaving no room for questions as her lips meet yours.

There’s a hunger in the way she kisses you, a desperation you haven’t been on the receiving end of in quite some time. Every time you try to pull away Jackie only presses closer, a whined complaint as she threads her fingers through your hair. When she finally pulls away her breath comes out in ragged gasps, resting her hands on your shoulders before retreating entirely.

You have a stupid smile on your face as you look at her, and not even Shauna’s snickering as she pushes you out the door can wipe it off your face. The last thing you can see is Jackie’s smug look as Shauna presses a quick kiss against your cheek, shutting the door behind you to the sounds of rushed conversation behind it.

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Jackie’s smile is strained at the edges as she grabs onto your forearm, linking your arms together as she presses herself further into your side. You pause mid-conversation to look at her in concern, half-expecting her to wave you off, but instead she just preens under your attention, her smile brightens as if reassured by your reaction.

Okay…Whatever that was. You hesitantly keep talking, shooting Jackie a confused look as she reaches up to run her fingers through your hair. She pushes a stray bit of hair away from your face, her thumb lingering in a caress as she stares up at you.

Your lab partner, the saint that she is, doesn’t skip a beat as she continues to talk about your assignment. Even she keeps glancing at Jackie out of the corner of her eye with barely concealed curiosity. You notice the slight furrow of her brow, and the way her gaze keeps flicking back and forth between you. It’s obvious she’s picked up on the sudden tension between you, but instead chooses to ignore it.

Jackie’s hand slowly falls from your hair as she’s done ‘fixing’ it, but she doesn’t remove herself from you entirely as she hugs your arm to her body. She leans her head on your shoulder, a defiant look on her face as she nuzzles into the crook of your neck, almost as if she’s daring your lab partner to question her right to be there. You shift uncomfortably at the feeling of her breath against your neck, unsure what to do with the sudden onslaught of her attention in the middle of the hallway.

Your face flushes with embarrassment at the looks the two of you are getting, and even the clear bewilderment on your face doesn’t save you from people rolling their eyes as they step around you. Taking a deep breath, you try to focus on your lab partner’s words, exhaling slowly as you nod along at the appropriate moments. Trying to make sense of Jackie’s behavior was difficult most of the time, but at the moment, it felt downright impossible.

She’s holding onto you like a lifeline, and you’re sure she’s not planning on letting go anytime soon. You give her a small reassuring smile, hoping it’ll be enough to soothe whatever turmoil she’s feeling. Jackie nods, a barely perceptible movement you feel rather than see as she gently squeezes your arm.

“Thanks,” you say suddenly, realizing that no one was speaking. You smile awkwardly at your lab partner as she shifts her back over her shoulder. “I’ll make sure to finish my part of the report tonight.” She nods, still a little confused but quick to get her way out of that conversation. You watch her practically run down the hallway to get away from you, and you can’t say that you blame her.

As she rounds the corner, you turn to Jackie, prying her off your arm as you walk out of the building. Jackie’s eyes dart around looking for an escape, a sudden sheepishness in her that didn’t seem to exist just a moment ago.

“What the fuck was that?” You ask, trying to keep your tone normal despite the strange situation she’s just put you in. You’re not sure you can ever show your face in that class again. Jackie bites at her lip, her face uncertain as she trails out of the building next to you.

“She’s really pretty,” Jackie says instead, ignoring your question entirely as she laces your fingers together. She swings your arms between you as you walk down the sidewalk, avoiding eye contact as she stares intently at the traffic lights in the distance.

“Uh, I guess?” You respond, a little thrown off by the sudden change in the conversation. You watch as Jackie’s jaw clenches, her grip on your hand tightening.

“Yeah, she is,” Jackie continues, her voice oddly detached. “You certainly seemed to enjoy talking to her.”

“What are you even saying?”

“Nothing. Just an observation.” She smiles brightly, trying to seem nonchalant even as you can see the lingering tension in her shoulders.

“An observation?” You repeat, incredulous.

Jackie shrugs, squeezing your hand as she suddenly changes the topic again. You want to press her further, but at the same time, you really are kind of stressed about your project right now. You decide to let it go for the moment, listening absently as Jackie talks about how unfair her professor is being. You can always bring it up later.

…

Shauna huffs, shaking her head as she presses you further into the bed. You grin fondly, pushing against her shoulder with no real force behind it. You’re not exactly excited to leave the comfort of Shauna’s dorm room, let alone climb out from under her warm body.

One thing you could always count on Shauna for was making it almost impossible to start your day. You’ve missed many an 8 AM lecture after Shauna peered up at you with sleepy brown eyes and held the corner of the blanket open for you enticingly.

Still, this was a bit persistent, even for her.

“I’ve got to get to the library,” you plead, glancing over at her alarm clock and cursing yourself as you see the time.

You’re not looking forward to that run across campus, but it was your own fault for letting Shauna convince you to take a nap with her after her exam. She’d looked so stressed and worn out that you couldn’t bring yourself to deny her anything.

“Just let her know you aren’t coming,” Shauna suggests, forcefully enough that it gives you pause.

There’s a hint of something on her face, a subtle tension that you hadn’t seen before. A feeling of unease fills you, but you wave it away. You really don’t have time to talk her through whatever she’s feeling right now, and you know Shauna isn’t one to open up without a lot of prompting. It was irritating at times, but her brooding nature could be quite alluring in her better moments. This was not one of those times.

“I can’t do that, Shauna. You know she’s counting on me.” You try to keep your tone light, not wanting to give Shauna an excuse to pick a fight.

Shauna’s lips press into a thin line, her gaze looking away for a moment before returning to meet yours. “You don’t have to go right this second, do you?” Her hand trails down your side, playing with the hem of your shirt.

“Just a little longer?” She asks, her voice a touch too casual.

“Shauna,” you say, firmer than you thought yourself capable of. You reach down to capture her wandering hand between your own, kissing her knuckles as you bring her hand to your face.

Her shoulders slump, burying her face in your neck with a murmured complaint before dutifully rolling off of you. Her smile is forced as she looks over at you, not quite reaching her eyes and betraying her mask of indifference. She gives a dramatic sigh, channeling her inner Jackie as she rolls over to face the wall.

You can’t help but laugh, shifting up on to your knees as you pull lightly on her shoulder. She’s gone limp as you tug her over, burying her face into the pillow with an exaggerated groan. She grumbles something unintelligible into the pillow, but you can just make out the edge of a smile as she tries to hide her amusement.

She props herself up on her elbow, giving you a playful glare. The sight of her nearly took your breath away, not having gotten a good look at her before. The light shines through the window that Jackie refuses to let Shauna cover with a curtain, casting a soft glow on Shauna’s tousled hair and rumpled shirt. It’s a sight you’ve seen a hundred times before, but its allure never seems to fade.

Shauna was always a restless sleeper, perfectly complimenting Jackie in their shared goal of never letting you sleep through the night, and her disheveled appearance reflects it. Her shirt rides up around her chest, teasingly revealing much more of her stomach than expected. It takes a real effort to drag your eyes away from it, steadfastly ignoring the dawning comprehension on Shauna’s face.

She stretches her arms above her head with a deliberate nonchalance, accentuating the curve of her body as her shirt rides up even further. “Come back to bed?”

You clear your throat purposefully, a flush creeping up your face as you try to regain your composure.

“Fine,” she says, her voice tinged with more than a hint of reluctance. “You’ll make it up to me later.”

You offer her a wry smile, reluctantly pulling yourself away from her with one last lingering kiss.

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The knock at the door jolts you out of your concentration, a little annoyed as you set your stuff down on the table. You and your lab partner share a commiserating look, having grown tired of the constant interruptions to your workflow. It was understandable why people kept trying to take your study room, it being so close to finals and all, but you’d booked it fair and square.

Pulling the door open, a denial already waiting on your tongue, you’re surprised to see Jackie and Shauna waiting for you outside the door.

“Hey?” You ask slowly.

“Do you have any idea what time it is?” Jackie starts, not wasting a moment for you to answer before she continues. “It’s past midnight. Do you know what that means?”

You wince, a sheepish look on your face as you glance at the clock down the hallway. “I know I said I’d be back earlier, but we just really hit a breakthrough and–”

“No,” Shauna says firmly, crossing her arms over her chest.

“No?” You echo, the word almost catching in your throat as you meet her unwavering stare.

“No,” Jackie confirms, her expression softening slightly as she exchanges a glance with Shauna. “It means it’s time for you to come home.”

With a resigned sigh, you turn to look at your lab partner, face flushing at the amused look on her face as she starts gathering her stuff into her bag. You carefully collect your things, purposely going slow as Jackie’s foot starts tapping impatiently against the ground. Shauna’s narrowed eyes catch yours, a knowing look on her face that has you scrambling to zip up your bag and walk after them.

The library’s mostly quiet as you trail behind them, desperate students cramming for exams glaring at you as you pass as your footsteps break the almost eerie quiet of the room. You can’t get out of the library soon enough, rushing out the door into the cold air as you pull your jacket tighter around you. You finally look up to see how annoyed they look when you're suddenly pressed against the side of the building, hands threading in your hair before you’ve even realized what's happened.

“Shauna–” You begin, but your protest is cut short as Shauna’s hand possessively cups the side of your face. She leans closer, and closer, until there’s barely a space between you. You shiver at the heat of her breath against your skin, chasing away the chill of the night air.

“Shut up,” Shauna whispers, her fingers flexing painfully in your hair as she pulls you to her lips. You can hear Jackie gasp, sounding as surprised as you felt, but any conscious thought is quickly drowned out as Shauna pins you back against the brick wall. The rough texture of the bricks digs painfully into your back, a sharp contrast to the softness of Shauna’s lips as she eagerly devours you.

Her hands roam possessively over your body with an intensity that leaves you breathless, already anticipating the bruises she’ll leave from her tight grip on your hip. You gasp as her hand makes its way up your shirt, resting against the small of your back as she pulls you somehow closer. For a moment, the world falls away, leaving only the two of you locked in a heated embrace.

The moments interrupted almost as quickly as it began by an impatient Jackie who’s not one to be outdone. Shauna lets Jackie turn your face to meet her with only a grumbled complaint, her bruising grip on your skin a continuous reminder of her presence even as Jackie pulls you into another kiss.

Jackie demands your attention without much consideration for your need to breathe, allowing you a ragged gasp for air before chasing your lips again. Shauna tugs the collar of your shirt down, holding it out of her way as she attaches herself to your neck. You cry out at the sudden sting of her teeth. Muffled as it is against Jackie’s lips, it does little to slow Shauna down, as she only seems to get more enthusiastic.

You’re not sure whether the lightheaded rush comes from your lack of air or the two bodies pressed against yours, but you can’t find it in yourself to care either way as Jackie grabs your hand and starts to direct it to–

“Oh, my God,” you hear a familiar voice say, jumping back in surprise, only to be held in place between Shauna and the wall.

Your lab partner watches the scene with wide eyes, her face burning with embarrassment as she takes the scene in. Her phone is held loosely between her ear and her shoulder, her hand buried deep in her bag as she sheepishly pulls her keys out.

You can practically sense the smugness radiating from your girlfriends, any hint of shyness disappearing as Jackie lazily waves her fingers in her direction. You think you must be in shock as it feels like Shauna purposely angles her head to expose the glistening skin of your neck, the darkening marks making it clear beyond a doubt what was happening here.

Your lab partner flounders for a moment, clearing her throat awkwardly before hurrying past you on her way to the parking lot. You can just catch a few words of her conversation as she speaks rapidly into her phone, instinctively watching her pass by before Jackie grabs your chin and redirects your attention to her.

“I’m tired,” Jackie complains, ending the intensity of the moment as if it never happened.

“Oh, yeah. Sure,” you mutter, letting them drag you off to their dorm room as you try to forget the horrified expression of your lab partner.

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You stumble into your girlfriends’ dorm room, utterly exhausted after the long day you've had. As you collapse onto the bed between them, you're thankful for small miracles. Even as worn down as you feel, nothing beats the elation of finally being done with your project.

Shauna, sitting propped up against the wall with her book in hand, hums knowingly, affectionately nudging your body with her leg. She says nothing as you cuddle up to her leg, slipping her hand down to rest on the back of your neck as you hug her leg to your chest and rest your head on her thigh. Her book closes with a soft thud, her leg shifting slightly beneath you as she gets comfortable.

You almost groan as you feel Jackie's fingertips skate across your back, the slight pressure of her nails feeling heavenly even through your shirt. You nuzzle further into Shauna's thigh, sighing as your body finally relaxes. You haven't been this stressed in months, and you don't think you quite realized how bad it was till it was over.

“Tired?” Jackie asks, shuffling over to press a kiss against your shoulder as she slips her hand beneath your shirt to press against your back. You jerk away at the icy feeling of her fingertips against your skin, choking down your whined complaint at the sound of Jackie's muffled laughter against your shoulder.

Jackie delights in the way you try to arch away as she presses her cold palm flat against your skin, only succeeding in further boxing Shauna up against the wall.

“It's your fault, you know,” Jackie teases, taking mercy on you as she starts tracing shapes with her fingertips along your back. “Left me cold and alone all day.”

You can feel the way Shauna's whole body tenses before she scoffs. “Shauna was here,” you defend weakly, almost groaning as Shauna cards her fingers through your hair in reward. You do groan as her nails join the fray, massaging delicately against your scalp as you lay happily between them.

“You’ve been out all day,” Jackie complains, effectively shifting the blame on to you. It’s a classic Jackie move, and you can’t help but smile.

“It’s not my fault I’ve been busy with finals,” you say.

“You’ve had a busy week,” Shauna offers. You nod against her, closing your eyes against the light.

“Just glad it’s over.”

“Was Clara happy it was over, too?” Jackie asks, her voice just a touch too sweet that it sends alarm bells through you.

“Who?”

“Your lab partner,” Jackie clarifies irritably.

“Is that her name?” You ask absently, sinking into the warmth of Shauna’s skin. You’d forgotten it soon after your first meeting, and it was too late to ask again. You’d awkwardly called her bro the whole project, hoping the fact that you didn’t know her name would never come up. You’d even tried looking it up online, but her lack of profile picture had stumped you. Asking Jackie probably should have been your first step: she was always really good at that kind of thing.

Shauna tenses, her fingers flexing painfully in what borders on a tug for just a moment before relaxing again. “Yeah?” She asks stiffly. “How was she doing?”

You mumble something incomprehensible into Shauna’s thigh, sleepy and boneless between them as all the tension leaves your body. You wearily blink the light away as Shauna pulls your head away from her thigh, making you look up at her as she repeats her question.

“Dunno,” you repeat, taking pains to enunciate your words so you’ll be allowed to lie back down. “Her husband’s birthday was this weekend, so she was excited about that.” Shauna’s expression twitches, a downturn to her lips that she’s quick to hide from you as she lets you close your eyes again.

You clutch her leg back to your chest, getting a better grip so that she can’t pull you away again, unaware of the glare Shauna sends Jackie over your head. Jackie shrugs helplessly, as if to say it could happen to anyone, but you’re far too concerned with the way her hand has stilled.

“Jackie,” you complain, humming happily as Jackie laughs and resumes touching you.

“Needy,” Jackie accuses playfully, scoffing as Shauna laughs. “What?”

Shauna, using that big brain of hers for once, immediately tries to change the subject, but Jackie is not having it. You wonder idly if you should try speaking up on Shauna’s behalf, but quickly decide that’ll lead to Jackie pulling away and pouting, so you decide to feign sleep.

Soon enough, to the familiar sounds of them bickering, you drift off anyway.

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You hum thoughtfully, taking another spoonful of your ice cream as you sneak a glance at Shauna. Shauna tilts her head questioningly, rolling her eyes as you shrug lazily. Going out for ice cream was a post-semester staple that Jackie always insisted on, even as you rightfully pointed out you could go any other time. Jackie would just insist that it’s not the same, and you weren’t about to argue with her over something that stupid.

Still, there’s one thought still lingering in your mind.

“Why were you guys being so weird lately?” You ask suddenly. Jackie coughs, almost choking on her ice cream. Shauna starts patting her back, a weird mix of worry and embarrassment on her face as she avoids your gaze to look over Jackie.

Jackie and Shauna share a quick look that you don’t think you were supposed to be privy to, your eyes narrowing as you sit forward in your seat. You open your mouth to complain, but before you can start your accusation you end up with a mouthful of ice cream, almost choking on Jackie’s spoon as she quickly takes it back to offer you another spoonful.

“It’s good, isn’t it? You’ve got to try more.” Jackie smiles invitingly, a look that does little to hide her desire for you to drop the subject.

Fine. You’ll let her win this one.

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home is where the heart is ★ m.list

IN WHICH your married life with Natasha Romanoff is depicted through this comedy-drama series. With your dream job, three kids, and a plethora of friends, each day is blissful but all the more chaotic and unpredictable. (And ultimately, very horny.)

⋆⭒˚｡★ CONTENT !!

pairing ★ sub!wife!natasha x beefy!butch!reader

genre ★ no powers au, smut, fluff, crack, slight social media au

warnings ★ (MINORS DNI) - explicit content, irregular updates, specific warnings in each chapter

notes ★ this has been brewing in the back of my mind for the longest time, i just finally decided to put it down into words... hope yall like this just as much as my other fics, if not more!

⋆⭒˚｡★ PROFILES !!

001. the l/n-romanoff clan

⋆⭒˚｡★ CHAPTER INDEX !!

001. BENTLEYS & BLUEBALLS [3.1k]

natasha wakes you up with a pleasant surprise, your gremlin kids are the life and death of you, tony stark is annoying, marital sexting is pretty tough, and you're homesick for your wife's pussy.

002. SURFBOARDS & SOURDOUGH

twitter's sole purpose is for you to thirst over your wife, the beach is a good place to spend time with your kids, and ogle at your wife in a bathing suit, but not a great a place to have sex. (lesson learnt).

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we meet again | huh 'jennifer' yunjin

summary: yunjin and reader go on their non-refundable anniversary trip...as exes

pairing: ex gf!yunjin x ex!reader

themes: exes to lovers, miscommunication, discussions of needs, angst, fluff, suggestive-ish, paris!, sprinkles of humor here and there

wc: 4.5k

you stare into your cup of coffee as you wait for your plane to be ready to take off, the warm coffee is a nice contrast from the coldness you can feel from the woman next to you: your ex of four months yunjin.

she's been all frowny and defensive ever since you picked her up for the trip. her huffing and puffing and crossed arms and legs as she looks away from you.

you haven't spoken to her in months until you got an email that the trip you planned for your anniversary with yunjin sent a reminder email. you cursed your old self for setting up an auto-email service to notify her of the trip too.

then she texted you:

jennifer huh (ex): did you plan an anniversary trip for us?

you call her immediately, knowing you have to explain what happened.

"hi jen, and yes i did plan this as an anniversary trip." you begin rubbing your forehead as you try and weasel your way out of this awkward conversation.

"okay...it says here it's non-refundable." yunjin has always been quick at reading between the lines and you practically prayed for her to miss that portion.

"ah yes, well it is non-refundable." you fiddle around with a stress ball as she talks.

"so are we going?" yunjin cuts you off.

"what?" you sputter out, the stress ball that's been in your hand turning being smashed as small as possible. you begin pacing back and forth and even end up stubbing your toe. "fuck!"

"are you okay?" yunjin stops in the middle of her explanation when you curse through the phone. you mutter a quick yes and she continues, "well its my ticket, and i want to go. were you planning on going with anyone else?" yunjin goes silent.

"well no, maybe my sister but you would still have to transfer the ticket." you explain and sit back down, damn that pinky toe hurts so much.

"so it is my ticket." yunjin continues and you nod through the phone, "okay, i am going then." you groan out loud and yunjin begins calling you dramatic.

"whatever yunjin, i'll pick you up for the airport, i'll talk to you later."

leading to you both now sitting by the airport benches, both of your luggage separating you by a seat. all around you are families or couples headed for paris, when all you can think about is how soon this will be over.

yunjin is sporting her long leather jacket and her newly dyed red hair, which if you were being honest scared you when you first saw her. now all you can do is stare at how well it works for her, even near cursing her for still making your heartbeat after dumping you.

"stupid red." you mutter to yourself as you swirl your cup.

"what was that?" yunjin takes off one side of her headphones and leans into you.

"oh, just nice red hair." she nods at that and turns back to her music, plugging her headphones in. you scoff at the audacity of her. with that you turn back to watching planes, and hope that this three day trip ends quickly.

you're settling into your seat and ready to plug your earbuds in for this flight when you notice the couple next to you giggling loudly while cuddling each other, rolling your eyes at them two.

the girl looks at you and yunjin who has taken the window seat, "are you guys going to paris for your honeymoon?" she asks you while the guy nods excitedly at you.

"uhh, no we're not." you let out a nervous chuckle as the two begin going on a long conversation (very one-sided by the way) about how in love they are, and how they're going to paris for their honeymoon/anniversary. all you can do is sheepishly smile along and hope their monologue ends soon (it doesn't). yunjin chuckles next to you and you kick her subtly to get her to stop.

while you suffer through the long monologue of how they met, how many cats they raise and even drama about their friends, yunjin finds it hilarious yet sad, because honestly, you two could've been that couple, had you two not broken up.

-- day 1

"gosh! they talked my ear off, you know i downloaded like five different movies and a bunch of playlists for that flight, only to not watch a SINGLE movie." you begin venting about the couple to which yunjin finds amusing and pokes fun at you.

"that's on you for not knowing how to exit a conversation." she smiles as you both get a cab to the hotel.

once you've placed your luggage into the trunk and set off, you continue, "listen, i've always been horrible at exiting those situations, didn't help that they were both so enthusiastic."

"i know, it's how i got your number, remember?" yunjin says and you stop for a second, thinking about the first time you met. It was at a concert where she was next to you, talking your ear off about how much she loved the artist. she came alone because none of her friends listened to the artist. you, being the kind soul you were, let her talk to you through the whole concert, even letting her talk through your favorite song.

"yeah, i guess so." you turn away from yunjin in the cab, with the rest of the ride turning quiet.

"roses on the bed, and a single king bed?" yunjin questions as you enter the hotel suite. you begin to heat up, remembering how you specifically requested rose petals in the shape of a heart and champagne in an ice bath, along with towels folded into swans facing each other and kissing. god, the things you do when you're in love.

"ah! well, it was for our anniversary so i made a special request." you say really hoping she couldn't hear you.

"well, i'm glad i came, now that i can see this, i can make fun of you for being so cheesy," she says as she grabs the champagne from the metal bucket. "damn, champagne's expensive too. how much did you spend on this trip?"

she pops the champagne cork and starts pouring the golden liquid into two champagne flutes. passing one of the flutes to you.

"too much, had to dip into my savings," you say as you think about the credit card bill, a full body shiver running up your spine just at the thought.

she laughs and smiles at you, "well, consider me lucky."

you cough and try not to think about how different this trip would've been had you two not separated.

"i'm going to go wash up." yunjin puts her flute down and starts digging through her suitcase. you nod settle into one of the armchairs and turn on the hotel tv.

the shower turns on and with that you try to quiet your heart, constantly reassuring yourself that you will get through this trip and be able to be back at home away from an ex you're still in love with.

"what did i get myself into?" you groan and close your eyes, letting the sleep overtake you.

"hey...hey wake up." yunjin gently shakes your arm as you wake up from your nap. you groan and mumble incoherent thoughts.

"how long have i been asleep?" the grogginess is still settling into your bones, you open your eyes to the sight of yunjin wearing more casual clothes but still looking effortlessly beautiful with her wavy red hair and adorable glasses perched on her nose.

"long enough, i'm hungry, let's get dinner." she says and you nod, feeling the hunger from not eating on the plane and immediately falling asleep in the hotel.

outside, the sun has started to set, people are chatting and bright lights are adorning the streets. people are lively and there's even buskers playing violin and guitars, enticing the people to spare a few coins for their astounding performance.

you trail behind yunjin, watching the way she absorbs into the parisian night, with her film camera in hand and a smile adorning her face. it makes you yearn, yearn for another universe where you're hers once more. but to also yearn for answers of why she dumped you all those months ago.

"let's go in this one." she turns around and you're snapped out of your thoughts, she points at the restaurant and you follow her in. the smell of delicious food and the warm atmosphere is making you more hungry.

"right this way." your server brings you to your booth. and you seat yourself in front of yunjin, honestly something you haven't done in so long, that it's like you're falling in love all over again. the warm yellow lamp hanging over the booth makes her skin glow, and not to mention just her in general has your knees weak.

instead of staring at her like a fool, you try to focus on the menu in front of you. it works well because after a few glances at the mostly french menu, you're beyond confused with what to order. eyebrows furrowing and biting your nails at the french words.

"are you ready to order?" the waiter stands before you and before you can get out a word asking what these dishes are yunjin is quickly ordering her dinner in french and you sit there anxious.

"and for you?" the waiter turns to you.

"uh, this one?" you point at the menu and show him, he nods taking quick note of the orders before leaving.

you're back to the awkwardness of not having a menu in front of you to distract you from the beauty that is yunjin.

"so....how are you doing? dating anyone?" you start, trying to break the ice. you fiddle with your thumbs and avoid her gaze as she processes the questions you have thrown at her.

"are you kidding me? that's how you are going to start the conversation?" she scoffs at your lame attempt at having a serious conversation.

"what? i think those are reasonable questions." you mumble to yourself, feeling embarrassed you start drinking the water next to you.

"fine. i am doing fine and no, i am not dating anyone." she crosses her arms and glares at you from across the table.

"cool cool...." you trail off, trying to watch other people and feeling a little giddy when yunjin said she wasn't dating anyone.

the waiter returns with a basket of bread and butter, also refilling water cups and smiling at you both before leaving quickly. it doesn't go unnoticed that he keeps eyeing yunjin and smiling at her throughout the interaction.

"what about you?" yunjin starts with a slice of bread in her mouth.

"oh me, no not dating anymore, of course not." you let the words tumble out of your mouth, forgetting how you are trying to keep your walls up around yunjin.

"what do you mean by 'of course not'?" she questions as she spreads more butter onto her baguette.

you also grab a slice of bread and start smearing it with butter, thinking of ways to exit this topic as smoothly as possible, "just you know...not there."

she nods and you can see that she wants to prod more into why, but the waiter shows up with both your dishes in hand.

"for you madam," he places her beef bourguignon in front of her. meanwhile placing your seafood pasta in front of you. "and for you."

"shit..." you mumble as you stare at your dish, yunjin sighs but lets out an amused smile at the sight.

"of course you managed to order a seafood dish because you didn't understand french." she laughs at you, and all you can do is feel even more embarrassed from how this trip is going. "let's switch."

yunjin trades plates with you, your heart warms when she remembers your seafood allergy. you thank her sheepishly and begin digging into your dish. "jen! this is delicious!" you exclaim with a piece of beef in your mouth.

she smiles at you warmly and takes a quick photo of you, making your cheeks warm at the sentiment, remembering her habit of taking photos of you when she found you cute.

the waiter returns this time, but you look at him confused because you haven't ordered anything else.

"hello madam," he starts while leaning on the booth by yunjin's side, showing off his pearly white smile and trying to be suave, "how are you enjoying paris?"

"it's lovely here, thank you for asking." yunjin starts, you can only watch as the two engage in conversation, making you more and more quiet as time passes.

they speak about parisian culture and even share a few phrases in french that you definitely could not understand. you end up only focusing on your dish until he leaves much later. yunjin looks back at you and is confused by the switch in your demeanor.

yunjin goes quiet at the sight of you so down, so she also begins quietly eating her (your) seafood pasta, and as the time dwindles to the end. the waiter returns with the bill and a napkin that he slips to yunjin, it doesn't take a genius to understand what he gave her.

you huff angrily as you pay for the dinner. and yunjin follows you out of the restaurant and disposes of the napkin in front of you. she turns to you with her hand open and waiting for yours. you take it as you both stroll down the streets of paris with full bellies and a noticeably happier mood.

-- day 2

yunjin has managed to convince you (you really don't know how) to go and get caricatures of the both of you for "memories". you groaned at the idea, but there you sat in the small ratty chair in front of the french artist, and waited for this quick drawing. after a few quick minutes, the artist hands you the drawing, showcasing a funny imagery of yunjin stomping your head to the ground as your relationship.

"hey! you can't draw that!" you exclaim as you go over the painting, you can't lie though, the guy was talented.

yunjin just laughs and drops euros into his hand before dragging you away from the chairs. "don't take it too seriously, it's just a drawing." she takes the drawing from your hands before stuffing it into her purse and folding her arms with yours.

"so, what should we do today?" she says to steer you away from thinking about the drawing.

"well actually, i had an itinerary ready for this trip," fishing your phone out of your pocket, you begin listing places that you wanted to take yunjin to. "the louvre?"

she stops her feets and her jaw drops and you can see her happiness just overflowing.

"yes yes yes! you know me too well, lifelong dream to see the mona lisa." she says and you smile, remembering that's why you put it on your itinerary, and soon you're flagging down a cab to head to the louvre.

god, you're never getting over her at this point. you try not to dwell on that thought and instead let things come as they are.

she's busy capturing photos of the mona lisa and other pieces, while you are capturing memories of her in your mind. taking slow steps behind her as she reads through the description of each piece that intrigues her.

she's gorgeous in her dark green leather coat, red hair flowing down her back with her trusty film camera looped around her wrist. she looks like she belongs in an art museum and you're left wondering if you can ask the art curators to put a picture of her as a piece.

once you reach the end of the museum, you begin to realize there really hasn't been any piece that has intrigued you to look at, even when yunjin was admiring the mona lisa, all you could focus on were her gorgeous eyes.

that day, you hope that you can always make her happy, even if she no longer is yours.

"of course we have to go to see the eiffel tower, i don't care that it's cheesy and cliche, we HAVE to go." she explains to you as she's touching up her makeup again. the two of you returned to the hotel after a long day of exploring local attractions, but now yunjin is explaining that you two definitely need to go despite how tired you are.

while she goes on and on about the importance of a paris trip including eiffel tower pictures, you try to keep your eyes open. the warmth of the jacket that you still have on, swallowing you.

"okay okay, we should go." you get up and start rubbing at your eyes, even letting out loud yawns as you put on your shoes. yunjin finally takes a look at you and starts to feel bad for pushing you to do so much today.

"you look tired, we can go another time?" she starts, feeling embarrassed.

you grab a hold of the wall as you tuck the back of the shoe over your sock, "not at all, let's go!"

you look tired, eyes lower than usual. with a stretch and a neck crack, you look more energized and ready to take on the night.

"let's go!" you exclaim, opening your palm for her to hold onto. she can only smile and think about how sweet it is that you are trying to do activities that she wants to do.

"okay, let's go." she responds, your hand wraps around hers tightly as you both get out of the car and walk through the crowd to get closer to the eiffel tower.

while yunjin stares at the little lights adorning the eiffel tower, sparkling like the stars in the sky, you try and take discreet photos of her. thinking about how you are basically in an alternate universe that exists only you and yunjin, and soon reality will return with you alone and single. these photos will remain to remind you that this trip wasn't a dream, what little you have to cling onto.

she's enjoying the night breeze and the liveliness of the people around her, but you're focused on her. she's also capturing photos of the eiffel tower but taking time to snap photos of the people around her. until her camera lands on you, snapping a photo of you, taking a photo of her.

then you both move away from your cameras and look at each other, and time feels like it stops when you both just admire each other. her eyes become glossy and tears are flowing down her cheek.

you make a quick dash to hug her, holding her tightly. you feel her lay her head on your shoulder and you can feel her body wrack into yours, with quiet sobs and she wraps around you like she'll lose you too.

it feels like the world is crashing around you two, with her grabbing onto your jacket and pinching it so hard. you start rubbing her hair in the motion that you know will bring her comfort, as it has done many times before.

you must've been there for a long time, because people are looking at you two in sympathy, a traveling florist even hands you a free rose to cheer you up. you immediately slip the rose into her pocket. and she stops hugging onto you to see the rose in her breast pocket. she smiles a little, and with a shaky voice, "let's go back to the hotel please."

you nod and hold her hand as you two take the long way back. her hand is still very much holding onto yours tightly. and by the time that you two are back in the room, she drops onto the bed and taps the be urging you to join.

you slip off your shoes and jacket and settle on the bed, facing yunjin. she twirls the rose between her fingers and finally looks at you.

"do you know why i broke up with you?" she whispers, and your body has frozen up, yunjin kept the break up very simple. a single 'let's break up.' over coffee and then she left.

"i don't." you whisper back.

"do you want to know?" she whispers back.

"yes, i really do." you sit up and watch her thinking for a while.

"i broke up with you because i didn't feel like you loved me anymore. whenever we hung out it never felt like you cared anymore, you were even inconsiderate at times and i think, no, i believed that you fell out of love with me."

you nod, but each word cracks your heart a little more, thinking about how wrong each word feels. it simply wasn't true, you never stopped loving her and the guilt of making her feel this way makes you want to vomit.

"this whole trip, i feel like i saw the old you again, the you that fell in love with me and showered me with attention." she continues her monologue and breathes harder at the emotions that were being kept at bay. "earlier, when you were taking photos of me and i caught you, it was exactly like our first date, it hurt so bad..." and by now she's sobbing and you're sobbing and it's all just a big mess.

"it hurts so bad that now i know you never fell out of love with me. that i made a mistake by breaking up with you and we've been months apart when we could've had this happy anniversary together." she continues with tears in her eyes and she's holding you close. alternating between crying and talking.

you take in the words openly, understanding the position that you've put her in and how hurt she was by your lack of attention. you can't even deny it either, those last weeks before the breakup felt like a rift between the two of you, neither knowing how to go forward. with yunjin making the final and unfortunate decision of dumping you.

"jen, you mean everything to me, and i'm so beyond sorry if it feels as if i never prioritized you." you are also trembling in her hold as she listens to you, nodding to your words every so often. "i never and mean never fell out of love with you. i'm sorry that it took a vacation to figure this out too."

she stops completely and holds your face in her hands as she completely dives herself into a passionate kiss. searing her lips against yours and pushing you into the bed more.

"you're mine." yunjin speaks in between kisses.

"yours." you move your hands into her hair and pull her close, bodies molding into one as the night goes on.

-- day 3

three quick knocks disturb you from your sleep, you rub your eyes and open them to the harsh rays of the windows.

"cleaning service!" you could hear outside the room, and you examine yourself. naked as ever and clothes all sprawled around, yunjin dead asleep on the other side of the bed.

"shit!" you run to the closet and grab a bathrobe and quickly tie it around yourself as you rush to the door. finally giving one glance at the bird's nest of hair, you pat down the hair as much as you can before opening the door slightly.

"hi! um, we don't need cleaning right now, maybe later?" you ask worriedly, the lady eyes your bathrobe and your hair and gives a smirk before walking away to the next room. you cringe at the idea that she knows exactly what you have been up to and close the door quickly.

"phew." you are relieved that they didn't walk into you and yunjin butt naked for cleaning service. meanwhile, yunjin has approached you from behind and wrapped her arms around you.

"hi, come back to bed." she pulls at your robe and pulls you towards her.

"oh okay..."you're confused but let her pull you back to bed. cuddling with her feels nice and reminds you of the days you spent lounging in each other's place.

"jen! i cannot believe you!" you stand on the far end away from her, backing yourself into a corner.

"what? i didn't do anything wrong." she stalks towards you with a devious smile as she watches you examine yourself in the mirror.

"you mauled my neck!" you exclaim as you claw at your neck looking left and right at the damage she's done. yunjin rather looks proud of her handiwork and instead pulls you onto her lap.

"okay no need to be a big baby about it, let me touch it up." she pulls out her concealer and starts going to town on the many hickeys she's left littered across your neck.

you huff and complain while yunjin lets you drone on while applying concealer until you're satisfied. she doesn't mention the new marks she's dug into your back, quite happy that only she can see them.

you both set out for a much chiller day outside, leisurely walking in parks and chatting while enjoying the parisian weather. you reach a quiet spot in the park, pulling out a blanket and your picnic basket.

yunjin doesn't comment on the humongous scarf that you have wrapped around your neck, but it does make her laugh a bit to see it.

you two are enjoying the nice breeze, when you hear smacking sounds nearby. looking around, you don't spot anything unusual until you notice a couple practically eating each other's mouths off. a closer look and you realize you recognize the two as the couple from the plane into paris.

you immediately turn your head to yunjin, "pss, the couple from the plane is at my six."

she quickly whips her head around and lo and behold the couple is still loudly eating each other's faces off. she laughs at the sight before capturing your lips with hers. "we should beat them."

"jen noooooo." you groan and turn away from her, uninterested at the idea of attracting their attention. she simply laughs and continues to enjoy the picnic. the rest of the trip goes well, often sharing little tidbits of your lives in the past couple months without each other.

after enjoying your "anniversary" trip in paris, you both get ready to go home. holding hands and kissing through the cab ride, plane ride and even through baggage claim.

you spot your sister out front of the pick-up terminal with a big sign "welcome back lovers!" you groan at the sign, of course she would show up with a poster plastering you and yunjin's photos to pick you up.

"she knows we're back together?" yunjin comments in confusion.

"i didn't even tell her, she just kept saying she knew we would get back together when the trip was over." you hold yunjin's luggage as your sister tackles yunjin into a hug, spilling about how much she missed her.

"i'm here too you know...your actual sister." your sister simply swats you away and enthusiastically asks about your trip to yunjin.

you drive off with yunjin's hand in yours and a warm smile as yunjin talks about the trip to your sister.

a/n: i apologize if there's any inaccuracies about paris, i've never been 😭 this post was inspired by a fic i read a longggg time ago. stay safe and stay healthy everyone!

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So, I recently watched Madame Web, and I can say that I was only able to pay attention to Isabela Merced. I leave the cinema with a small (big) crush on her. I remember her from Nick, but since I hadn't seen her in a long time, I started researching her, and man, I'm deeply in love. In addition to her being great girlfriend material, I also discovered that she is a girl kisser. She will also play Dina in The Last of Us. That's it, I'm in love.

#sapphic #wlw #gxg #wlw post #pretty girls #anya corazon x reader #isabela merced x reader #isabela merced icons #isabela merced #nickelodeon shows #marvel women #marvel wlw #marvel cinematic universe #the last of us #dina tlou #ellie williams #bella ramsey #pedro pascal #joel miller

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spiderb00 · 4 months

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You are beautiful

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What do you u think hanni is like as a gf? (Imagine)

HANNI AS YOUR GIRLFRIEND (f imagines)

hanni loves to give you gifts , one of her love language is gift giving

hanni loves to cuddle you and watch movies or tv shows with you,she also loves sharing snacks / food with you (sometimes)

she can be extremely silly even when she’s working with her members , ESPECIALLY when she’s working with her members

you love hanging around her and her friends , but when she’s around her friends or members she makes it known who you belong to (her)

as an idol she doesn’t wanna cause controversy while dating you,but she can’t seem to keep her hands off you sometimes , she loves and i mean LOVES you,she makes it known trust me

she loves to play with your hair,when you’re sleeping,cuddling,no matter what you guys are doing,she just loves to play with your hair

hanni isn’t the jealous kind but if she sees you flirting with someone else as a joke , she’ll get a word in with you later

seeing hanni in all her outfits for every song / stage / preformance makes you crazy, and realize how lucky you are to be dating her , she’s the most beautiful person in the world , and you love her to death,she loves you that much too , don’t worry

hanni will sometimes sing you to sleep even if not asked,it’s a habit of hers , she thinks it’s calming

hanni thinks she’s the luckiest person to have you as a girlfriend,she’s right,she knows she is , she talks about it all the time

hanni is always making sure you have eaten every day or as much as possible,she wants to take care of you

hope you enjoyed :)

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hi; i dont know if i can request it but if can; can i request hanni oneshot where she and y/n are in a relationship and for as long as hanni remember she can’t find any weakness on y/n. so she tried making you jealous, annoyed and everything possible but y/n just prove she is the greenest flag ever until one moment when she found out that y/n actually have weakness in different between left and right or anything else. your writing is just so good👉🏻👈🏻

hope you like it

Show me your Weakness

Hanni X Reader

One Shot

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I yawned tiredly. In my hand, a glass of wine, while I glanced at the person next to me. Haerin noticed my yawning and smiled sympathetically, "Why don't you tell Hanni that you want to leave?" the younger one suggested, glancing briefly at Hanni. I smiled too, "Oh no. Hanni seems to be having a lot of fun. It's been quite a while since we all could get together like this," I replied, and my eyes also fell on my girlfriend.

A smile played on my lips as our eyes met. However, Hanni grinned shortly afterward and moved a bit closer to Minji. She danced closer to Minji, which made me chuckle. Haerin next to me narrowed her eyes and looked from Hanni and Minji to me, "Um, is that okay with you?" she asked, now more cautiously.

I immediately turned my attention to Haerin and laughed a bit, "Of course. Minji is Hanni's best friend, and besides, I trust her," I replied, and Haerin nodded slightly. I took a small sip from my wine glass and looked back at Hanni. She kept glancing at me, this time looking dissatisfied.

I noticed Hanni approaching me. Her arms wrapped around my neck as she sat on my lap, "Minji can really dance well," I heard my girlfriend say, a smile on her lips as she looked at me. A certain sparkle in her eyes.

I nodded my head, "Yes, she's pretty good. But you're much better," I replied, my arms around her waist as I rested my forehead against her shoulder. For a while, my eyes closed, the music pounding in my ears, and the taste of alcohol becoming more unpleasant with each passing second.

"Should we go, baby?" Hanni asked, looking at me with a small smirk on her face. I looked at her immediately, "Are you sure? We can stay longer if you want," I replied, which made Hanni smile even wider. She chuckled softly and immediately gave me a kiss on the temple, "I'm tired too. We should go."

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Smiling, I looked into the camera as I started a video chat with Yeji. The older woman sat on her bed while I leaned back on my couch. The laptop was on the coffee table in front of me. "So? What are our plans for the next schedule? Manager-nim didn't tell me anything concrete," I asked as I glanced at my laptop.

Yeji, the leader of Itzy, sighed softly and visibly rolled her eyes. "I don't know myself. They mentioned something about a variety show, but that's about it," the older one replied. I nodded understandingly and picked up my coffee cup to take a sip.

"Baby?"

My head turned to Hanni, who rubbed her eyes sleepily and slowly approached me. I smiled, "Good morning, baby. I can't right now, okay?" I said, pointing to the video chat with Yeji. However, Hanni looked at me and then at Yeji. Her jaw slightly tensed.

She was quite jealous of Yeji since the Midzys shipped me with her. Moreover, before I met Hanni, I may have had a tiny crush on her. I smiled encouragingly and turned my head back to Yeji, "Sorry. So, a variety show? Have you already messaged Manager-nim, or should I do it?" I asked.

From the corner of my eye, I noticed Hanni heading to the kitchen. Yeji shook her head, yawning softly, "No, I've already taken care of it," she replied, and I nodded again. I sighed a bit as I ran my hand over my forehead. I was tired as Hanni and I went to bed late.

"Oh. Can you get all the Newjeans members to do a video for Instagram with you?" the older one asked, and I immediately smiled, "Of course. They're all my friends," I said, laughing lightly. However, Yeji grinned shortly afterward, "Friends, huh? What about the woman in your apartment?" she teased, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively.

I laughed at the gesture and shook my head in amusement. I noticed Hanni returning to the living room from the kitchen. Her eyes visibly narrowed, "Baby?" she asked, making me look back at her. The younger one had her arms crossed over her chest, "I didn't know you had to work today," she said, and my eyes slightly widened.

She was quite annoyed.

"Sorry, baby. It won't take long," I immediately replied, but Hanni didn't budge. I turned my attention back to Yeji. The older one noticed my nervous expression and sighed amusedly, "I should let you go, Y/n. I need to talk to Chaeryeong and Ryujin," she said. I nodded and said my goodbyes.

I felt Hanni sitting next to me as I closed the laptop, focusing all my attention on my girlfriend. "Aren't you annoyed?" Hanni asked, surprised to see me so relaxed. I furrowed my brow questioningly, "No, why would I be?" I asked with a smile. However, Hanni just rolled her eyes and crossed her arms over her chest again.

"Because I interrupted your work?" she asked, stating the obvious, making me smile a bit. I immediately put my arm around my girlfriend, pulling her closer to me, "You're not a disturbance," I replied, causing Hanni to sigh slightly. Defeated, she rested her head against my shoulder.

"Do you even have weaknesses?"

"What?"

"Never mind."

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"Are you sure?" I asked as I looked at my girlfriend. She sat on the couch, wrapped in my hoodie, with a bowl of popcorn on her lap while mine was on the coffee table. I took a deep breath, "Yeah, let's watch the horror movie. If you get scared, I'm here," Hanni said confidently.

I nodded with my head and pressed play. The remote control was now next to me as I got comfortable under the blanket with Hanni. Almost immediately, her head rested on my shoulder, "This one is really scary, Han," I warned, which made Hanni laugh a bit, "That's why I picked it," she replied.

I peacefully enjoyed my popcorn while in the movie, guts flew in the air, and it got quite bloody. Hanni repeatedly hid her face against my shoulder whenever it got even remotely scary. My arm immediately wrapped around her as I moved closer to her.

"Ahhh," Hanni screamed when a jump scare appeared in the movie. That made me laugh a bit. She looked pretty cute when she got scared. Hanni looked at me shortly after, a horrified expression on her face, "Aren't you scared?" she asked with her mouth wide open. I smiled immediately.

"No," I replied and gave her a kiss. She looked at me in disbelief while my attention returned to the movie. The younger one sighed defeated once again, "No weaknesses," she muttered softly.

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"Minji and I are shipped so often," I heard it next to me as Hanni turned her phone towards me to show me one of those shipper videos on Instagram. I watched it and couldn't help but smile, "It just shows that you're really good friends. Fans somehow turn everything into something romantic," I replied, laughing lightly, which left Hanni audibly discontent.

She scrolled further and showed me more videos where she was shipped with someone, mainly Minji. I chuckled softly as I shook my head in amusement. Hanni, however, scrutinized every one of my reactions and became increasingly angrier. Her forehead furrowed as she carelessly threw her phone next to her, "Doesn't it bother you at all?!" she asked, visibly angry now.

My eyebrows raised as I looked at my girlfriend in surprise, "What do you mean?" I asked, visibly confused. "Well, that I'm shipped with others? Everyone wants me to be together with Minji," Hanni asked, throwing her arms up while speaking. She seemed so annoyed that she even switched to English.

"Why should it bother me? I don't care what others think," I replied in English as well. However, Hanni still had her forehead furrowed, her breath audibly quickening, and she continued to snort, "I love you. I also know that you love me. I trust you with everything I have," I said with a smile on my face. Her hands now in mine as I gently ran my thumb over the back of her hand.

"So no, it doesn't bother me. Because you are mine, and I am yours. And I know that if that ever changes, you'll talk to me about it," I added, surprising Hanni a bit. Her mouth opened as she looked at me. Tears welled up in her eyes, "Of course, you idiot," she replied, which made me laugh a bit.

"Are you going to kiss me, or are you still mad at me?" I asked as I puckered my lips. Hanni snorted and let go of my hand. Almost immediately, her hand was on my neck, and her lips met mine, "Do you really love me?" she asked uncertainly.

I smiled and pulled her onto my lap. My arms around her waist, "With every breath I take, I fall more in love with you."

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With a smile on my face, I looked out onto the street. My hands on the steering wheel, one of them resting on my girlfriend's thigh. She was looking at her phone, playing music, and had the navigation on.

Hanni seemed to have calmed down after our conversation and stopped teasing me in some way. Apparently, she wanted to know if I had any weaknesses since, in her eyes, I was perfect.

"The next left," Hanni said, and I nodded my head. I activated the turn signal and moved onto the left lane. Almost immediately, I noticed the questioning look on my girlfriend's face as I turned right into the street. "Baby, left!" Hanni said louder now.

"But I am turning left," I replied, making Hanni tilt her head in confusion. I now had both hands on the steering wheel, forming an 'L' with both hands. My mouth opened, "Oops," I said, embarrassed, and started laughing. "Do you have a left-right weakness?" the younger one asked, visibly surprised.

"I'm working on it, okay?" I answered as I felt my cheeks slowly heating up. Honestly, it was quite embarrassing for me. Suddenly, Hanni burst into laughter, her grin getting wider and wider. Her hand now on my thigh, "I love you so much, Y/n," she said, giving me a kiss on the cheek. My heartbeat quickened.

"Finally, a weakness," Hanni murmured softly, which I found impossible to hear. I was too focused on the hand on my thigh, as much as on the road.

"The next left," Hanni said again, but this time, she also gestured with her arm in the direction she meant. This made me smile. She wasn't laughing at me... She was helping me...

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