Repeat after me:

I am making decisions based on where I want to be and not where I am. I take action and I believe in myself. I follow what inspires me and lights me up. All things are working out for my good. I'm rising above my limitations. I am not my past, and I control my narrative. I speak life. My future holds endless possibilities. I'm only getting started.

me looking at old pics of myself: why did everyone let me be this ugly 

See I do not believe in bad timing— if this is where it'll stop then I want you to know,

Oh purple evening sky,

I have so much of you on my mind.

It may not always be so. Though I say, talking to you felt like everything around me is imperfectly aligned— blissfully unaware of the familiar writhing inside my intestines, not again, I begged.

Would you stay still and dare touch my soul, if you knew, that how I was, cannot wholly go?

It is lonesome 'round here; This is to let you know.

in the night.

When to Close Your Eyes

moonlight meeting.