sorry i am slightly more normal than i was yesterday. im probably going to move blogs and like protect my peace more though

bf n i got harassed and physically intimidated by a large group of shithead teenagers on some kind of motorized bikes who hurled slurs and sexual harassment at us (yeah. it was a trans thing) and he posted about it in the county subreddit to see if there was something we could do abt it next time and a ton of the comments are dismissive or just outright transphobic again. like it's honestly more traumatizing knowing there are a ton of adults who agree and it just kind of gives me proof that we aren't safe in our own community. it definitely totally does not make me want to fucking kill myself

how to stop looking at things i know will upset me

my actual genuine political ideology is that i should be given absolute supernatural power and just kill anyone i think should die because they are idiots and horrible pieces of shit. no one other than me should be allowed to do this because i am better than everyone else and special.

Can you tell i'm losing it

preddy hard to stay alive when you're constantly bombarded with reminders that a ton of people just fucking hate you and want you dead for existing!!!!

my faith in humanity is at an all time low tbh

kill all teenage boys

I have a proposal towards the bg3 fandom:

✨Them✨🥹

Dune: Part Two (2024) dir. Denis Villeneuve Zoolander (2001) dir. Ben Stiller

above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.

Think about this quote like all the time and how it really undermines so much shit in capitalism

been awhile since my last shadzel piece, had to fix that

A Series of Seaside Mishaps.

snoopy and miffy told me they are a femme4butch couple in real life