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this pain was never pretty,  not the bleeding any kind of poetic.  this wasn’t the tragic story that if you look from the right angel is beautiful. sometimes the pain just hurts, sometimes the bleeding is just blood, sometimes the tragedy just shatters you.      canon multi muse.  penned by charlie.
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its 2 cold!!!!!!!! much 2 cold!!!!!!! @bruiseknuckles @venomclaws
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morning  ❤︎❤︎  gonna spend this morning over on @atlaswolf probably. i would like to get up and eat breakfast but it’s 12 degrees celsius ( 54 fahrenheit. )  which is only 2 degree’s higher than literally 2am ln. not 2 b rude but autumn can suck my ass.
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If you’re LGBT reblog this and tag with your orientation/identity and how you like your eggs
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more unrequited plots (☞゚∀゚)☞
assumed unrequited with mutual pining (☞゚∀゚)☞
actual unrequited & super angsty pining (☞゚∀゚)☞
i love you, just not like that unrequited (☞゚∀゚)☞
we can still be friends even though i’m totally in love with you and it crushes me unrequited (☞゚∀゚)☞ 
i could treat you better than anyone you’ve been with, unrequited.  (☞゚∀゚)☞
you deserve someone who loves you like i do. unrequited (☞゚∀゚)☞ 
you’re about to get married but lol btw i’ve been in love with you since high school unrequited. (☞゚∀゚)☞ 
 i had the biggest crush on you for years — what do u mean u were in love with me the whole fucking time kinda unrequited (☞゚∀゚)☞ 
i fell in love with you way before you even looked at me twice (☞゚∀゚)☞ 
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an actual munday photo plus a photo where the filter just made me invisible but kepy isaac
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                                                   “  a  while  when  you’re  really  comfortable. ”
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 tone  is  light  and  teasing  like  he  isn’t  freaking  out  about  the  fact  that  the  man  he’s  in  love  with  is  about  to  propose  to  him  in  the  hallway  of  their  apartment  where  there’s  sheets  nailed  to  the  ceiling  that  just  caused  an  argument.   stiles  never  expected  to  find  love,  never  thought  he  was  deserving  of  it  but  here  is  he  is,  nothing  but  a  college  drop  out  with  nothing  going  for  him,  and  someone  still  chose  to  love  him,  isaac  chose  to  love  him  and  chose  to  trust  him  around  his  son.  he  was  never  a  big  fan  of  kids  but  that  kid  is  something  special,  he  has  to  be  with  a  father  like  isaac. 
 hands  are  shaking,    sometimes  that’s  all  they  know  but  the  second  there’s  isaac’s  hand  wrapped  around  his  wrist  his  focus  isn’t  on  how  his  hands  are  shaking  or  how  his  heart  is  beating  quick  and  hard  inside  his  chest  but  just  isaac.  whiskey  hues  flick  back  and  forth  between  lips  and  eyes,  tongue  darting  out  to  swipe  at  his  bottom  lip  out  of  a  nervous  habit.  isaac  deserves  to  be  happy  and  if  stiles  somehow  manages  to  do  that  then  he’s  not  going  to  let  him  go.
       oh  god,  how  did  he  get  here ?
 “  you  gonna  pop  the  question  any  time  soon  because  not  sure  my  nerves  can  handle  another  minute  of  the  question  not  being  asked. ”
 ❝  no,  i  was  gonna  wait  another  hour.  build  some  tension.  ❞ 
 it’s  odd,  how  a  boy  who’s  only  known  pain  could  find  light  within  a  world  that’s  done  nothing  but  beat  him  down,  could  trust  people  even  after  his  heart  has  been  shattered  over  &  over.  
 first  it  was  his  son,  the  boy  who  is  braver  than  anyone  should  have  be  at  his  age,  smile  glows  like  he’s  never  known  sadness,  eyes  twinkling  like  isaac’s  mother  used  to swear  isaac’s  did.  most  days,  he  swears  he  wouldn’t  have  made  it  this  far  without  him,  other  days,  he  wishes  cam  had  someone  better  to  look  up  to.  
 what  kind  of  hero  is  a  broken  boy  who  doesn’t  trust  his  own  hands?  what  kind  of  inspiration  is  a  boy  who  can’t  stop  holding  sadness  in  his  throat  even  when  it  chokes  him?
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 but  then  this  fucking  moron  came  along,  lips  tasting  like  whiskey  &  eyes any  boy  could  drown  in  (  isaac  did.  god,  he  drowned  in  stiles  the  second  he  had  his  hands  on  isaac’s  hips.  ).  it  was  supposed  to  be  a  one  night  stand,  supposed  to  be  a  fleeting  moment  of  how  normal  guys  in  their  twenties  live  but  ——  it  became  something  else  so  quickly.  
 it  felt  like  whip  lash,  one  second  he’s  downing  a  beer  that  tastes  like  regret,  the  next  he’s  got  stiles  sitting  at  his  breakfast  table  arguing  about  WHATEVER  with  cam,  but  his  son’s  smiling,  smiling  in  a  way  cam’s  mother  never  made  him  smile.  that  was  the  moment  isaac  knew  he  loved  him,  that  was  the  moment  he  knew  he’d  give  anything  for  him.
 &  fuck,  isaac  lahey  really  loves  stiles  stilinski’s  stupid  ass  (  &  the  rest  of  him  too,  thankfully.  ),  which  means  promising  his  entire  life  to  stiles  isn’t  that  scary,  not  as  terrifying  as  it  should  be,  because  he  knew  too  quickly  that  they’d  be  here  eventually,  or  at  least  he’d  hoped.   isaac’s  fingers  squeeze  stiles’  wrist  gently,  fond  smile  sitting  comfortable  on  isaac’s  lips  as  he  ducks  his  head,  nose  nudging  against  stiles’.
 ❝  ————  you’re  cute  when  you’re  nervous,  you  know.  ❞
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You swallow halos and spit out nooses. How can I not believe in monsters when I see men like you, walking with your knuckles bleeding against the concrete?
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i imagine, if you’d let me kiss you, i’d do it wrong, but afterward you’d hold my face in your hands, look into eyes i’ve always hated and tell me loving me was like coming home.
home has never been about perfection, home was about removing the fear of love being fleeting in a world where everything leaves eventually.
i hope you know every time i see your smile, it’s like watching the sun rise for the fist time after a decade of nothing but darkness. i hope you know that i don’t feel home-sick anymore.
—  there’s a girl who looks like the sun / there’s a girl who makes my hands feel like they’re burning. 
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stopguilt,
 “  you  had  an  extra  practice  with  kira  instead  of  me,  i’m  hurt.  ”     he  could  actually  care  less,  he’d  rather  it  be  kira   than  him  since   coach  made  him  run  twenty  laps  in  yesterday’s  practice  causing  him  to  almost  passed  out  and  possibly  die,   that’s  enough  practice  for  him  but  he  has  to  distract  him  from  getting  in  his  room.   he  almost  feels  bad  for  scott,   almost.
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 still  no  moving  from  him  nothing  but  a  shake  of  his  head  and  licking  at  his  lips,  he  knows  scott  won’t  care  but  they’re  past  that  point  now  and  for  some  reason,  he  just  can’t  let  him  in.  “  just  ——  let’s  go  to  my  place.  ”
 ❝  no,  you’re  not,  dude.  ❞    he  knows  his  best  friend  better  than  he  knows  himself  most  days,   &  he  knows  stiles  isn’t  going  to  weep  over  not  getting  to  do  MORE  exercise  than  he  has  to.  he  saw  how  stiles  was  hunched  over  &  gasping for  air  at  practice,  he  doubted  stiles  wanted  to  relive  the  whole  experience  barely  a  day  later.   
 god,  stiles  really  isn’t  going  to  give  up  is  he?  to  be  fair   ——   when  has  he  ever  given  up  on  anything?   (  other  than  himself,  that  is.  ).
 exhausted  gaze  try  to  portray  annoyance  but  there’s  no  actual  heat  behind  it.  there  never  really is.  scott  doesn’t  know  how  to  be  mad  at  stiles,  he  hasn’t  for  years  (  &  when  he  has  been  angry,  it’s  never  been  fully  him,  always  the  full  moon  or  the  wolf  inside  his  chest  burning  his  skin  or  clawing  his  chest, making  him  into  someone  else,  something  monstrous.  ).
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 ❝  stiles,  i  love  you,  i  do   but  we’re  both  well  aware  i’m  physically  stronger  than  you  &  could  kick  your  ass  if  i  had  to.  please  don’t  make  me  pick  you  up  &  move  you  out  the  way.  i’m  way  too  tired  to  do  that  but  if  it  means  i  get  my  bed  &  shower,  then  i’ll  do  it.  you  can  come  nap  with  me  if  you  want,  i  really  don’t  care.  ❞
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stopguilt,
 no  hesitation  as  he  quickly  moves  to  get  the  chains  from  the  nearby  bag.   he  hates  this  too,  he  remembers  sitting  outside  scott’s  bedroom  the  night  of  his  first  full  moon  screaming  as  the  moon  burned  while  the  wolf  took  over  just  begging  for  him  to  un-cuff  him.  he  doesn’t  feel  the  same  amount  of  guilt  now,  has  no  problem  with  chaining  them  up  if  needed  because  it’s  what’s  best  for  them  ——  and  him  but  still  doesn’t  enjoy  chaining  his  friends  up  as  much  as  everyone  would  assume  he  does.
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 looking  into  her  eyes,  hand  reaching  out  to  wrap  around  her  wrist  and  he  squeezes  just  a  little  bit.  he  wants  to  make  this  easier  for  her  but  he’s  not  exactly  sure  how  to  make  the  fire  in  her  veins  as  the  full  moon  shines  any  better,   when  did  this  become  his  life  ?  
 “  okay,  you’re  alright  just  think  about  ——-  think  about  pizza.  what’s  your  opinion  on  pineapple  pizza ?  there’s  a  right  answer  to  this,  i  hope  you  know.   ”   words  spoken  quickly  as  he  closes  the  cuff  of  the  chain  around  her  wrist.
 ❝  pineapple  sucks.  tastes  bad  on  everything.  pizza  included.  ❞   
 her  answer  comes  easily,  she  knows  what  he’s  trying  to  do,  it’s  easy  to  tell  that  he’s  trying  to  distract  her  mind  from  the  racing  thoughts  of  violence   &  losing  control.  it  doesn’t  work,  but  she’s  thankful  for  the  attempt.  he’s  always  trying  to  help  her,  trying  to  help  scott’s  pack,   she  wonders  if  he  realises  how  much  good  he  does.  probably  not.  he  seems  to  have  a  self  hatred  complex  branded  into  his  bones. 
 she  can  already  feel  her  blood  lust  kicking  up,  she  feels  the  anger  that’s  not  hers  burning  in  her  throat  like  it  always  does,  it  always  starts  there,   but  then  it  spreads.  god,  sometimes  she  swears  it  takes  over  completely.  maybe  it’s  the  coyote,  or  maybe  it’s  just  the  piling  GUILT  she  carries  around  manifesting  itself  into  something  scarier  once  she doesn’t  have  full  control  over  her  actions  that  makes  her  feel  angry  during  the  shift.   or  maybe  she  can  just  blame  the  moon.   but  that  feels  like  the  cowards  way  to  explain  it.   she’s  not  a  coward.
 she  actually  manages  a  SMILE  as  his  hand  wraps  around  her  wrist,  the  touch  calming  her  slightly  for  a  fleeting  second.  it’s  not  a  lot,  but  it’s  something.   malia’s  not  too  far  gone  that  she  can’t  think  straight,  not  too  far  under  the  control  of  the  moon  that’s  making  her  skin  burn.   malia  doesn’t  fight  the  chains  around  her  waist,  simply  closes  her  eyes  in  an  attempt  to  stop  her  eyes  flashing  blue.
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 ❝  just  ——  lock  the  chains  &  go,  okay?  scott  probably  needs  you.  ❞   i  don’t  like  people  seeing  me  out  of  control.  i  don’t  like  feeling  monstrous.  i  don’t  want  you  to  see  the  shift,  see  the  glowing  eyes  &  fear  me.
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stopguilt,
    imessage  –  isaac lahey :  whatever you want dude. 
 he  wasn’t  going  to  fight  him  on  it,  he’s  offering  him  a  place  to  stay  not  to  be  his  best  buddy  so  he  wasn’t  going  to  force  him  to  take  his  room,  they  have  a  guest  room  for  a  reason.  he  knows  that  sometimes  he  might  go  a  little  far  with  his  words  with  having  no  filter  and  just  not  caring  half  the  time  but  he  wouldn’t  make  fun  of  him  in  a  situation  like  this,  not  on  purpose  anyway  because  most  of  the  time  he  just  can’t  help  what  comes  out  of  his  mouth,  it’s  a  problem  he’s  come  to  notice.  
  they  may  not  get  along  but  he  wouldn’t  use  the  same  words  isaac’s  father  used  on  him. 
      imessage  –  isaac lahey :  don’t really care as long as you don’t try to kill me.
imessage — stiles :  i wouldn’t.
 isn’t  it  obvious  that  underneath  the  jabs  &  endless  snark,  he  gives  a  shit  about  stiles?  about  the  boy  with  the  constellations  of  moles  along  neck,  who’s  eyes  bleed  amber,  who’s  hands  shake  more  often  than  they  stay  steady.  when  it  comes  down  to  it,  stiles  is  his  pack,  wolf  instinct  intertwines  stiles’  life  with  isaac’s  own.  if  it  came  down  to  HIM  or  stiles,  he’d  pick  stiles,  no  hesitation.  though,  that  might  also  have  something  to  do  with  his  lack  of  self  preservation  &  dwindling  will  to  live  but  ——  not  the  point.  he’d  still  choose  stiles’  life  over  his  own.
 there’s  a  long  sigh,  this  is  his  only  option.  stiles  is  his  only  chance  at  a  temporary  safe  haven  until  scott  finishes  his  shift  at  least.   fingers  tuck  phone  into  pocket,  head  ducked  &  shoulders  curled  as  isaac  makes  his  way  from  jeep  to  door,  then  from  door  to  up  the  staircase.   he  pauses,  for  more  than  a  few  lingering  seconds  once  he  gets  to  stiles’  bedroom  door.  god,  is  he  just  gonna  stand  outside  stiles’  door?  ‘cause  that’s  not  fucking  creepy  at  all,  is  it?
 isaac  glances  down  to  his  own  trembling  hands,  trying  to  will  them  to  stillness.
 (  spoiler  alert:  he  fails.  )
 ❝   you  decent?  ❞    he  hates  the  way  his  voice  sounds  WEAK,  it  gives  away  far  too  quickly  how  fragile  of  a  state  he’s  in.   his  voice  is  quieter  than  usually,  faux  confidence  shattered  like  glass  &  left  behind  on  the  floor  of  derek’s  loft.
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We could’ve worked,“ she said quietly. “I know,” he replied. “We could’ve made it. We could’ve done it, I loved you. I loved you so much.
A.M.// but we didn’t work out and that’s okay. (via tullipsink)
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    YOUR  BONES  ACHE  TO  REMIND  YOU  THAT  YOU  ARE  REAL.
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new discourse, opinions on:
mushrooms
tomatoes
ramen
popsicles
bananas 
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