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My Malicious and Mad Muzai; Sever
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Oda wanted to die. . . . I, above all other men, felt and understood deeply the sadness of Oda. The first time I met him on the Ginza, I thought, "God, what an unhappy man," and I could scarcely bear the pain. He gave the vivid impression that there was across his path nothing but the wall of death. He wanted to die. But there was nothing I could do. A big-brotherly warning - what hateful hypocrisy. There was nothing to do but watch. The "adults" of the world will probably criticize him smugly, saying he didn't have enough self-respect. But how dare they think they have the right! Yesterday I found record in Mr. Tatsuno [Yutaka]'s introductory essay on Senancour the following words: "People say it is a sin to flee by throwing life away. However, these same sophists who forbid me death often expose me to the presence of death, force me to proceed toward death. The various innovations they think up increase the opportunities for death around me, their preaching leads me toward death, and the laws they establish present me with death." You are the ones who killed Oda, aren't you? His recent sudden death was a poem of his final, sorry resistance. Oda! You did well.
Dazai’s published eulogy for Odasaku. I found it in The Saga of Dazai Osamu: A Critical Study and Translation by Phyllis I. Lyons, pages 49-50.
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I don't have anything new to post (and probably won't have for a while bc school is killing me rn) (unless i ignore school) (that may happen) so hello tumblr, hope u will be happy with those doodles from january (so yeah the artstyle is a bit off) (why is chuuya's face orange)
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sleeping baby boy but don’t let the dog sleep on the bed
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Given my lack of experience, if my books were taken away from me, I would be utterly devastated. That’s how much I depend on what’s written in books. I’ll read one book and be completely wild about it - I’ll trust it, I’ll assimilate it, I’ll sympathize with it, I’ll try to make it a part of my life. Then, I’ll read another book and instantly, I’ll switch over to that one.
Dazai Osamu, Schoolgirl
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Chuuya and Dazai after completing a mission
Chuuya (to himself): Right, just tell him that you think it's time you overcame your differences and started spending time together again without sounding desperately pathetic.
Chuuya: Dazai?
Dazai: Yeah?
Chuuya: I miss you so much it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya (to himself): Shit
Dazai: ...
Dazai: Right, I'm going to need you to never say that again.
Chuuya: Agreed.
A week later
Dazai: Chuuya? Have you seen my pen?
Chuuya: No.
Dazai: Damn... It's just I really like that pen... And I miss it so bad it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: ...
Two weeks later
Dazai: Man, I really wish they hadn't shut down that old noodle shop we used to go to.
Chuuya: Oh yeah, same I -
Dazai: It's just I miss it so bad it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: For the love of god
Later that night, Chuuya and Dazai stumbling home drunk
Dazai: I feel the same, you know.
Chuuya: Hm?
Dazai: I miss you so bad it hurts sometimes.
Chuuya: Dazai if you're fucking with me again -
Dazai: It hurts when I see you laughing with your friends over inside jokes I don't get anymore. It hurts when I see you sat on the other side of the table during meetings, Tachihara in the spot next to you that used to be mine. It hurts when I wake up in the middle of the night reaching out for you only to realise you haven't been there in years.
Chuuya: Dazai...
Dazai: And what hurts the most is that I know this is for the best. Because no matter how much missing me may hurt, you and I both know that I only hurt you more when we were together.
Chuuya: Would that be such an issue?
Dazai (smiling softly): Yeah. It really would.
#this is so accurate#i’m going to cry#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd skk#skk#soukoku#bsd incorrect quotes
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Atp im just drawing some ''Chuuya and the people that care about him" series or smth
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priest!fyodor gets an instagram
original under cut
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I like to think that Oda would let Dazai stay over at his place sometimes back then. (Because Mr. Demon Prodigy didn't have no proper house).
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i mean at this point I don’t see how asagiri could possibly make them any gayer
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Lolling says Lightning would dabble in Theater, but wouldn’t admit to it.
She would also pick at everyone else, lol
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My daily reminder to not go into a long Tangent to why Dante is an insufferable writer but actually only the second most annoying piece of shit in Italy literature
I have OPINIONS on Italian authors AND I CAN'T SHARE THEM BECAUSE WHO DOES THAT AFTER HIGHSCHOOL
I am very normal and my very normal obsession is with older text
Calvino is a bitch but inoffensive enough to me.
LEOPARDI IS MY MAN I WILL FISTFIGHT FOR HIM ANY MOMENT!
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