uh oh! i i may have unintentionally led a friend to think he can treat me badly and talk down to me! whoops!

that one time Tabitha got to live her Twilight fantasy

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okay it's been a long ass time since i put together a dnp-related rant on tumblr but today is worthy of it jesus christ

Phil has seen every single version of Dan starting with when he was 18 ;__; If we are reduced to tears for the bits and pieces of Dan we’ve had the privilege of seeing, imagine the emotions for someone who has truly seen it all. He’s been w Dan literally thru every stage; before/during/after law school, depression, working together, moving 3x w one another, etc. I can’t imagine how emotional it would be to watch someone’s ups + downs for 13 years and then come out triumphant with a beautiful stage show. Like.. Phil is really someone who has seen Dan through his entire adult life. The beginning of it, the present, right up until the end.

We get emotional making comparisons of WAD to 'Hello Internet' because it's really unique to have your development as a person just pasted all over the internet. But all we have ever known is Dan's internet persona. Sure, we get pieces of his personality and we have a gist of what he's like, but we don't know him the way Phil does. Their connection is unfathomable and Phil knows him in a way no one ever will. We've heard of Dan's perspective going through challenges, struggling with existential crises, dealing with depression, seeking therapy, etc. We've heard those anecdotes after they happened; Phil lived it with him. Which is why I think today is just that important to Phil.

Phil got to see 'Hello Internet' before it was even posted onto YouTube for the first time. Fuck, he gave Dan advice and encouraged him to post for the first time. He supported Dan from the start. He has seen everything that we haven't, and now that WAD has come to a close and it's on YouTube forever, it's all come full circle. From helping Dan with his first YouTube video to sitting with Dan to watch this beautiful stage show on that same channel, Phil has been there with and for him since the beginning.

Daniel Howell Live In London

palestinian orthodox christians celebrating palm sunday in gaza today, via quds news network

where my cockgobblers at?!

texts from the airport

🧡 EVERYTHING’S FINE 🖤 @danielhowell

HELL YEAH

slay, girl

phake it till you make it

okay but sometimes just thinking about dnp makes me scream like these 2 men found each other 15 years ago and just like never let go??? like do you know how long 15 years is?? a long ass time and they’ve like stuck by each other that whole time??? through everything that life’s thrown at them they just managed to keep holding on and supporting each other and loving each other and like if soulmates are real they are soulmates. i don’t believe in magic but i think dnps relationship is the closest thing to it. i could literally scream about them forever and their stupid matching bedsheets and matching fringes and the fact they have the most matching zodiac signs in the history of zodiac and their birth moons complete each other and i just i can’t comprehend them ever being a part they are literally the most perfect match of people ive ever seen and im so glad im alive to see this 🧡

witnessing young girls trying to mature too fast knowing i cant save them all