sk8njonnykay
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23 years old. drinkin, smokin, and crankin motors
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Wonder if you give a shit. Or if you're already over it.
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Tonight, my heart hurts.
If a wound is infected, you scrape out what has festered, and leave it raw and ready to heal.
This morning I woke up feeling hollow and scared to the point of tears.
Grief tore at my mind, left it ragged.
But I stayed on top of my list of priorities, and shook myself out of the slump. Got it all done.
It's times like this, trying to fall asleep, that it hits the hardest. There's a chasm in my chest you used to occupy, a space made just for you that you no longer inhabit. And that's fine. That's your choice.
But my chest feels like collapsing on itself, my lungs cant get enough air, and my eyes are stinging holding back tears.
And it's fine. I have to grieve.
There just used to be a time I never thought I'd have to grieve for you in this way. Lately I wonder where it went, when it changed.
I don't know anymore.
And it seems like I simultaneously know you so well and not at all now.
I miss you, every day. I miss calling, I miss your smile. I miss holding and being held. Being close. I miss so much.
But I'll be okay. That was the most of my life I've ever dedicated to a human. Of course I miss you.
I just hope I havent lost my friend forever.
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hey staff why did all the adult artists get banned but I’m still surrounded by pornbots and terrible harem fantasy game ads with crying abused women in them, I know the answer is MONEY I just really wanted to bring it up and acknowledge how fucked that is
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adulthood is realising no one cares about you and the show must go on
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All I want for Christmas is, oral sex, more tattoos & the will to live.
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Old patterns are still showing up today, try not to be derailed. Focus on the new you are creating.
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Some days, some times
You lose sight of your self. You lose perspective on who you are. And if you're lucky and keen, you'll see your self in someone else and it reminds you what the fuck your all about
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