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Why would you ever kiss me?

~Vash the Stampede x reader~

"I wish I was Heather"

Oh, how much you love him. He didn’t know how you heart beat just at the mere sight of him. How much you love when that blue eyes look at you in the most soft and caring way. How his smile bright your entire day. How his body feels so warm when yours was so cold. You love the sound of his laugh. How much you love his kind heart. Oh, how much you desire to be the one he call “love”.

You was head over heels for Vash, you didn’t notice when this happen, but you were not complaining. Loving him was so easy. So warm. Like being exposed to the light of the sun when you were completely frozen in one place. You wanted to tell him. You wanted to call him “yours” and that he call you “his”. But you simply can’t. Vash already have so many issues in his life. You didn’t want to disturb him with your feelings. To make thigs awkward between both of you if he didn’t feel the same. To lose him because you can’t control that stupid heart of yours. So, you decide for him and for you…Being by his side was enough for you to be happy.

So then, why?

Why?

Why were you so sad? Why were you so jealous? Why you just can’t look to another place when you see the way Vash looks at Meryl, like she was the person who paint the stars in the sky? Why can’t be you?

Before, was only Vash and you, running away together. He found you, and for whatever reason you decide to stick with him. The best decision you made in your entire life… Until they found you. That drunk old man, that priest, and that…Incredible girl who stole Vash from you. You really can’t hate her. She was so caring and kind, she was kind enough even with the priest!... She was also so beautiful, that dark short hair of hers, that little figure of hers making her looks so adorable, that dark blue eyes. She even looks better in that red jacket. You remember the time he would give it to you. In one of that many nights you both spend together, when you were denying being cold, but he patiently insists that you used it.

When you catch how Vash was feeling about her, how his eyes were always looking for her, how when the five of you make it alive from a battle, she was the first person he was looking for, its hurts you…It burns your soul, it breaks your heart into pieces, it makes you sick just the mere sight of them together. How cruel he was, asking you for a way to express his feeling to her, to another woman. A woman that it wasn’t you. And what did you do? You help him. Why? Well, you said it was enough to be by his side, right? You wanted to see him happy. You wanted that his smile would always be honest. You desire the best in the world for Vash.

And when they got together? You cry. You cry tears you didn’t think you have. You were so selfish. This is what you wanted, don’t you? Just look at him. Look how his eyes are shinning, how his smile is bigger than before. You knew Meryl would take good care of him. She was what he needs.

So, you decide to let him go.

When the priest said that he was going to another direction, you insist in follow him. He didn’t want you to come along at first, but the way you desperately whisper to him “Please…”, make him understand your desire to be away from this place. So, he takes you with him. And Vash didn’t want that. Why would you want to go with him? You were not happy with them? He didn’t want to let you go. You were his first truly friend, you spend at least two years together fighting side by side. He thought you would be always with him. He wanted to ask you to stay with them…With him. But the words where cut in his throat, as he watch you leave with Wolfwood.

#vash x reader #nick wolfwood #vash the stampede #trigun #meryl stryfe #roberto de niro #one sided pining #nicholas d. wolfwood #angst #no comfort

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