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silver-lauren · 2 years
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"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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Motivational quotes🌸✨
TW: ED, don’t read if you’re recovering.
These are just some phrases that have helped me to stay focused on my goal. My favorite ones are written in bold. enjoy 🙌🏻
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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yeah
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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my brain goes from “it’s getting bad again:/“ to “it’s getting bad again🥳” within seconds i-
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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ah just nicotine and air for me tonight
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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sorry I’m late, i have body dysmorphia and there was a mirror
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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me seeing chubby people: "beautiful perfect amazing stunning"
me seeing myself: "disgusting repulsive abhorrent revolting"
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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im literally so dumb because i'm constantly shifting between "im so gross i need to lose weight now" and "im fat anyways so i might as well eat a lot" and it's honestly so exhausting
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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My heart skips a beat everytime, not sure if it’s from the question or the amount of caffeine in my system
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silver-lauren · 2 years
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ANA SONGS (I am the original poster of this, my old account got deleted a while back)
100 lbs of Clay by Gene McDaniels
90210 by Wale
99 Pounds by The Monkees
All These Things I’ve Done by The Killers
All Up the Seething Coast by The Mountain Goats
Ana & Mia by The Trews
Ana’s Song by Silverchair
Annies Anorexic by Huntingtons
Anorexia by Fakebestfriend
Anorexic Complexion by Apocalypse Hoboken
Anorexic Nation by Die Chearleader Die
Anorexia Nervosa by X-Fusion
A Perfect Lie by Engine Room
Away From Me by evanescene
Ballerina by Nicole 12
Battlestar Anorexia by Schoolyard Heroes
Beautiful by Bethany Dillon
Beauty From Pain by Superchick
Big Isn’t Beautiful by King Adora
Binge and Purge by Lunachicks
Biscuit by Portishead
Black Out by T.Mills ft. Troy Noka
Blood Red Bracelet by Corrina Fugate
Bones by Charlotte Martin
Bones by Radiohead
Bones by The Killers
Breathe Me by Sia
Bulimia by One Eyed Doll
Bulimic by The Used
Buried Myself Alive by The Used
Cause and Effect by Maria Mena
Cars Clothes and Calories by Blackbear
Courage by Superchick
Creep by Radiohead
Cries From the City by Nevertheless
Deadly Beauty by Faces Without Names
Decade Under the Influence by Taking Back Sunday
Dressed in Decay by CKY
Doll Parts by Hole
Empty by Terri Clark
Everybody’s Fool by Evanscene
Eyesore by Maria Mena
Feed Me by Juliana Hatfield
Feeling Small by Marianas Trench
I’m So Sick by Flyleaf
Jenny Was a Friend of Mine by The Killers
Lemon by Katy Rose
Lua by Bright Eyes
Makes Her Sick by Cold
Me and Mia by Ted Lea
Mirror by Barlow Girl
Mother Anorexia by Ana Voog
Mother Anorexia by Anorexia Nervosa
My Silent Undoing by Queen Adreena
My Skin by Natalie Merchant
My Beloved Monster by Eels
Numbers by Pompeii
Plump by Hole
Porcelain Fists by Ingrid Michaelson
Posters by Jack Johnson
Razzamatazz by Pulp
Sassy Induced Bulimia by The Gadjits
A Scale, a Mirror, and Those Indifferent Clocks by Bright Eyes
Self Fulfilling Prophecy by Maria Mena
Shadowland by Sarah Slean
She’s Falling Apart by Lisa Loeb
Shoot Me In the Smile by The Matches
Sick Perfection by Arsis
Skeleton Song by Kate Nash
Skin by Sixx am
Skin and Bones by The Kinks
Skin and Bones by Fear of Music
Skin and Bones by Foo Fighters
Skin and Bones by Kenneth Stirling
Skin and Bones by Marianas Trench
Skinny by The Dollyrots
Skinny by Edith Backlund
Skinny by Filter
Skinny Love by Bon Iver (though I am partial to Birdy’s cover)
Song for Karen by Sonic Youth
Sophie by Eleanor McEvoy
Stand In The Rain by Superchick
Starving for Attention by Geri Karlstrom
Stay Hungry by Talking Heads
Supermodel by Attila the Stockbroker
To Write Love on Her Arms by Helio
Transluecence by Broken Hope
Unpretty by TLC
Waltz Moore by First to Last
Weightless by All Time Low
Weightless by Katie Herzig
When There’s Nothing Left to Lose by Trial
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silver-lauren · 3 years
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I never accomplish anything, yet here i am again.
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silver-lauren · 3 years
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I did it. Well i also drank a glass of milk but i also danced House for about 2 hours and did weights for another 2 hours so i think i'm alright.
Today i'll eat exactly the same, i'm still on 146 lbs.
Imma start a food log In here. I'll write everything i'm planning to eat and my workout so i have the motivation to stik to it. Also my daily weight.
Breakfast:
2 eggwhites.
Green juice (one apple, 1/2 cumber, like 8 spinach leafs)
(120 cals)
Lunch: 1 cup of veggies, 60 grms of chicken, 1/2 cup of rice
(290 cals)
Dinner: 1 slice of bread, 2 slices of jam, cheese and 1 cup of alfalfa germ
(240 cals)
Inbetween: A mango, protein shake with water.
(230 cals)
TOTAL: 880 CALS
WO: I usually workout at least 2 hours EVERY FUCKING DAY OF MY LIFE and Its still not enough... But i think i burn about 300 cals (?)
FINAL INTAKE
880-300= 580
CW this morning: 146 lbs
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silver-lauren · 3 years
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silver-lauren · 3 years
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My biigest trigger Is the thought that I KNOW no one Will ever take me as a serious athlete/artist if i have a don't lose at least 30 pounds. Thats kind of the carrer i chose, my future actually depends on It and still i can't make It happen and that makes me so f mad.
Fuck my life.
I've been trainning (Hard) and dieting for about 8 years now and still i'm fat. You get how frustrating is that for me?
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silver-lauren · 3 years
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Does anyone else suffers from hypothyroidism? I HATE IT. It makes like 4 times harder for me to lose weight. Pls if any of you have tips, share them w me (?) 🙏
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