It came to me in a vision

i am going to start a collection

if you have any other posts of this kind please send them to me

seeing u like my half lfie hc au is what keeps me going thank you…🫡🫡🫡

michelangelo died in 1564. welcome back skraeet hlhc au

i found out today you deactivated your side blog and i was sad because all the beautiful art there is gone, but regardless of the reason you had to delete it i just want you to know all the stuff you create is awesome and you're a big inspo, i hope you have a nice week!

Thank you anon for the support, I'm sad that it's gone but it's for the better of my mental health.

I finally bring myself to answer this because a lot is going on in my mind and I don't know how I should put it into words. For anyone who doesn't know about its existence, don't read, not because it's embarrassing but because it may sound very weird without any context.

[rant below, wall of text]

To begin with, I'd like to thank everyone who has been following its growth from the start of it to its final end. I created the blog not only to freely show my (judge-able) interests but also more of my personal thoughts rather than having to keep this one publicly behaved. It was fun and I was super dedicated to what I was making. I poured my time and effort into it, and it quickly became an important part of my life back in 2021-2022.

I thought that if I show people what I like then I might find someone who shares the same idea. But maybe because of being so dedicated to it, it turned into a portrayal of a lonely delusional individual, or at least that's what I think I look like.

I don't blame anyone for this but myself. I thought that maybe it was because I didn't do well enough, or that I didn't make appealing posts, maybe people didn't like what I was doing and that's why there was so little interaction I got. I needed to do better I needed to be more open and show the followers that I'm easy to talk to, please engage with me. Stuff like that. So I pushed it and hurt myself in the process. In the end, I felt so lost and clueless. I even said things I shouldn't say, being harsh with my choices. I was struggling both with real-life matters and with the blog itself. I tried to keep up by posting other stuff that were not the main focus, still, I couldn't help but finalize my decision to deactivate the blog once and for all.

In the end, it was supposed to be fun but it wasn't enjoyable at all. I love to see my art development every time I scroll through the blog. And sometimes read the replies and tags in old posts. I'm sorry that I deleted it, I miss it too, but I don't want to look back at it seeing the person I became because of its existence. I do still and forever appreciate the love that everyone has given to it.

awesome. thanks reddit

obsessed w this notification. he's in the void

this is definitely my favourite part out of everyone's videos

the way pearl pets the dog is adorable!

90% of fishers quit right before they're about to hit it big

joel with a ponytail ( best kind of joel tbh )

( plus an attempt at drawing him with green skin but idk i don't think im gonna use it )

lifehack: you don't need a license for crime

Y'all I found Zedaph in a book lmaoooo who did this? /j

The one and only.... Ethoslab!! Totally not Minecraft Kakashi

Sculpture I did of Etho and just finished yesterday :D hope you like it <3

sunny solarpunk pearl

Additional to this post lulll it was really fun to use but hard to mix

Testing out Acrylic marker for a doodle of Beef in a cow onesie

They have 80 markers but none of them gave the right color that I need 😭😭