praise ✅ declarations of love 🚫

just jungkook pushing his hair back 😳

bonus:

Don’t talk to me I’m in my military wife era

seokjin’s suffering

jay kayyyyyy 💖🧡💖🧡💖

🐰🐰🐰

emotional support ❤️

meowntain

BAM IS NOW MY BABY!!!

They look so cute together (๑˘︶˘๑)

mma stands for my main attracjin

can't wait for bts to release dynamite on the 21st and for spring day to re-enter the charts again

hello! just a lil smth, please don’t scroll!

tw // anti-asian violence

there’s been a fuck ton of aapi hate since the beginning of the pandemic and especially lately, with the georgia shootings today, and even the grammys last sunday

all this said i just wanted to share a few resources (none mine!):

- anti-asian violence resources (this resource is also linked in my pinned, it contains information, petitions, places to donate and a lot more)

- stop asian hate (contains petitions, places to donate, ways to spread the word and more)

- sites to donate to and share (if you have a twitter please consider retweeting)

- a cumulative twitter thread with a little bit of everything and more than i explained

+ stop asian hate gofundme

+ asian american resource center (an atlanta based foundation focused on housing and civil classes)

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if you have any resources you wanna share reply and/or reblog and i’ll add it, and with that please share this with the same tags <3 sending love to my fellow aapi, please stay safe all of you and don’t be fucking racist :]

This is my main. Where I haven’t written for over a year. I have an spn side account @nursemasters where I cry about my hyper-fixation on one Dean Winchester and his gay angel.

thank you, dear writer.

this is a long time coming…

It’s been 2 or 3 years (give or take) since I broke my several-year-long rest from fanfics. Before BTS, i used to read many, many Naruto, Inu Yasha, and Harry Potter fanfics (who remembers the citrus scale?) as well as a few Big Bang fanfics. Then somewhere down the road, I stopped reading fan fiction and erased it entirely out of my life.

It is thanks to a wonderful lady (who’s name I will leave out for privacy reasons) who helped me to remember the beauty that is fan fiction. I eventually began to venture out and found wonderful creators here on Tumblr. Considering it’s been a few years now, I have read a multitude of fanfics. I’ve read well over 400 stories, all equating to nearly 5 million words. (probably way more than that since I only calculated the stories I’ve reblogged on my BTS fic recs sideblog. and yes… yes. i did actually count it all. well. almost. i got lazy with, like, the last 20 hahaha) That would equate to reading the entire Harry Potter series 5 times. It’s roughly a 20,000 page book.

You, dear writers, did that.

Too often fan fic writers are given a huge ass plate of “hurry up, when are you gonna update?” and a side dish of  “this isn’t going the way I (the reader) want it to go so i’m leaving” and an appetizer of “shame on you for writing fics of the boys!1!! they’re real people you know!!!!11” and a delicious drink of “[insert ungrateful anons/harassment here].” Writers are just given a lot of shit in general for something they enjoy doing and give away for other fans to consume FOR FREE. Too often fan fic writers are given the short end of the stick on the content creators spectrum. I assume it is because viewers don’t get an instant gratification from the art that writers present. It’s something people have to work a little bit extra for to find. Fic writers are sometimes dismissed as the “weird, perverted, delusional fans”…

But I know the truth. I know it all because I’ve witnessed the love you pour out into your writing, the love you have for the idols you write for, and the love you give to your readers. The beautiful worlds you paint as your fingers move around on the keyboard and weave intricate stories and complex characters and relationships. The numerous universes I’ve visited have been nothing short of wondrous, from the rip-my-heart-out-and-stomp-on-it-5-times-for-good-measure AUs to the so-fluffy-my-teeth-may-be-rotting-but-i-don’t-care-’cause-it’s-way-too-cute AUs to the please-gouge-my-eyes-out-but-also-don’t-cause-i-need-to-finish-this-sinful-beast AUs…. I have had so, so much fun venturing into all the different worlds you’ve created and shared that I often find myself poking my head back into those worlds and reminiscing~

I’m ballin’ in fan fic galore. and I have well over 1k fics on my to-read list that I cannot wait to dive into. and it’s all thanks to you. ❤ I’m writing all of this to let you know that you’re appreciated. even though it’s just from one person, i hope it’s enough. i don’t even know how to express how much your stories have touched me. thank you for the laughter, the feels, the tears, the anger, the ahem spice. from the 100 word drabbles to the 50k+ series on hiatus…. I have enjoyed them all.

So thank you, dear writer. for sharing with me and many, many other readers a part of yourself. I appreciate you and your works. even if you’re no longer writing for a certain fan base, even if you’re on an indefinite hiatus, even if you’ve stopped entirely.. it does not in any way undermine the amount of work you’ve put into your works and the many wips stored away. I still thank you. and i thank those of you who write outside of your main fandom. i know sometimes you get crap for that and i think it’s incredibly awesome of you that you don’t let that negativity thwart you from growth. Keep doing you! It’s because of you that I’ve come to learn that great storytelling doesn’t stem from the fandom someone writes for. It comes from the one who is making the story come to life. You. and I’m sending you lots and lots and lots of joy and inspiration and encouragement and money and love your way for 2019 and many years following.

Under the cut I will be tagging every fan fic writer (whom I am able to tag, at least) who has touched my heart in one way or another, whether I’ve read only one story of yours so far or if I’ve gone through your entire master list, I want to acknowledge you and thank you because you deserve it. This message is meant for you.

Keep reading

i actually cannot breathe

I’m honoured 😭

hii chana!

what was your first fanfic of bangtan? What are the top 5 fanfics you recommend the most on Wattpad or tumblr ? (except for yours cause ik they are masterpieces!)

and lastly you nice keep going and you're so lovely!! Have a good day /night/evening!

okay the first bangtan fic i read was probably some ot7 drabble i accidentally came across on twitter LMAO (i can’t remember the details because it was four years ago). but the first REAL oneshot fic i read was summer synchrony by @seokkgenie and that opened up so many doors omfg. (prior to reading that fic, i didn’t think it was possible to write fanfiction with real people and the ‘reader’ as main characters. i was honestly pretty fascinated with the genre. and what do you know,,, now i’m here LOL)

my top five fics?? (in no particular order)

the blue notebooks by @inktae - though the series IS discontinued, i think it works well as a oneshot too. time and again this fic never grows old. i love time travel au’s and sci-fi, and this fic single-handedly serves me all of my favorite tropes in one beautifully wrapped (technically written) story

below thunder showers also by @inktae - this fic makes me feel feelings, which is honestly a bit rare for me. i felt the butterflies, the guilt, the regret, the love—everything. the writing is so mellifluous and eloquent. i can’t describe how much i love the characters and world building too. reading this felt like i was in a motion picture film, watching the scenes unfold before my eyes!! 

a piece of the moonlight by @jimlingss - this fic would be the first fic i’d recommend to anyone looking for recommendations. (even to non-fans lol). there’s just something about the way it’s written. even after reading this at LEAST ten times, i haven’t cracked the code. maybe it’s the ending. or the characters. or the love story. or the fact that it was a war setting. or the members being seamlessly tied into the story. or it’s an insightful twist to mulan (disney could never). i can’t mf choose. maybe it’s all of that working together. but this story is a masterpiece and i HIGHLY recommend

tears of a villain also by @jimlingss - i actually don’t cry that much while reading fics. i’ve cried reading 4? i think? out of the 100s i’ve read 💀 but the waterworks really got me here (and i didn’t expect to leave in tears either). the fic is sweet and fun, but it takes a bit of a topsy turn near the end. it takes the superhero au to the next level

a kiss of poison by @jimlingss again - i don’t even know where to start. this fic left me speechless. the character growth, the vengeance, the love, the familial love... it got me crying again fjskfjlsdjf (no but seriously i cry in tHREE different places every time that i reading this). i can’t possibly explain my love for this fic in words 

as you can probably tell, i like tragedy and angst and romance that technically isn’t “conventional.” but this is my taste and either other pple love it or hate it 😭but if you know anyone else who writes like this,,, please help a girl out because i’m in need of some good, heavy, tear-jerking fics 😭😭

i’m a very picky reader and it’s hard for me to find authors i like. but if i do find that special writer who caters to all of my weirdass standards, i read all of their works. and i mean like... ALL. but honestly speaking, ANYTHING on my fic recs page is pure gold

and thank you 😭😭but my goodness i wouldn’t dare put any of my fics as one of my favorites. it’d feel wrong to place what i wrote next to these masterpieces LOL

have an amazing day/afternoon/night as well!!