Damn we havent been using our journal at ALL LMAOOOO

-Niku

Shower ti~ime. The best time to be having a serious conversation with Blue about wishing to be a singlet, wanting to project our chats into someone else's head, and I hear Niku slap ANOTHER slice of cheese on his head.

-Seiko

I may have missed out on most of my early childhood, but I'm honestly grateful Seiko took it cause I don't think, after being beat as a toddler, I'd be able to handle watching his dad put his brother in a chokehold until he nearly dies right in front of us.

-Niku

why do baikal seals look so pitifully sad all the time

Logging our most recent switches/front history here. To keep track of it. I see we get frontstuck a lot.

09/20/21 - 09/24/21

-Blue

I actually got along with Bug and Greenie today. I think I'm getting somewhere with them.

-Niku

Soooo online journal time I guess.

I haven't talked here in a while. A REALLY long while and stuff has happened. System got so stressed that almost everyone went dormant, including my bestie. Blue's wallowing over Seiko going dormant like he broke up with him or something. I forgot Bug existed for a while and I want to make it up to her in some manner. Dunno how I'll do that since she doesn't want anyone talking to her. I'm discovering a lot about myself since, with Seiko "asleep", the body sees me as the host. The default alter. I'm actually more calm when driving than the others because I'm the one who actually knows how to drive without going totally nuts. I can get pretty moody sometimes, like Bug. I also have no respect for people who try to use their religion as an excuse for bigotry and believe there are people that you are not obligated to respect. I'm thinking of merging or fusing with Seiko but I not only have to wake him up first, but I also need to ask for his consent and let him adjust to not being there to experience things for a few days. It's fucked up when you just black out for days on end and you don't even know how much time had passed. This happened with my whole ass early childhood and it put me in for a loop. I want to know what seiko experienced for our childhood. Not just as him telling me ____ happened but as a memory I adopted.

I know he went through some messed up shit too, which split us even further. I don't even know what kind of system we are, and we can't afford therapy AND a psychiatrist.

Also vaping isn't that bad when you adjust the air flow. I just figured that out.

-Niku

“Un-tumblrized” my ass. Put that tumblr back in. I like my media a shade of navy blue. -Blue

My sense of humor has completely rotted. I was just watching a tteokbokki street food vid, and they added a fuck ton of boiled eggs and I broke out cackling. -Blue

Seeing superwholock going strong again in 2021 is like I never stopped being 19 and developmentally, I am stuck as acting like a 19 year old

-Blue

sherlock: ended after 7 years

supernatural: crashed and burned after 15

doctor who: celebrates its 57th slutty, slutty year today and is as strong and excellent and incredibly divisive as ever

Just saw this on r/unexpected and had to share

I made a difference in the world!

just shampooed cow... grazing genderlessly...

Hey iDog. How do I keep people from interpreting my actual depressive thoughts as guilt tripping