Me in „recovery“: yesss girl, slay with that chubby ass!! Love yourself!! Looking good!!! 😍💕✨✨

Me relapsing: ok,,,,,,,, but like why does my tongue look fat?

i’ve really let myself go & now im like 140lbs. i really need some type of meanspo or the absolute best thinspo u can possibly find. literally tried so hard to recover and i was fine for a little bit, but i need that control back i fucking crave it. i need to feel empty again.

like seriously i have no idea how to feel like a normal fucking person i don’t fucking feel needed here

so much has happened this week i just wanna unplug and disappear

god i wish i could do this

Tw: meanspo

I left myself little notes. hopefully this helps with the late night binges

to be smaller :/

i just wanna be sick enough to be hospitalized :/

i wanna binge so bad but i’ll feel like such a fucking cow. I haven’t eaten much the last 48 hours but i know i’ll feel like shit; my stomach hurts so bad and idk how to avoid this.

thinspo