16.11 // liquid fast
- water ; water with lemon
total: <100 cal idk
today was so fucking unbearable day.. i do so much mistakes fr i don’t know how to fix it and wanna kms… i am such a jealously person, i’m jealous my besties to their new friends from uni, IDK WHYYYY i know it is a good news that they’re have new people around, but i feels like they will forget about me….. i know that a trauma from my past relationships but i can’t do anything with it… and i ruined all again, i don’t know how to fix my behavior and i don’t know how to atone for guilt for them… i think they don’t care but i know i fucked up…. yeah.. hope i fix all problems before their birthdays, at least because i spent so much money for presents lol… im joking, at least because i have no one but them and i love them so fucking much but ruined all again.
about my meals: all good, it was difficult to back on track but i hope i can!
tysm for reading this bullshit </3 // and little bodycheck…
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I wanna be the “she has an ed and everybody knows it but nobody tries to stop her” girl
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Plan for 16.11 - 24.11
1. liquid fast
2. 8 apples
3. 6 apples
4. vegetables mono
5. 500 cal
6. protein mono
7. 600cal
8. choco mono
9. liquid fast
10. cheatmeal 🎉🎉 (my bestie birthday !)
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slow progress is still progress
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so fucking dumb i used furosemide and feels so bad adn when i went to school im threw up near the home and just came back :///
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these photos are so good
but im in my max weight here:/
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im fucking clown.. just saw how much im weight now and went to eat emotions:) im weight 60,5 now ITS SO FUCKING AWFUL i need my 51kgs back
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now u can asked me questions or say anything 🤲 please i wanna interact w you
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my old b0dych3ks !!! awww so sweety .. hope i can hit this goal again
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Is it bud, that my favourite scene with Riko it’s when he’s dying(is it spoiler?)
Actually he’s dream about family and brother literally killed him, so from Riko’s side it’s pretty sad scene
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omg how r u so skinny! - said no one ever
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unpinned when reach 50kg
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*opens tumblr*
*reblogs 2944388828282838 posts*
*closes tumblr*
*starves self*
"mmm yes great morning"
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🖇 ▹ more th1nsp0!!!
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note to self: ignore current pleasures for better results
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i am skinny.
i can control myself.
loosing weight is so easy.
i dont even have appetite.
my mom doesnt notice.
i am thin.
i dont need food.
food disgusts me.
im loosing weight very quickly.
i have full control over what i do.
im getting smaller.
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