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FIGHT FOR YOU ; LEE HEESEUNG

lee heeseung x reader, fluff, gn!reader, the 'i can fight' trope lol

notes: heyyyyy

“Heeseung, let me in,” you say sternly, arms crossed as you stand in front of his door.

“Look, I told you that I’m fine so you don’t have to do this,” Heeseung’s voice comes muffled from the front door of his house that sits in between you both. “Besides, I know how to treat myself, so you can go home before your parents find out and get angry at you.”

“No. I’m not leaving until you open this damn door,” you insist firmly. One thing Heeseung should have learned from the past year of meeting and dating you is that you are really stubborn when it comes to something you set your mind to; right now having him yield and let you in.

“Y/n, I said I’m fine,” Heeseung replies with a sigh, yet you hear a note of surrender in his voice as the door unlocks and opens up wide enough so that you can see a fraction of his face… and a black eye.

Your eyes widen, pushing the door open wider and letting yourself in. You carefully cup Heeseung’s face, finally being able to see his whole face up close. As you scan his face, you see minor cuts on his cheek. You take his hands into your own and notice how minor cuts are scattered across his knuckles.

“What happened? Who made you look like this?” You ask frantically, him wincing when your finger barely grazes over the fresh cut on his cheek.

Heeseung mumbles something, face turning scarlet in a split second.

You furrow your eyebrows. “What? Hee, you’re going to have to speak up. I can't hear you.”

“I said, someone commented something really nasty about you, so naturally, as your boyfriend, I had to stick up for you,” Heeseung explains, fiddling his thumbs together. “They didn’t want to stop, so things escalated, and… here I am.” This man even had the nerve to smile at you!

“Heeseung, I.. I know I should be flattered that you were willing to get into a fight for me, but all I’m thinking about is how much you’re in pain! Stay here, I’ll go get the first-aid kit,” you say, giving him the side eye as a warning for him not to exert himself. You grab the first aid kit from the bathroom swiftly and rush back, taking out a cotton pad and antiseptic.

Carefully, you dab the cotton pad on his cuts and bruises, Heeseung wincing occasionally when you brush deeper cuts. You unwrap a few bandages and place them on the cuts. “There,” you say softly, smiling at Heeseung. “All better.”

“Thanks, Y/n,” Heeseung mutters so softly that if you weren’t so close to him you wouldn’t have heard it. He puts his arms around your waist, resting his head on your chest, and sighed.

“Anytime, Hee,” you reply, caressing his hair tenderly. “Just… make sure this doesn’t happen again, okay? I’m really happy you stood up for me, but I’d rather not see you hurt anymore.”

“Mhm, okay, I know,” Heeseung agrees. “I just can’t help it, I guess. I can’t stand hearing people speak so lowly of you.” You sigh, not knowing what else to say. Instead, you silently turn and grab a set of new clothes for Heeseung to change into (you could hear him laugh at how shy you were, despite dating him for almost a year already).

“Come here, love,” Heeseung says and you swivel back around, laying down next to him as he pats it down for you, careful enough to not put too much pressure on his body. “You don’t have to worry about me too much, okay? I know my limits and how far I can go. Besides, what kind of boyfriend would I be to not even defend my own girlfriend?”

You giggle, hugging Heeseung’s torso. “Well, you would still be an amazing boyfriend because you’ve already done so much for me. Plus, does it really benefit me to see you all bruised up? No, so no more fights, okay?”

“Okay, okay, no more, I promise. But…” Heeseung draws out, and his tone of voice is so playful that you turn to him rapidly, already expecting something stupid to come out. “In order for me to keep your promise, you have to accompany me to eat ramen on the nights I want to,” he winks, and you start to protest but he interrupts. “Come on, just this time!”

He gives you puppy eyes that shine like stars, and once again, you surrender to his request. “Fine! Just… not too much, okay? It’s not good for your health if you eat ramen every day.”

“You sound like my mother,” Heeseung laughs, earning himself a glare. “But, yes. I promise to not eat it every day.”

You nod happily, content. “Now go to sleep. I know you must be really tired, Hee.”

“Mm,” he replies in a tired tone, as expected. “Goodnight, love.”

“Goodnight, Hee. Sleep well.”

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rikidaze · 2 months

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BITTERSWEET CONFESSION ; LEE HEESEUNG

lee heeseung x reader, bittersweet?? has both fluff and angst, gn!reader

notes: i love writing bittersweet fics lol

“Heeseung!”

The said man turns his head and finds you waving your hands frantically in the air to catch his attention. Once he sees you, you start sprinting toward him, crouching down next to him to catch your breath.

“I... I thought you wouldn’t come.” Heeseung stuttered slightly, his heart filled with joy yet sorrow as he realized that this was the last time he would be able to see your face in a long time.

“You think I wouldn’t come and see you off even if we just spent a whole day together?” You replied, standing back up and giving him a small smile. But a small part of you wished you hadn't when you saw his eyes begin to shimmer, indicating the onset of tears.

Your lips trembled, and eventually, you let your tears freely fall. “H-Hee.” You fell into his embrace, and he swiftly caught you, hugging you tightly.

“I’m gonna miss you… so much.” Heeseung murmurs, his face buried in your neck. Your heart filled with dread at the realization that you weren’t going to see him for a long time.

“Promise me that you won’t ever forget about me, okay?” You managed to give Heeseung a small smile. He tenderly wipes away your tears for you, kissing your forehead.

“Of course I won’t, y/n,” he replies. “I’ll call and text you every day, okay? Be grateful that there isn’t much time difference between us.” He playfully comments, making you laugh.

God, I’m going to miss everything about him. You thought to yourself, sighing sadly.

“I love you.” Your eyes widened at the sudden confession, and your head shot up to make eye contact with him. Heeseung has always been an affectionate best friend, but he has never said, “I love you,” to you, not even once.

More tears started to form in your eyes, making you laugh tearfully. “I love you too, Hee.” You stand on your tiptoes, your lips meeting his. A pink glow welcomed his cheeks as he kissed you back, lowering himself a bit to kiss you better.

As you both pulled back, a distant announcement grabbed your attention, making your heart plummet with the sudden realization that it was his time to leave.

“I have to leave in a bit,” Heeseung says sadly. “Promise me that you’re going to take care of yourself, okay?” he says while picking up his bags. “Don't skip meals, take breaks in between studies, and most importantly—” you quickly kissed him on the lips, interrupting his ramble.

“I know,” you whispered. “I promise you I will so promise me that you will as well! I don’t want to hear any sick voices coming from you when we call, okay?”

Heeseung lets out a small laugh, nodding his head. “Pray everything’s going to go well for me, ‘kay?”

You knew he was nervous about the survival show, and he had every right to be nervous. “You’re going to do amazing, I know it. They're going to love you; trust me.”

Heeseung suddenly let out a noise of surprise, opening his bag and handing you something. “Here, keep it,” you said, looking at the item with a shocked look on your face. “It’s... my favorite necklace. Look, I know you’re about to say something along the lines of “No, don’t give it to me; it’s yours!” but I want to give it to you because I didn’t want to leave you without leaving something behind, and so I decided on this.”

“You do know I have like a pile of your clothes back in my house, right?” you inquired, and he nodded.

“Yeah, but those aren’t special items, unlike this one. Plus, you can wear it every day, and remind you of me.” Heeseung said with a proud smile on his face.

Another announcement was made on the speaker, announcing the last call for the train. “Ah, I really have to go now.” He quickly kissed you on the cheek once again.

You watched as his figure made a run towards the train doors. As the train was about to leave, you saw him mouth a small “I love you” to you, making you smile sadly.

You mouthed one back to him, watching the train leave, taking a piece of your heart with it too.

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rikidaze · 2 months

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enhypen mlist ☆

이희승 | lee heeseung

moving on > gn!reader, angst no happy ending, slight ooc heeseung

bittersweet confession > gn!reader, fluff and angst, open ending

fight for you > gn!reader, fluff, mentions of injuries/blood, heeseung will most definitely be the guy who fights for you lol

#masterlist #enhypen x reader #enhypen fluff #enhypen angst #heeseung x reader

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rikidaze · 2 months

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MOVING ON ; LEE HEESEUNG

lee heeseung x reader, angst no comfort, ooc heeseung?? maybe

notes: first fic heyy hope you guys liked it :3

The first time you and Heeseung got together, you already knew something was wrong. It’s not like you didn’t love him, and vice versa, but the timing of you both getting together was... suspicious.

Heeseung had broken up with his ex, Minjun, around two weeks before you and him got together, and you obviously knew that the timing was weird.

It wasn’t until the third week of dating that you knew your suspicions were correct.

Heeseung wasn’t over his ex yet.

Every date he has taken you out on was similar to the dates he would take his ex-girlfriend out on. It was true that you had some similarities in interests with Heeseung’s ex, but not all of them were the same!

“Hey, Hee?” you called out to him softly. Heeseung stops typing and turns to look at you, giving you a soft smile that hurts your heart.

“Hm? What is it, love?” he replies.

You opened your mouth, wanting to say, “Do you still love me?” yet you couldn’t bring yourself to actually say it. “Um, do you want to order something for dinner later? I don’t feel like cooking today.” That was a lie. You loved cooking. It was almost like an escape from reality when you were cooking.

“Oh, that’s okay. Are you okay? You usually love to cook.” Heeseung asks, and you can’t help the feeling of happiness flowing through your body knowing that Heeseung at least remembers your hobby.

“Mm, I’m fine. I’m just a little tired from work today.” You gave him a small smile, and Heeseung turned his head back to his laptop to continue working.

The next day, you woke up earlier than usual. You turned around to see Heeseung still fast asleep, and you couldn’t help but stare at his features. This was honestly the only time you were able to look at Heeseung without your heart hurting because you knew that he was going to wake up next to you and only you.

You scanned his face, letting a small smile show on your face. You quickly snapped back into reality, going out of bed slowly to get breakfast ready.

As you were making some pancakes, you hummed along to a slow song, eventually doing a little dance. Turning around to place the pancakes on the plate, you let out a small yelp, seeing Heeseung leaning against the doorway and staring at you.

“H-Hee! How long have you been there?” You asked nervously, placing the pancakes on a plate.

“Long enough to see you dancing,” he replies so casually, making your face burn. “Hey, don’t turn around! You never get embarrassed when I see you dancing. In fact, you always ask me to dance with you! Also, why are you making pancakes? I thought you preferred waffles over them.”

Your smile dropped.

You loved pancakes. They were probably one of your top three favorite foods.

He’s still thinking about Minjun, isn’t he? You thought to yourself with a frown on your face.

“I just... felt like eating pancakes today,” you replied, giving him a small smile. “Now, sit! Let’s eat before it gets cold.” Pushing Heeseung into his seat, you grabbed two cups of water, taking a deep breath to not cry in front of him.

A few weeks had passed since that incident, and to be very honest, you were slowly giving up on your relationship with Heeseung.

Not only was he giving you stuff Minjun likes, but he also ended up forgetting to turn up to an important presentation of yours when he had already promised you.

His reason? The boys' basketball game was on the same day, and who was there watching the game? Minjun. Of course, he reasoned that he promised the rest of the boys that he would come to the game to watch them, but you knew better.

“Y/N, do you want to watch a movie? I have your favorite~” You turned around, surprised to see your favorite movie on the TV.

“Heeseung, I don’t feel like watching that today.” You say to him, returning to the laundry you were folding on the table. You didn’t hear Heeseung say anything else, so you thought that he was back on his phone, but instead, when you turned around, Heeseung was already standing behind you.

“Did I do something?” He asks you, fiddling with his fingers — a sign you recognize his nervousness. “You... just feel so distant these days, and you rarely call me by nicknames or pet names anymore.”

“Yeah, I'm fine,” you avoided making eye contact with him because you knew you'd cry when you met his gaze. “Why? I thought you didn’t like it when I gave you nicknames.”

Minjun rarely uses nicknames on Heeseung, so maybe he would love it when you stopped using them.

He places both of his hands on your shoulder, shaking you lightly, obviously making you look at him. “See?! This is what I’m talking about. You’re so… distant from me! I can’t even persuade you to eat your favorite food! Can you tell me what I did wrong already? I hate seeing you this quiet!”

Something snapped inside you. “You want to know so badly, do you? Fine, I’ll tell you!” you exclaimed, placing the basket of clothes back on the table. “You went to see Minjun during the basketball game, didn’t you? You only went there because you knew Minjun was going to be there,” Heeseung looks shocked. “I remember overhearing you tell Jungwon over the phone that you were too lazy to go to the basketball game, but when Jungwon mentioned Minjun coming, I just knew that you weren’t going to go to my presentation.”

“That’s-”

“I'm not done,” you said, interrupting him. “For the past few weeks, all you have been giving me is stuff that Minjun loves, not me. You even forgot what my favorite ice cream flavor was and only remembered what Minjun's was. Oh, and I almost forgot to mention that I remember you calling me Minjun as I was leaving for work last week.”

His eyes widened.

Heeseung grabbed his bag from the dining table and quickly walked up to you to kiss you. “Bye, Junnie! I’ll call you when I’m going back home.”

“I’m tired, Heeseung. I hate that I don’t live up to your expectations. I hate that I will never be as good as Minjun. I hate that you’re always thinking about her when you’re dating me. Why did you date me when you actually still love Minjun?” You asked, your eyes welling up with tears.

Heeseung was quiet, as you had expected. One thing you learned from dating Heeseung was the fact that he was never one to admit to something, and yet he would never lie either. He would just stay quiet. That was one of his weaknesses.

You quickly wiped away your tears. “I’ll go pack my bags…”

“Huh—?” Heeseung quickly held onto your wrist tightly. “Wh-Where are you going?”

“Home, Hee…” you replied almost too weakly. The face Heeseung was making almost made you stay, but you stood your ground. “I love you, Hee, I really do, but this relationship... it just won’t work unless you actually do love me for me and not Minju.”

“B-But I do love you!” Heeseung exclaimed, and you watched him wrack his brain to make an excuse for you to stay. “I just- I just can’t let go of the habit from when I was with Minju, that’s all! I love you, Y/N… Please stay…”

He looked pitiful, really.

“I’m sorry, Heeseung.” That was the last thing you said before pulling your wrist back and grabbing a bag to pack your clothes. Heeseung could only watch silently as you slowly emptied out your side of the closet.

As soon as you were finished, you walked towards him, giving him a kiss on the cheek. “Thank you for the past month, Heeseung. I had tons of fun dating you!” You smiled at him, unable to stop a tear from slipping out. “I hope that in our next life, we will be able to meet and date each other once again.”

And then you left, leaving Heeseung and the place you once called home.

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