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restricted-access · 5 months
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how stupid would it be to start chewing nicorette gum for the appetite suppression 💀 just give myself an addiction for funsies
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restricted-access · 5 months
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god i fucking miss last november. probably an all time low mental health-wise but god was living off of bang energy & protein bars an efficient way to drop
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restricted-access · 5 months
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back in the fucking building again
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restricted-access · 5 months
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being fat with an eating disorder is so humbling. like how am i supposed to romanticise starving and ana when im closer to having binge eating disorder.
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restricted-access · 11 months
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gang i figured it out
the issue is that fat looks good on everyone but me
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restricted-access · 11 months
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i’m doing so well dude i barely ate yesterday & when i did it was bc i was at a party. haven’t eaten today and i’m not hungry at all. i finally killed my appetite im so proud
random fear of just Suddenly Dying if i don’t eat anything? but it’s only been a couple days & i have a lot of excess body fat so i should definitely be fine for now
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restricted-access · 1 year
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restricted-access · 1 year
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unfortunately i’m back & even more unfortunately there are like 80 porn bots following me hello
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restricted-access · 1 year
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apparently alcohol makes me dissociate
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restricted-access · 1 year
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trying to heal my relationship with food again🙏 i will probably be back eventually but. for now, i’m trying to be better o7
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restricted-access · 2 years
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how’s the thanksgiving food guilt finding you all today
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restricted-access · 2 years
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finally figured out how to do this right & ive lost 6lbs in 4 days 🙏🙏 should be able to keep this up hypothetically, this hasn’t been too hard
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restricted-access · 2 years
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new lw’s coming and going kinda fast now. got back on track lol
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restricted-access · 2 years
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god it feels like the world’s out to get me. stop ordering pizza i promise we don’t fucking need it
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restricted-access · 2 years
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good news my grades are fine 🙈 good even
bad news i’m not skinny yet but i’m making some progress. will weigh myself whenever my sister isn’t home
conflicted between wanting to have good grades going through senior year & wanting to be skinny.. because i don’t know how good i’ll be at learning with this kind of fatigue
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restricted-access · 2 years
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slut for these things like literally on my knees
my ed when i see one of those blueberry pomegranate frozen fruit bars: 🫥
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