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Hi! Name's Baru (19) and this is basically my diary~ I hope to walk forward towards a bright future and hopefully, this blog will help me with that!
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Hello, I hope It's ok to request a matchup! I'd like to get a male romantic match from Bungou stray dogs and the Tolkien universe (any book/movie). I'm an INFJ 5w4, aquarius, an arts and English student (focus on high school education).
Looks: I have really dark brown wavy hair that reach below my chin, same colored eyes and pale complexion. I'm very skinny and 177cm tall! I don't like to think too much about what I wear but I like retro/artsy/grunge aesthetics.
Personality: Like many people, I tend to not talk much around strangers but usually because I don't really care for them. Or they give off bad vibes. Once I'm around someone I get along with and who really interests me, I get in tune with them pretty easily. I'm more of a listener, though I hardly notice it. People tend to trust me easily but I can take time to open up, unintentionally. I've been told I give off "dom-vibes" but I just like dark humor 😂 I can be very gentle with those I love. I really like to take care of and make people comfortable, though I imagine not many people know that about me.
Likes/hobbies: I like art, especially the strange/blizzare/absurd kind. Abstract too! Love to dive into anything dark and creepy. I can play the piano and drums, like to write, draw, paint, been learning tarot for the fun of it and would like to dive into more languages... and diving in the future! I love nature!
When it comes to people, I like someone who's interested in what I have to say and who's not afraid to try new things and to not live a completely conventional lifestyle!
Sorry this is so long and thank you very much! ❤️
Tolkien
I ship you with Celegorm! Both similar and different energies. You two like nature, have similar thoughts on people and enjoy the creepy stories and all. Celegorm is usually more extroverted around new people, so this would be a contrast with you. He might even tease you a little bit about it, but just tease him back about something and it will be fine. Although he is not so interested into playing music or write, he absolutely supports you and he liked when you show him something you did. You two would probably go to a few trips to explore together and will create wonderful memories with it.
Bungou Stray Dogs
I ship you with Dazai! I think your personalities somehow are both similar and different at the same time. You both have similar attitudes, hobbies, yet there's a balance. Your humor is very alike and this is something you would definitely do together. Listening to music too! This is something he likes as well. Although he is not very artistic himself, he enjoys seeing you talking and doing things you like, and how passionate you are about these things.
#Oh my gosh thank you!!#This seriously made my day (*˘︶˘*).｡*♡#dazai#matchup#celegorm#I'm in love now 😂😂
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[apperence matchup]
@redradrat (2) the first i believe, creepypasta matchup on my blog! absolute honor really :)
Creepypasta
Helen Otis / The Bloody Painter
(original art by DeluCat on deviant art?)
#my 12 year old self would be very proud of me 😌#Thank youuuu 😆💕💕💕#appearance matchup#creepypasta matchups#matchup
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[appearance matchup]
@redradrat (1) ofc! and you look absolutely gorgeous!!
Lord of the Rings
aragorn II elessar
The Hobbit
bard the dragon slayer
Jujutsu Kaisen
choso
#awwhwhshwh Thank you so much!!!#You even did lort AND hobbit aaaa 😭💞#I love it#I'll now go consume all the choso content that exists#look what you did to me#🤧😂😂#appearance matchup#jjk matchups#lotr matchup#hobbit matchup#matchup
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All went well, I was accepted to all the schools I wanted! Going to study art and english with focus on high school education yay
Anyway, my dad died about two weeks ago. But we're doing well so far!
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I need to draw and preferably even paint still life now
And I have time till Tuesday
Which is 1 day and few hours lmao
Ok, I got this 😌
Then I have the university interview over my portfolio 💀 I'm so scared, It's so embarrassing
#Need to learn something about Czech contemporary artists#Apparently they'll be asking me about that 😂😂#rip
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The feeling when you accidentally flag a post on one of your favorite porn-fiction blogs...
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I can't stop crying myself to sleep
Life is so bad
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Heya! I have come in here with a request that you can be as self-indulgent with as you want hehe~ May I please request breeding kink headcanons of Charlotte Katakuri with his fem s/o? I just know that man HAS to have a breeding kink 😂 No worries at all if you don't want to write this request! Please take your time and a big thank you in advance! 💗💗💗
You said to indulge, I revelled in it!
Also s/o is like 14 ft tall here, they’re both roughly in their late 20’s/very early 30’s
Aaannnnd now I wanna go write a follow-up scenario
Warning: light angst because Katakuri is a self-conscious jellybean who thinks everyone hates anything he does unless it’s to do with how strong he is
Charlotte Katakuri X Wife!S/O - Breeding Kink
(I went through so many gifs and my brain was like “yes. this one” and it was just one of those moments where you have to say to yourself “bitch you is thirsty!”)
There’s one thing you need to know about Katakuri here, is that before he even first met his wife he was only mildly aware of his breeding kink
Sure, he knew he wanted a family of his own, with a wife who would be a better mother to his children than his own mother was to him and his siblings
That’s pretty much how aware he was, not enough to call it a kink, just something to wish for
Then, after they first had sex, it was like an itch that wouldn’t go away, an idea so tantalising he couldn’t stop thinking about it till it festered and grew from a wish into a primal desire
But he refused to let her know, he was severely embarrassed about it
After all, he was Big Mama’s top Commander, one of the strongest men in the world, having an impossibly high bounty without being a Yonko, he was undefeated, could glimpse into the very future itself
Yet the mental image of his beautiful, strong, armour-clad wife heavy with his child as she cradled her belly made him hot under his scarf and weak at the knees as his pants grew painfully tight
He couldn’t help but feel ashamed that he’d let one of humanity’s most baser instincts consume him like this
And having no prior sexual experience and the only knowledge was what he’d heard from his siblings, he couldn’t help but worry his wife would find his kink freakish
Or worse
What if…she didn’t want children?
He would never force her to bear his child, not even if his mother demanded him to, the mere thought of doing something so deprived to the one person who loved his monstrous self with all their heart disgusted him to no end
So he didn’t tell her
But she did end up finding out by complete accident
Katakuri thoroughly enjoyed every chance he got to have sex with his beloved, there were even times he’d let her take charge, the sense of freedom it granted did wonders for his stress. More so than any merianda ever could
Not that he stopped having them of course, as moments like this with his wife were sadly not as often as he wished
It was during one of these times she was riding his cock like it was the last chance she’d ever get to, a sight Katakuri would never grow tired of
The way she tossed her head back, her breasts bouncing to the frantic rhythm of her hips, the light sheen of sweat on her forehead, a droplet running down the side of her face, bringing his attention to her glazed eyes over as she moaned out how good he felt inside her
Seeing as the both of them had been completely inexperienced at the start of their sexual relationship, it had taken some time for them to grow more comfortable with talking dirty to one another
Katakuri was still woefully embarrassed whenever he tried to say anything remotely sexy
While his wife was quite close to mastering the art, closer than he realised
She lay down on his chest, hips still bouncing, walls rubbing his cock so perfectly as she pressed her lips to his, tongue caressing his fangs
She pulled back with a gasp and he groaned at the sight of her lust riddled face, cock throbbing as he felt his end draw nearer
“You gonna come for me, Kata?” She purred, eyes half-lidded, breath hot against his lips, and all he could do was grunt and moan as he managed a curt nod, grip tightening on her thighs
There was a small pause filled only with their combined panting, looking back, Katakuri could see in his mind’s eye the cogs whirring away in her head
Then she gave the tiniest little smirk
“Want you to come inside me, Kata,” she all but moaned, as she sat up, hand tracing downwards along the curve of her breast to rest on the flat of her stomach, “want you to come so deep inside me, put a baby in me-“
If she was planning on saying anything else it was lost as he bolted upright, engulfing her in his arms, one wrapped under her arms while the other went around her hips as he cried out his release into the crook of her neck
His body quaked, head spinning from the sheer power and suddenness of his orgasm as he ground up into her clenching pussy, heartbeat thundering in his ears as he slowly came down from his high
That was when the dread settled in
He tightened his grip on her a little and attempted to bury his face further into her neck, afraid if he looked at her he’d see that look of disgust he knew was waiting for him
Then she giggled
He blinked, arms relaxing as he pulled away to look at her face, only to find her smiling
“Oh thank god,” she both laughed and sighed with relief, “I didn’t know how you’d take that kind of dirty talk, but I guess I don’t need to ask for feedback on how much you liked it.”
Katakuri glanced to the side of her face, unable to meet her gaze, “y-…you’re not…upset.”
She grinned, “well I don’t know if you felt it since you were enjoying yourself so much, but I did finish.”
“No, I-I mean, I…” he pursed his lips as his shoulders tensed, feeling the familiar sense of shame creeping up in his chest
The tips of her fingers brushed against his cheek, her thumb tracing the scar there, “Kata, what’s wrong?”
“I…” his face flushed a deep shade of red, deeper than it had when he first laid eyes on her toned, naked body, “the…idea of you…carrying my- my child, it…” he hunched his shoulders further, wishing he had his scarf to hide behind, “it…really arouses me.”
He waited for the scoff, the gasp, but neither came
Instead, when he managed to glance at her, there’s something in her eye, a glint of mischievousness
She rolled her hips and he made an odd sound, something between a grunt and a gasp, remembering he was still buried inside her
“Well then,” she murmured, shifting atop him again and smirking as he moaned, cock hardening inside her, “why don’t I get on my hands and knees and you can breed me properly?”
And at that moment Katakuri felt like the luckiest man alive
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I'm sorry for giving feedback late but I read these and they sent me into a daydreaming frenzy (in the best way possible tho ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ) and I had to sort out my intense feelings~
It's totally ok X-Drake was left out, Buggy's were SO extremely sweet and I was curious about what you'd come up with Sanji! I'm usually not his biggest fan but,, you might have ignited some kind of fire in me, ngl
Anyway, thank you! Self-esteem? High as hell. Heart beat? Elevated above clouds. My appreciation? Have my heart and soul.
No but really, I'll definitely come back to these for comfort when I need it. 😌💕
(And the message you sent me before?? For the hell of this site I couldn't find a way to reply but it was so nice 😭 Yeah, that's me painting away at midnight so that I have a short video for a school assignment lol
And... I relate so much to being smart but... Not so practical (in my case) I for a change have TERRIBLE memory and get distracted super easily! But you're right that we're all unique and have something to offer to the world 😌
And your journey is definitely inspiring! You go!! 16 is such a huge difference, amazing!
So thank you again for not only doing these hcs for me but also lifting my spirit 💕)
Hi! I'm so sorry for requesting this and feel absolutely free to not write it if you find it uncomfortable! Saying that, would it be possible to get headcanons for X Drake, Buggy and Sanji (if that's not too many) about how they would be with a really skinny fem!so? I know this sounds stupid but I'm quite insecure about being underweight.
I wrote some things that annoy me, if you needed some inspo 😅 (I'm not soft, I'm bony; I'm tall so not that petit skinny type; people tend to assume I have a problem, some *police* me about my eating habits when they're in no position to do so! It makes me feel weak-- I love that you write strong reader!!; small boobs 🤷♀️; If someone compliments me I can't tell whether they're genuine or just see my thin waist; I'm always cold; I can't eat too much even if it's tasty 😭...)
Sorry It's so long! All the luck with your blog! 💕
Also... After reading your kink list i must ask... Are you literally me?? 😏 You mad queen, I love your vibes 😎😂😂
Brain couldn’t really decide between second person or Name for this one, so I went with second person cause it seemed better.
I wasn’t able to do X Drake, the creative light didn’t spark for some reason (man’s so shy around women so that doesn’t help, tried to speak to my inner X Drake, got the dial up tone).
I’m sorry if any of this seems insensitive, one of the joys of being autistic is I can’t pick up on stuff like that unless it’s blindingly obvious and even then I may not get it. If something is offensive here please say so. I won’t be upset for having it pointed out, in fact I’ll be grateful.
Warning: VERY slightly NSFW
Buggy and Sanji: thin, insecure fem!s/o
Buggy
This honking bean is terribly new to the dating scene, so he’s hyperaware of everything involving you
He knows you’re thin, but that never bothered him, man’s a closeted romantic and thinks your eyes are your best feature not that he doesn’t think all of you is gorgeous of course
Though if asked what he thinks your best feature is he’ll blurt out something like “y-your ass!” but his blush gives him away
That and because there’s so many different shapes and sizes on his crew he feels you fit right in
Because he’s highly aware of you it doesn’t take him long to notice you don’t eat a lot
Now this man knows what it’s like to be self conscious, so he won’t just randomly ask if you’ve got a problem in front of everyone though let’s face it if it was someone he didn’t care as much about he probably would
He’ll wait till you’re both in a private spot before asking, in these exact words, “is everything okay?”
When you explain to him it’s just how you are it’ll feel like a huge weight is lifted off his shoulders he hasn’t fucked up for once
Tells you that if you ever have left over food you can just dump it on his plate, you don’t even have to ask if he wants it, he’s really energetic and likely burns through his own pretty fast so a little extra never hurt him
He knows you’re strong, you have to be to be the lover of the future pirate king! But if he sees you shivering from how cold you are he’ll put an arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his coat, making the act look more possessive than mushy so you both can save face
May even casually offer for you to wear it, if you do he’ll puff out his chest and look all smug, feeling a little possessive at the sight of his queen wearing his signature jacket
If he ever hears anyone make a comment on your weight he goes ballistic, like, more than when people reference (or don’t) his nose
And if those people upset you with their words, well, heads will fly and it won’t be his
Doesn’t care about chest size, honest to god probably the first pair of breasts he’s seen naked, feels blessed
Like, sparkly anime eyes, hands on cheeks, mouth open as he gasps loudly kinda happy
“You don’t like the size of your chest, I don’t like the size of my nose, there’s gotta be some kinda size exchange devil fruit out there, right?”
If you laugh or smile at that in any way, he’ll feel like he’s conquered the world
If he comes across Shanks in his travels, he will show you off to him mostly to rub it in the red-haired’s face that he has a beautiful girlfriend always by his side while Shanks is stuck chasing tavern girl tail
“This is y/n, my girlfriend, my prettiest, most priceless treasure!”
Sanji
This one ended up more on how you two started dating
Being the cook of such a diverse crew, Sanji is used to making varied meals for everyone, he even asks you if you have any special dietary needs when you “join” (read: when Luffy nearly kidnaps you to join his crew)
You probably already know by now his hatred for wasting food, so you end up telling him you can’t eat a lot
He understands, he himself is a cute noodle boi, with most of his muscle being in his legs
He notices you don’t take his compliments the same way Nami and Robin do, you seem quite standoffish, not that that’s ever stopped him of course
Though, as someone so in tune with the ways of women and their emotions, he figures out quickly that you’re quite insecure
Well, he’s not going to have that, he ends up giving you special attention, going beyond the loving names he gives the other two women in the crew, going so far as to call you his ‘Angel’
If you get upset about this, saying you think he’s just sees you because of your waist, he’ll prove it to you by literally sweeping you off your feet and planting a tender kiss on your forehead
He can’t pinpoint when, but somewhere along the line he started to see you as more than a pretty face, he started seeing you
He stares into your eyes as he says: “You are an angel, y/n. It took me sometime but I see it now, I’ve found my All Blue, here,” and he places his fingertips over your heart while desperately resisting the urge to squeeze your boob
Once you’re officially a couple he’ll try to dial back the flirting with other women, knowing it makes you insecure of your looks, and manages it when you’re out and about so long as you’re by his side, yet it’s harder in the middle of a fight or when Nami or Robin walk past wearing nothing but skimpy bikinis
But he makes sure to give you extra attention all the time, he’ll break the habit, he swears it
Asks you if you want to talk to Chopper to see if there’s something that’ll help you eat more, only if you want to of course
He’s just worried, remember he knows what it’s like to almost starve to death and so he can’t help but fret for you
If you do he’ll be there with you every step of the way
As for the first time you’re naked in front of him, be sure to have spare blood on hand
The nosebleed that took a massive school of mermaids to nearly kill him happens again when he gazes upon your heavenly naked form for the first time
Help this man
No seriously I think he’s literally dying
Next time you try, he’s braced, but faints (more than from sheer joy than his little nosebleed) when he gets to touch you’re bare chest
Give him time, he’ll get there
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[TS3 DOWNLOAD] Crystals and gems
Info: These are recommended downloads for The Sims 3 - I have not made them, I simply wanted to have all the links in one place for myself.
Required: Basegame
Notes: I have finally finished the crystal store I was building for months and it looks so good!! It's not available for download itself (because it's part of a large mall lot that isn't finished) but since it was quite tricky to find nice crystals to download, I've compiled all the links here. Pretty much all items are purely decorative except the salt lamps.
Btw, there still are a ton more items I haven't used (even more crystals, other tarot cards etc. etc....) so feel free to add your own.
Links:
Geode Slices on Stand by Freeasabird converted by Martasimsbook (Download)
Recolorable Geodes by murfeelee (Download) (also includes a big one and geode coffee tables)
Crystal Box by omedapixel (Download)
Salt Lamps Small & Large by Chisami converted by mspoodle (Download) (Needs moveobjects on and OMSP to be placed)
Salt Lamp by hypernova (Download)
Crystal Display by cropzsims (Download)
Buyable Gems Treasure Chest by treeag (Download)
Tarot Cards + Crystal Wands by AroundTheSims3 (Download)
Agate Tray by Love Handles Bakery converted by Julietsimscc (Download)
Various gem cuts by deniisu (Download)
Tiberium Lamps by StudioK converted by Martassimsbook (Download)
Standing crystal wands by Teanmoon converted by Martassimsbook (Download)
Crystal by Shushilda (Download)
Geode Shells by Freeasabird converted by Martasimsbook (Download)
Crystal Necklace by Pixelecstasy (Download)
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Currently working on my first try in abstract art 😄 It's not TOO bad and Km hoping it will look better by tomorrow 😊
#bad photo again lol#will do better with the finished one#Painting#art#my art#art journey#abstraction
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This was a very quick painting ((like,, three days, oops)) for my sister's friend 😄 I don't have a good photo so I'll post a shot video, It makes it look prettier than irl 🤣🤣🤣
#messed up the nose#and made him look younger#but there sadly was not enough time zo do it better ://#Next time maybe 😄#art#my art#art journey#watercolor#iron man#robert downey jr#black and white
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PROGRESSS
GOTTA FINISH TOMORROW ＼(◎o◎)／
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Just some random evil looking mf ༼ つ ◕‿◕ ༽つ
Drawing him was a therapy after a full day of focusing on the portrait 😆😂
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Heya, I wanna say, I stand by this too. I think that taking a break before college can be very beneficial (I plan on getting my skills up and really becoming an adult (read as "sort myself out") before applying as well <3)
Just think about your options and try to make a few plans/directions you could take during and after the year and don't forget... Think BRIGHT about your future! If you'll create a positive image(s) of where you want to be, I believe you'll steer that way and find harmony ��
You've got this!
Hey love, read your whole rant and I can definitely say you're in a tough situation. I'm sorry that you're feeling really bad, I do wish for you to get better.
My advice might be stupid, but I want to try and lend you a comforting hand. I say just don't go to the exam at all. If it's causing you this much stress, then maybe it's not time for you to go to the exam. I don't care if people are telling you to give it a chance, and I don't care if your father will be dissapointed. It's not theirs or his business. You need to take care of yourself, and you need to take things slow. I know people pressure you to go to college straight away, but I'd like to say that's bullshit. Slow down and take a breather, take life slowly. You have plenty of time to do everything else.
If you still go with the exam, then that's okay, I can't force you to change your mind nor do I want to force you. I wish you good luck on it. Just please, take small breaks and go outside for a walk, maybe it can get your mind off of it. Do anything that makes you happy. That's all love, take it easy.
I'm literally crying, thank you so much. I finally feel like someone's on my side on this whole thing. I'm gonna talk about it with my counselor tomorrow, but I'm still not sure what I'm gonna do, so I hope she can help me decide. Thank you, thank you so much for making me feel valid💜
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I just wrote a long ass list about my trip to Turkey but Tumblr ate it or whatever so haha bye
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