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rafaelmargenta · 13 days
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nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down
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rafaelmargenta · 14 days
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opening tumblr whenever i get hungry like a soldier in war gazing lovingly at a photo of his wife
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rafaelmargenta · 14 days
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i don’t deserve to eat
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rafaelmargenta · 14 days
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there are two wolves inside me. one of them is named anorexia and the other is named debilitating cannabis addiction.
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rafaelmargenta · 14 days
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The feeling when your clothes are baggier >>>
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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tw ed and stuff
my stats:
5"7 male
cw: 154
gw: 132
lw: 94
backstory ????
started in 2020, it crept up on me veeeery slowly, i lost very slowly at first and when i realised i was already balls deep into the obsessive ªna thoughts.
when i got to my lw i kinda had a "realization" moment cause i was physically feeling my body dying (couldn't sleep, do any physical activity, my hair was falling out, i passed out after drawing blood and honestly felt like i was going to at every abrupt movement)
i started going to the gym and bulking very rapidly. it felt awsome having so much energy suddenly, but i kinda replaced ªna with ørtho.
going to the gym gave me an excuse to eat and now i cant stand my reflection anymore.
i suspect i wont have to lose as much as i did last time to get to my desired body, because now i have so much more muscle, but let's see.
i miss having ab veins.
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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Sometimes I feel like this disorder's the only thing I got.
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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i can't wait to see the horrified looks on everyone's faces when they realize what they've done to me.
i want to look sick, gaunt, dead.
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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pov you can’t open pinterest or any social medial in front of your friends bc it’s filled by ana content
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rafaelmargenta · 15 days
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maturing is realizing that omading is THE EASIEST WAY AND ITS VERY EFFECTIVE.
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rafaelmargenta · 16 days
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imma starve till all this fat melts off my bones
istg im so fucking done being like this
i just wanna be thin and pretty
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rafaelmargenta · 16 days
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put the fork down and think about the guilt that will follow. do you want to be miserable or do you want to be skinny
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rafaelmargenta · 19 days
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Got bored, made this.
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We need more malespo out here
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rafaelmargenta · 19 days
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I’m not allowing people to know I have an ed until it gets too obvious that I have one
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rafaelmargenta · 19 days
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rafaelmargenta · 19 days
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i love doing omad it's the best ever i will never stray from her
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