first & khaotung in the heartkillers pilot trailer

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Eadweard J. Muybridge ca 1884 - 1887

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Fuck my life

This is going to hurt more than what I was expecting

As a queer person who grew up and is currently living in an Asian country can I also say that I find the obsession with queer trauma the west has and the fact they don't consider any queer content without those traumas as something lesser significant is so incredibly weird to me. The making of more wholesome queer movies and shows is a recent development in the west whilst we were experiencing queer joy through the media since we were kids. But no matter how progressive we have been, newer white creators who're making stories on queer joy (most probably got inspired by asian media anyway) also have this weird animosity towards us for some reason as if we are less queer than the white protagonist who had all the privilege to be expressive (Alice oseman). But yeah the point of my rant is that I know a lot of people from the west genuinely enjoy Asian queer media and support it but also a concerning amount doesn't see it as real queer rep for some reason when this is more real queer rep to us than whatever white mediocrity you people are consuming

This Is A Gay Asian Rant About BL Comments Made By Some Queer Westerners I See Sometimes.

So you know of those gays (usually white) that made dumb tiktok dancing to list of countries that legalized same sex marriage and list of countries that discriminate against LGBTQIA+ poeple as a way to say something racist. yeah i kinda got the same vibes from some comments regard how asian BL are homophobic just cause they don't live up to queer western standard. look, i'm not saying that some BLs and their creators don't deserve criticism regard how they capitalized/exploited queerness for an easy cash grab.

But people need to understand that Asian countries despite recent progress are still very much culturally conservatives. so when people says that thai bl is homophobic and all the characters looks like bunch of straight guys, which is true for some olders thai BLs i'm not gonna denied that. but after all this time and newer BLs generally being very queer and most of creators being out queer themself and poeple still making these comments, i'm annoyed.

And don't get me start on the actors. you don't know them! why are you making assumption and calling them queerbaiter just cause they acts in bl. like maybe they're straight, maybe they're not but what they're definitely doing is making queer content for you know, queer people here. so when you made halfass comments about their sexuality what do you think that made other queer people who still in the closet feels. and when you add the nationality to that, "these thai bl pair are this and that, this korean actor is so ungrateful for his bl past", etc. when our societies are still very much still in progress regard LGBTQIA+ acceptance. it make us living here feels fucking awful like somehow we're lesser queer than people in the west just cause we don't have citibank at pride or some shit.

And the shittiest in my humbled opinion are comments regard censored chinese bls. people do know like, that the creators making these bls are risking their livelihoods for this. that these shows getting make at all are miracles. yes it sucked that they're censored but they're still very much queer shows making by queer people who want to express thier queerness despite the chinese government being the chinese government. when people dimissing these shows as not belonging in queer media, you're also dimissing their creators and audiences as not belonging in the community.

Look what i want to say is that we're trying our best over here, and maybe our best are not up to your liking. the ways we talk and express our queerness maybe still can be perceived as problematic by western queer standard. but these media are our house and you're the guests. for people aren't shitty we appreciated that you're here engaging and loving our media, this is your home too and you're welcome in it. i can speak for myself that i very much love being here on tumblr and interacting with people from all over the world who love BL. but for people who are being shitty sometimes about asian bl.

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Manhua: 19 days

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Chapter 443 Part 1

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