prillada
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PS: my personal blog† RHEA †I am the designer of my own catastrophe.
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So i might have insomnia & i didnt even realize it ‘til someone pointed it out.
How i wish slee/p/ing piIls can be bought here
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Geez im such a loser
im bawling my eyes out cos it’s christmas and im alone, in a foreign country, a thousand miles away from home.
I miss my mom
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My bestfriend suddenly messaged me, asked how i was. She said that she dreamt of me breaking down, crying endlessly and saying that i’m extremely exhausted about my life.
Why is everyone dreaming of me? Lol
Since i don’t have time to cry and weep in real life, maybe this is His way for me to break down and release my emotions. These weeks have been very tiring for me. I would sleep late then would wake up really early. I was restless.
I wanna confide to someone but couldn’t think of anyone. After all, they have their own problems they need to deal with. I don’t want to burden them with my thoughts and
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As much as i hate my father, still, my biggest fear is to see my parents die in front of me.
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Guess who just got inked?
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My kuya just suddenly messaged me kung gising daw ba ako. So nagreply ako agad, ang sabi nya nanaginip daw kasi sya.
Na-tsugi daw ako. Tawang-tawa ako sa reply ko pero sa totoo lang, lumuluha nako.
These past few months, i had so many questions including my existence. I was feeling very tired, sad and hopeless. So much things were happening about kay papa tapos nakatanggap pako ng threatening email galing sa amo ko. I became a snob, a bitch at toxic.
So just wanted it to end, really end all of it. Pero I felt guilty kaya inisip ko na lang, someone might be having it worse than me at dati nga nalampasan ko yung ibang problema, iyon pa kaya?
I changed. Went back to myself na approachable at di laging nakakunot ang noo. Really felt lighter sa work at mas nakakatulog ng maayos.
Yung panaginip ni kuya must be a sign. I got scared for a second there dahil sa mga kasalanang nagawa ko pero I’m still here. Don’t get me wrong, di po ako pumatay o nagnakaw, i just felt like i’ve treated the people terribly around me kaya siguro sisingilin nako. Chos.
I’m so touched na he immediately checked on me. Kahit wawents kuya namin paminsan, he still cares for us. Lol
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“Happy birthday”
Me: Thank u, next
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Wishing for peace, justice and self-love for everyone. (at Doha)
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Bhe: magsimba ka bukas?
Me: Oo
Mama: Sino kasama mo?
Me: Alvin
Mama: ..... isama mo naman si papa mo para naman mabawas-bawasan kasalanan
Me: Ma, kahit sa Vatican mo pa dalhin o sa Mars, kahit paliguan mo pa ng holy water...
Sila: hahahahahaha
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