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prettyyliiar · 3 years

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prettyyliiar · 3 years

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i need more things for my witchcraft altar but i can’t lift them & can’t afford them hbhbhgfjjgf

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prettyyliiar · 3 years

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NOT my mom telling me I'm getting fatter. Guess who's not eating tomorrow??!

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prettyyliiar · 4 years

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TW: ED + ABUSE

Hola Amigos,

Life has been.. absolutely crazy. My last relationship was extremely abusive. I'm slowly trying to overcome it. I've moved on from him, but I'm still scared. I have scars from him and lingering affects mentally. It's tragic.

For awhile my eating spiraled out of control because I was on my own. Me eating was also a way to get back at him. I got to pick what I wanted to eat and when, since he always tried to pick for me.

These past few days I've lost my apatite.

I've gained weight.

I need to lose it again if I ever want anyone to love me.

Xoxoxo,

Livia

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prettyyliiar · 4 years

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11.21.19 // TW:ED

I may have momentarily had to go away for a few days. I did have to.

update:

I'm losing weight, my jeans are becoming too big on me. I can notice slight changes.

I'm dizzy all the time, I have constant headaches.

my boyfriend is concerned for me. he thinks I'm depressed and that I have an dating disorder.

I hardly ever eat anymore. hes trying to make me eat everyday at lunch.

my mom hates him and thinks he's abusing him. she thinks its his fault I'm starving myself...

its not.

xoxoxo,

-'livia

#spilled emotions #disordered thinking #spilled thoughts #fat #sad boi hours #thin #ed things #spilled ink #may be triggering

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prettyyliiar · 4 years

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wanna starve myself out of existence

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prettyyliiar · 4 years

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11.05.19 // Tw: ed

hola amigos,

the other day my boyfriend was over at my house. he fell asleep in my room, and i sat in the living room. I got sad again and ate then went into the bathroom and purged. I sat on the couch, feeling odd. I was disgusted with myself. I was disgusted before I did it too. I usually feel some sort of bliss, but this time I felt disgusting for doing it. I shouldn't of had to do it in the first place anyways, because I should have stuck to it and stopped eating.

I went into the bedroom and woke him up, hiding myself in his arms. he noticed something was wrong and I truly couldn't hold it back. I broke down crying to him, and hesitantly told him what I did. he wasn't angry, just worried and disappointed.

i wish I didn't cause that.

I wanna starve myself into nonexistence.

xoxo,

'livia <3

#sad boi hours #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled emotions #tw eating habits #it's not as simple as just eating

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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List of things to do instead of binging

(instead of binging, if u want to eat, then you definitely should do it. remember, eating is good, binging is not)

watch a movie/series

drink tea

drink water

study

do homework

scroll through pinterest

talk/chat with friends

go to sleep

take a walk

read

READ

listen to music

make a list of pros and cons about food

masturbate

dance

paint/draw

do something you should do but never have time for it

take a bath

stretch

exercise

watch porn

do manicure and pedicure

makeup

smoke

take some pictures

What to do when you’re TOO close to binging

masturbate

take off your clothes in front of the mirror and look closely at yourself

try to eat what you want to eat naked

look at people with your dream body

masturbate naked in front of the mirror (it’s the most triggering thing for me, after i do that i can’t even look at food)

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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I watch cringe compilation of fat mukbanger when I eat so my hunger goes away and I eat only a third of my dinner / lunch, already small. That some right shit to do if you feel the need to binge

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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Starting this tomorrow ♥︎

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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✨Natalia Dyer thinspo ✨

please stay safe everyone!

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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*Everytime I look up Ana*

Tumblr: hey are you okay?

Me: for the MILLIONTH time i am not okay now please let me look at thinspo in peace

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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pretty girls

pretty skinny girls

pretty dying girls

pretty dead girls.

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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What I learned when I always postponed my diet to ‘tomorrow’: Everyone’s starting to look thinner because I’m getting fat.

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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tw ed rant

i feel disgusting. i feel huge. i’ve gained so much weight in the last few days. it’s nasty. all my progress gone. it’s a new day though. a new month. i can fix my mess. become perfect. i won’t be the fat friend. i won’t be disgusting any longer. i’m going to be perfect. i’m going to be skinny.

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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it’s summer time again!

and you know what that means?

time to spend another 2 months telling myself i’m going to be skinnier before school starts again only to gain weight in the process! Yay!!!

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prettyyliiar · 5 years

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Once upon a time

I saw a tip post that you should do a face mask when you feel like eating. I’m 13 mins into this face mask and, bitch, I’m relaxed as fuck and the cravings have passed

Self Care?

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