something i find myself struggling with adjaxi in general is that he is so clear to me in my head as someone who lives in quiet, the silence around him is suffocating, he's horrifically lonely. he exists without a single attachment that actually matters, his thought process disconnected from the world around him and only being brought back to reality when hes in front of someone and attempting to put on a show and scream LOOK AT ME! IM ALIVE TOO! JUST LIKE YOU!

but i get tired of writing that, and he also gets tired of being that. i do think he lurks on here a lot, picking up information on every active user around. but i also think my moments of abscence are also probably jaxi taking a break as well. he isn't a teenager anymore- its really hard to keep that energy up especially when its all fake

'French Chris on the Convertible' photographed by Nan Goldin

In what world is taylor swift considered a tortured poet? Tortured is burroughs on heroin, is sylvia's head in the oven, is hunter s thompsons sheer lunacy, is lynch saying he'll shoot himself if he forgets a good idea, is bukowski being a deadbeat misogynist fuck up, is a beat poet in psychosis, is 27 club, is junkie scholar, is manic depressive diagnoses, is active drug dependency, is suicidal ideations. For a beloved world famous white girl popstar to take on the title of the tortured poet is the ultimate bastardization of the tortured poet...

The Great Muppet Caper (1981)

mmmmnnn X( the thignie saihje gave me 4 mu back wuz too strong i still feel sooo weird

dos anyone want to play cars with me .

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white bread squished into tiny ball added to burger king menu for one cent

They need to invent a guy dead on the floor emoji

i think if tumblr added polls a new form of girlposter would form

t shirt that says I PUT A NORMAL AMOUNT OF THOUGHT INTO STUFF

A horse amongst the lilacs

I can't wait for the lilacs to finally bloom here in Sweden, in the meanwhile I'll just have to make do with painting them. Also I recently watched Suzume so I was in the mood to paint something pretty.

ive been rewatchinf my fav old taps of ermiiine he is such a cutie patootie~~

BOIYS ARE SO CUTE

im still working on ot but jaxi also has a vent blog @horsesgambit

i love being a hater of media that i’ve never seen or listened to. no i will not give it a chance. it’s called listening to my heart