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SCREWBALL DYNAMICS + HEADCANONS (Jeanette x Toby)

NSFW EDITION!!! 🖤 (MDNI) +18

Warnings- GENERAL NSFW. DO NOT INTERACT UNDER +18

**BOTH CHARACTER ARE IN THEIR LATE 20s DONT COME AT ME**

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KINKS

•Toby is into biting, everytime things even get a LITTLE heated, Toby is ALL OVER her neck immediately. The morning after, Jeanette will wake up and see all the marks on her that scatter across her body in the mirror. She’s not really complaining, though.

•Jeanette is a masochist, 100%. Want her to beg or put her into a state of submission for once? Smack her, cut her, choke her, ect. Literally anything that will give her that rush of adrenaline. Just make sure it’s consensual, or that maaaay not end well- *coughs in PlayBall*

•TOBY IS A FUCKING SADIST. *Ahem* He is. He can’t feel anything, but he knows others can. That gives his some kind of weird pleasure, watching someone squirm in pain and whining with pleas. It’s almost an instant turn on.

•Jeanette is into degradation. The most cruel, FOUL insults will leave this woman if she’s in charge. “What a desperate manwhore you are.” “Who’s my pathetic little fuckstick?” Shit like that. Oh, she also will step and spit on you if you asked.

•Toby is VERY into public sex. He’ll absolutely try to engage in it as often as possible. Occasionally slipping a hand down Jeanette’s jeans and fingerfucking her under a table or sneaking away from the group and fucking her against a fallen tree somewhere in the woods. They’ve only been caught once…so far.

•Light bondage. Jeanette usually has Toby tied to a chair while she does whatever she wants with him. Come to think of it, I think she just has a thing for power.

•MOUTHS. Toby loves oral, anything and everything about it. Constantly putting his fingers in her mouth, playing with the wetness until he gets hot and bothered. It’s an INSTANT turn on. Jeanette is very good with her hands, but she can work her mouth almost just as well. He’ll be a puddle of mush under her when she’s giving Toby head.

•Speaking of hands, Jeanette has a thing for hands. The rougher, veinier, and bigger they are, the better. Toby’s are a perfect balance, although a little slim. He manages though, very well, leaving his lover a complete shuttering mess underneath him.

•Toby has a breeding kink, like, BAD. This man while at the height of his high with start babbling out stuff like “fuck I’m going to fill you with my kids-“ “I’m gonna knock you up so nice and pretty-“ (of course, since these are wanted killers having kids isn’t rlly an option so he better have a fuckin plan B or Jeanette will fucking KILL HIM-)

•Jeanette is REALLY into masks during sex, so usually her and Toby will just have their gear on while going down on eachother. There’s no real reason, she just finds a man in ‘uniform’ really hot.

•Toby is very handsy, so hair pulling is on the table. Whether it’s him grabbing Jeanette by the braids like reigns or Jeanette pulling his while on top of him it doesn’t matter. Handles are great for him during sex to make sure his partner isn’t going ANYWHERE.

•Jeanette has a thing for blood play. It’s not all the time but if you catch her in the right mood she’ll take out her switchblade and start carving her initials and licking off the blood from the blade. This can go both ways, but she definitely prefers her partner to cut her more than she likes to cut them up.

•Toby has a mommy kink. I don’t need to elaborate.

•both into choking, either grabbing by the throat or shoving a dick or pair of fingers down eachothers throats. The tears just heat things up.

•oh, speaking of, Jeanette is very into crying. Watching Toby breakdown from excessive teasing gives her some kind of weird high and makes her lose it a bit.

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DYNAMICS

•Jeanette is a top, sorry I don’t make the rules.

•HOWEVER- Jeanette was a dumb loser virgin before her and Toby got together, so she was definitely a lot softer and submissive the first time they actually did anything intimate. A lot of talk until they actually got into bed together.

•this woman can manhandle the absolute FUCK out of Toby cmon now. Definitely lifts him up and pins his body against the wall or a tree by his thighs on occasion, only to kiss him once and put him back down.

•Will tease this poor man whenever she can. Jeanette doesn’t have the highest sex drive in the world, but when she’s horny she’ll make it known. Sidling up behind him while kissing his neck and shoulders, whispering dirty words, purposely wearing tight tops to show off her features, ect. She knows how to get him riled up.

•During sex, she’s usually riding him…while tugging the belt around his neck while he’s cuffed to the bed frame- she wants to be fully in control of this dude, not letting him get a second to think or react. When she’s feeling kind, she’ll let him breathe.

•If she’s feeling slightly more vulnerable, her choice of position would be doggy. Having her back to Toby is her weird way of telling him she trusts him enough with her. However, it’s rare and usually doesn’t happen often- BUT OH BOY WHEN IT DOES HER FACE IS IN THE DAMN PILLOWS-

•Poor guy is covered in bruises in the morning, however with the amount of hickeys he gives Jeanette HE CANT BITCH ABOUT IT FAIR IS FAIR.

•also she will never call Toby ‘daddy’, it’s just awkward for her-

•has probably pegged Toby tbh-

•Toby occasionally tops, but definitely prefers when Jeanette does despite her lack of experience.

•When he does top, he’s ROUGH. Very loud, too. Growling and moaning incoherently, he can’t stop himself and will keep going until he drops. Jeanette is sure to keep an eye on him as best she can to make sure he doesn’t over exert himself.

•definitely whines a lot during sex, man is a whimperer and Jeanette teases him about it all the time when they’re alone.

•he loves putting this girl in a mating press almost everytime they have sex. It’s intimate and he can reach every single spot inside Jean that makes her scream.

•loves making Jeanette squeal, such a confidence booster. She always picks on him when they’re out and talks all high and mighty but once he gets tangled up in her guts in a complete change in attitude as she’s whining and crying for him not to stop.

•grabs her everywhere while they fuck; thighs, face, ass, tits, anything he can get his hands on as a handle.

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AFTERCARE

•Toby tends to overheat during sex because of his CIPA. Jeanette is an after care QUEEN, so she treats this dude like royalty after sex. She run a cool bath for him and bring him orange slices and water. Will be praising him and rubbing his shoulders for a good hour while they cool down together.

•When Toby is doing aftercare (which is rare because of how stubborn Jeanette can be) he’ll be wiping down her body with a warm towel and cleaning up anything that might have gotten on the sheets.

•Jeanette plays music while they snuggle, holding Toby while humming and playing with his hair. She isn’t the most wonderful singer but her voice is low enough where any vibrations feel and sound nice rumbling off her chest. She finds such comfort in music, so it’s her go to while they snuggle.

•Jeanette tends to go nonverbal after sex from the high stimulation, so it’s a good thing Toby can read body language (and just knows his girlfriend to a tea-) He usually asks if she needs time alone or if she wants him with her while she cools off. He’ll get his answer through a small nod or a hand waving him off and either answer he is ok with. He understands when she needs to be along and doesn’t take it personal. He’ll be back to assault her with cuddles in thirty minutes anyways.

•Totally make food together afterwards, literally anything. They’re always starving after sex so they’ll go straight to the kitchen afterwards and make sandwiches or (their personal favorite after sex meal) mac n cheese with dinosaurs nuggets.

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BEDROOM NAMES

For Jeanette- kitten, mommy, mistress (rare)

For Toby- puppy, doll, baby

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HELLO AGAIN- so I’m working on a fic rn I swear I’m just busy with a lot of stuff recently. BUT IT WILL BE HERE SOON I SWEAR.

-Cody🔪

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nina and clockwork!! i like to think they train together ^_^ may or may not color and render this later

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Drew Nina,Clockwork and Jane as The Hex Girls from that one Scooby-Doo movie that I used to watch as a kid,anyways happy(early) Halloween everybody (` ∇ ´ )🎃👻!!!

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Oup goober time. Please help me..

This is actually a redraw from like 2017- but i wont be showing the...the older one..

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JEANETTE MCKAY CANONS (+PlayBall)

Warnings- heavy implications/Mentions of DID, death, drug/alcohol use, violence, suicidal themes

GENERAL PERSONALITY AND QUIRKS

•Jeanette tends to be very closed off and aloof if she doesn’t know you, and will not take the time to get to know you for personal reasons. As a proxy, she doesn’t like having attachments to anyone outside of her twisted little circle of communication.

•Despite her cold exterior, she is still capable of showing herself to people she has warmed up to.

•She’s strong, like, VERY strong, Her arms and shoulder specifically. After years of athletics and then the massive amount of physical work she’s put in while being a proxy she is definitely pretty tough. (She could probably kill me-)

•Despite her strong stature, she doesn’t enjoy inflicting pain onto others and would rather avoid it when possible.

•Jeanette only will fight back when needed, as she was raised not to. She knows how capable she is of ending another one’s life.

•If you do end up on Jeanette’s good side, you’ll find she’s actually quite sweet and empathetic.

•will absolutely go to the ends of the earth to keep the ones she cares for safe.

•she can be a bit of a hothead at times, just try not to pry into it if she’s feeling reserved or overwhelmed unless you want an earful or a punch to the nose.

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ANGST

•She may come off as rude and blunt first meeting her but it’s nothing personal. She’s lost so many people in her life it’s hard for her to trust and open herself up to new people in fear they may disappear or die.

•Jeanette, after so many years of being a proxy and her consistent switching, can’t remember much of her past. However, she knows that her bat holds some kind of sedimental value to her, making her feel safe.

•The chunks of missing memory has led her to become very delirious at times and depressed, affecting her ability to focus pretty often.

•She has many scars littered across her entire body, mostly from failed suicide attempts.

•Her body feels fatigued most of the time, as a result of the Operator bringing her back from the dead several times (or near death).

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EXPLAINING ‘PLAYBALL’

•PlayBall is an alter that manifested sometime after Jeanette’s father died.

•They only front when Jeanette is in a fight or flight situation, or if certain phrases or words cause her to remember trauma. If Jeanette is threatened, there is a good 80% chance PlayBall will front as a means of defense.

•Unlike their host, PlayBall is a lot more laid back and snarky in nature. They don’t care much about other and won’t hesitate to jump you.

•PlayBall is very boorish, violent, volatile, Ill-tempered, charismatic, cocky, manipulative, brutal, and ferocious with a sarcastic, inappropriate sense of humor. They’re a brilliant strategist and very quick to resort to aggression as a solution to a problem or conflict.

•thrill-seeker, adrenaline junkie.

•A HUGE sadist, She gets a high off of inflicting pain on others. The amusement she gets off the others suffering is something that can’t be compared to any drug.

•Playball also finds joy in emotionally and mentally toying with others.

•cold-blooded killer. PlayBall kills not just for survival, but to send a message to others around them.

•Surprisingly, PlayBall has great respect for those they view as strong, both physically and emotionally.

•Despite their crude humor and somewhat immature nature, PlayBall is HIGHLY intelligent and incredibly good at reading people and exploiting their weaknesses.

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RANDOM FACTS

•Jeanette uses She/Her pronouns while PlayBall uses They/Them.

•Jeanette’s birthday is November 16th, 1995 (Scorpio) and is currently 28 years old.

•She was 17 when she killed her mother and became a proxy.

•Stands at around 5”4-5”5 without her boots on.

•Jeanette can cook very well. Like, really anything. Put her in a kitchen and she’ll make you the best meal of your life even if it’s a grilled cheese sandwich.

•Blind AF. Someone get her a new pair of glasses please omg-

•She has a very good sense of hearing, she in very in tune with her surroundings because of her poor eye sight.

•One of her favorite meals to have if she’s feeling down is French Toast. Very reminiscent of her childhood and it makes her feel a little more human.

•Jeanette’s proxy marking is on her left wrist.

•She is decently skilled in first aid. If you’re fucked up and Jack isn’t around, go to her.

•Despite her preference of her bat, she’s pretty good with firearms.

•Jeanette (at age 28) has several facial and ear piercings and a couple tattoos; a softball on her right ankle, two hatchets on the right side of her neck, and of course her proxy mark on her left wrist.

•She’s a minimalist, but keeps onto certain small things that are sedimental to her.

•Because of her past, she is VERY against drugs and alcohol use. She will never indulge in either, and will become disgusted with others who do. In some occasions, the smell of either could cause PlayBall to front.

•Jeanette’s voiceclaim is Melissa Hutchison!! (Or Clementine from TWD) :]

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OKAAAAAY SO THIS IS SHORT BUT I HAVENT UPLOADED IN A BIT SO-

Also the nsfw is on the way BE PATIENT PLS

-Cody🔪

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SCREWBALL DYNAMICS + HEADCANONS (Jeanette x Toby)

SFW EDITION :] <33

Warnings- mentions of Tourette’s, DID, swearing, possessiveness, stalking, arguing, suicide, and alcohol+drugs, also murder duh

FLUFF

•when Jeanette and Toby first met, Jeanette wasn’t too sure about him at first. Like most people she met, she always tried not to get too attached. However, Toby made it very hard. He’d always greet her, make conversation about anything he could, be playful and warm towards her, it was hard to stay away from such a welcoming personality.

•The first mission they went on, they worked extremely well together. Even if it wasn’t the hardest task in the world, they worked like freshly oiled gears in a machine together.

•Toby was always so flustered around Jeanette, but did his best to play it off. Let me tell you, this boy was and is a fuckin SIIIIIIIIMP. He will bend over backwards and break himself into pieces for this girl. He will do anything just to see her smile. *good fucking luck buddy, cus that’s a rare sight to see-*

•Once Jeanette starting getting feelings for Toby, she was very conflicted about it. She didn’t even want to be acquaintances with this dude, let alone fall for him. The night Toby offered her a bouquet of half dead flowers after a mission tied that knot.

•LIKE SRSLY MY MANS WAS SO GROSS AND HE DECIDED TO ASK HER OUT LIKE THAT- AND SHE SAID YES?????

•now onto the fun stuff, we all know who wears the pants in this relationship let’s be real I don’t even have to say.

•Jeanette finds Toby’s verbal tics cute, in the nicest way possible. He’s embarrassed by them, but she does her best to assure him they aren’t.

•Toby gives Jeanette the TIGHTEST hugs, the ones where she’s lifted off the ground with no air in her lungs. He really doesn’t realize how tight he’s holding her until she wheezes.

•Toby carries bandages and tissues on him for her !!

•Jeanette packs them lunch for their missions. It’ll usually be something a parent would pack for their child, a veggie, sandwich, and a snack with a water bottle. Of course, Toby is a big boy, so he gets a sub instead of just a sandwich. If they aren’t going on one together, she’ll put a note in with his meal. “Don’t die, dumbass. -Jean <3”

•While Toby is out, Jeanette cleans up his entire room. It is a fucking PROCESS but she gets it done right before he gets home. He’d usually walk in and find her passed out on his bed, exhausted from cleaning the shithole that is his bedroom.

•If Toby comes back from a mission roughed up, Jeanette urges him to the bedroom to treat his wounds. She knows he can’t feel any of his wounds, so she insists that she patches him up. Having experience in this, she does quite well cleaning him up. Of course, she’ll be murmuring half insults at him while she does it. “Dumbass-“ “how the fuck do you manage to do this???” He’d be laughing the entire time.

•Toby claimed the right side of the bed *when they do sleep together* much to Jeanette’s dismay. “Right is always right, Jenny.” He’d insist with a dumb grin. “Shut the fuck up, Toby-“

•TOBY IS THE LITTLE SPOON 78% OF THE TIME CMON NOW-

•Jeanette will literally just lay there with Toby like a teddy bear, playing with his hair and mumbling sweetness into the air. She listens to his breathing, feeling the way his body slowly stops twitching as he falls asleep in her embrace. The admiration this woman has for Toby is insane but she will never show it around anyone but him.

•the times Toby actually gets to be the big spoon is when Jeanette is too tired or viscerally stressed/upset to be the big spoon. Even so, he takes care of her as best he can. His hands will have a death grip on her, try and pry her away from him and he’ll bite. Literally. Man will fucking bite like a god damn dog.

•Toby LOVES tracing over Jeanette’s freckles, playing connect the dots with each one. She doesn’t mind this, his hands were so gently it usually soothes her nerves. He also traces over her scars, all of them. He just wishes his kisses could make them feel a little less painful.

•just because they’re laying down together doesn’t mean they’re sleeping, both having terrible nightmares most of the time. So, to avoid it, they’ll stay up for as long as possible talking about all sorts of things; their pasts, their fears, mindless thoughts, and laughing about nothing while half asleep.

•Jeanette makes the bed in the morning, along with breakfast. That bitch can fucking COOK LET ME TELL YOU WHAT- *let her cook-*

•Ok ok, so their first kiss- it is AWKWARD. Toby would try to be smooth about it and Jeanette would end up turning her head away. NOT IN A MEAN WAY BUT SHE’D JUST GET TOO OVERWHELMED AND HE’D END UP KISSING HER CHEEK.

•now, their REAL first kiss is very sweet. They’d most likely be out of the mansion alone together, somewhere in the woods. They’d probably find someplace abandoned and hang out there for awhile. Then, Toby would work up the courage to ACTUALLY ASK THIS TIME. Jeanette would go red immediately, watching as he sputters out incoherently that he wants to kiss her before she takes him by the cheeks and promptly shuts him up. The kiss would last for a good few seconds before they pull back. Toby would be stimming so harshly Jeanette thought she broke him. Then, he’d pull her back in for another smooch.

•Jeanette WILL be teasing him about this for the next few weeks.

•ALMOST COMPLETELY FORGOT-

PETNAMES-

For Jeanette: Jenny, Jean, Bean, Pups, shorty, dork

For Toby: Tobes, Bug, babs, hun, loser

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ANGST

•they get into a LOT of arguments about their lives as proxies. Jeanette doesn’t enjoy being a proxy and literally hates the operator/Slender Man. While Toby on the other hand sees it as his savior of some kind, obeying anything it says. This can be frustrating for both parties for obvious reasons.

•both are unstable, like, extremely. Between Jeanette’s impatience and PlayBall fronting during arguments (which can get physical if this is the case) and Toby having bpd, his own immaturity and anger issues, their fights get intense. One will surely be crying or broken down in their room afterwards.

•When PlayBall does front, hoo boy do things get mean. PlayBall is cold and cruel towards everyone, including Toby. They will pick on everything Toby has to offer; Tics, abuse, his speaking manners, the way he dresses, anything. PlayBall will not hesitate to call Toby by “Ticci” or “Rogers” it the argument gets bad enough, all with a huge smile on their lips knowing damn well this will strike a nerve.

•Toby is very possessive, jealous. In the beginning of their relationship, he began isolating Jeanette from everyone in the mansion. At first, she didn’t mind but it became a bit much when she watched him snap at Brian while they were chatting in the kitchen about a mission. She confronted him about this which almost started an argument, him being very defensive about the topic.

•Toby was a major creeper before they got together, always watching Jeanette from afar even before she became a proxy. Once she started living with them all, she noticed some of her things started disappearing; lighters, hair ties, ect. Mostly small stuff, until one day her flannel went missing. She quickly found the culprit once she spotted a bundle of hair ties on Toby’s wrist and confronted him on it. Creepy.

•Jeanette can be very stand offish, constantly feeling like she’ll be dead soon either by her own hand or something else’s. Obviously, that’s not great when you’re in a relationship. She rarely talks about what’s on her mind, making it frustrating for Toby to talk to her at times. She bottles up a lot of her feelings until they spill over, usually on Toby, who kept prying.

•Because of Jeanette’s mentality on her life, Toby is constantly on high alert for her. He is horrified of the chance she could just kill herself or die at any moment. As sad as it is, he knows it’ll happen one day. He’s just lost too much already, losing Jeanette would most likely send him over the edge. He’s always nearby, constantly checking on her, keeping sharp objects and slender-sickness pills hidden away. He can’t risk it. He just can’t.

•Toby cleans Jeanette’s self harm often. He feels she shouldn’t have to do it herself, it’s the least he can do to help her. However, just seeing how brutal the wounds are make him want to cry at times. Some are so deep they need to be stitched. He learned just for her.

•The first time Jeanette lost herself during a job, she completely broke down. Blood was pouring from her nostrils, she was panting and crying. She was so used to dealing with this by herself, however, she wasn’t expecting Toby to be holding her the entire time. He’d be speaking so softly, offering to help her walk or support her in anyway he could. It was a foreign exchange for Jeanette, but she highly appreciated it. *though she’ll never admit that.*

•Toby plays guitar and sings for her when she’s distressed :(

•Jeanette will hold Toby through his tic attacks, making sure he doesn’t hurt himself *despite not feeling it.* when physically ticcing. She doesn’t care if he hits her on accident, she just wants to make sure he’s ok. Unfortunately for them both, these episodes could last for quite some time.

•When PlayBall fronts, Toby is the only person who knows how to get them to recess. Either talk about Jeanette’s father, or something else personal. Since Jeanette only ever opened up about this to Toby, he’s the only one who can help in this situation.

•neither of them touch alcohol, though Toby occasionally dabbles in marijuana from time to time. He’s aware of the past Jeanette has with drugs, so he makes sure to keep away when intoxicated to prevent any ‘incidents’.

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OK THATS ALL THE HEADCANONS IVE GOT FOR THEM CURRENTLY ILL PROBABLY ADD MORE BUT MY PHONE IS DYING. BYE TY -Cody🔪

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Alright mother fuckers, I GUESS YOU WANT THE MOST CLICHE THING EVER (I am ok with this) GET READY FOR IT

If I do end up writing one of these, I’ll be putting a warning beforehand!!!! I intend to make these smutty, some more than others!!

Also BOTH CHARACTERS ARE IN THEIR LATE 20s SO DONT COME AT ME-

I’ll also post a vote for the SFW prompts !! :] -Cody🔪

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If I do end up writing one of these, I’ll be putting a warning beforehand!!!! I intend to make these smutty, some more than others!!

Also BOTH CHARACTERS ARE IN THEIR LATE 20s SO DONT COME AT ME-

I’ll also post a vote for the SFW prompts !! :] -Cody🔪

#creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #marble hornets #original character #creepypasta incorrect quotes #creepypasta headcanons #ticci toby headcanons #creepypasta fanfic

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Felix and Jeanette Scenario

Situationship

Genre- Angst

Context- Jeanette had been in a serval long year relationship with Toby before having a harsh breakup. She had been aquatinted with Felix for sometime now. Felix, himself, had been trying to move past his own breakup. Nothing good can come from two broken hearts.

**FELIX ORMAN BELONGS TO @alpiite **

WARNINGS- suggestive themes, mentions of alcohol, swearing, implied DID

Two bodies laid in an old bed inside a rickety old building. The window nearby shined light into the room, illuminating empty glass bottles and clothing that had been stripped away the previous night. On the nightstand was an empty package of cigarettes with buds messily spilling out of an ashtray. As morning shown through the broken pane of the window, a body finally stirred awake.

Jeanette cracked her heavy lids open, eyes meeting the sleeping face of Felix. His features were sharp, still so tense even when covered with slumber. The long scar ran down his forehead to the bridge of his nose, splitting his perfectly symmetrical face as his dirty blonde locks fell delicately around his face. Her gut tightened at the sight and she propped herself upright. Her hands went up and rubbed against her face, attempting to wipe the sleep from her eyes.

It had been a month since her twelve year long relationship with Toby had came to its end. It ended so abruptly, so painfully. Ever since it’s end, Jeanette had tried to desperately to fill the aching hole leftover from his absence. Instead of substance abuse, she began self abuse. She would either isolate herself entirely or over express herself to anyone who would listen. Sure, the behavior was shameful, but it eased the lonely ache that plagued her everyday life. It was the only way she knew, and it worked for her. Going through several people took its toll, until…

Jeanette moved her calloused hands from her cold cheeks, glancing back at Felix momentarily before throwing the sheets off herself and standing up. She raised her arms above her head, bending her stiff body to the side resulting in a few small cracks popping noisily from her spin and shoulders. A cold breeze hit against her bare skin, making her shiver. She began to search the room for her clothing, no longer wanting to be around the consequences of last nights actions.

Finally, Felix woke slowly after hearing Jeanette shuffling around the room. His bright blue eyes squinted in discomfort as the light hit them. One he adjusted, he sat up. It seems Jeanette hadn’t noticed he was awake, so he decided to speak.

“Uh…hey.” He started, his voice rumbling lowly and a bit raspy with sleep.

Jeanette jumped at the sudden voice, whipping her head to face the man. She swallowed, a faint pink spreading across her pale cheeks as her brows furrowed in conflict.

“I’m just- I’m about to head out.” She replied, quite coldly. Felix took note of this.

He lifted himself from the bed, cracking his knuckles and joints. His hand met his face, running it down to his mouth as he looked down at the floor. The alcohol had finally left his body, now leaving a heavy ache in his temples and gut. Eventually, he got the confidence to look back to Jeanette, who was buckling her belt.

“Listen, you know we can’t keep doing this right?” He started, his words hesitant as if scared to continue.

“No shit. That’s why I’m leaving.” Jeanette spat, beginning to pull on her tall boots. Felix felt his heart drop at the retort, quickly standing up from the mattress.

“You don’t- I mean- I’m not telling you to leave.” He said. Half of him wanted Jeanette to stay the morning, just sit with him and enjoy each other’s company. But the other part of him wanted to be alone, he shouldn’t be so close with her. It wasn’t right. He noticed Jeanette’s eyes glaring up at him which pulled him from his thoughts.

“I don’t want to see you.” Her words were stern, harsh. Two hands roughly pulled the laces of her boot, tightening them. What a switch up. Just a few hours ago, Jeanette had been completely enthralled by Felix, now she couldn’t care less about him. This made Felix a little uneasy. He couldn’t read this woman if his life depended on it. He sighed and began moving towards her.

“I just feel this is doing more harm than good. You have to get that, right?” He asked, his voice had a somewhat pleasing to it. Jeanette shot to her feet, grabbing the blonde by the neck which made his whole body tense up.

“Don’t talk to me like I’m stupid. I’m not stupid. You’re the idiot here, thinking I give a shit about how you feel.” Her words shot through the air like blades. Felix winced at each one. Jeanette stared into the man, acid leaking through her voice as she continued.

“You’re just a body at the end of the day, don’t forget that. Now, leave me alone.” Finally, her grip relaxed and pushed Felix back into the mattress. Pulling on her jacket, she made her way towards the door and grabbed her old bat on her way out.

Felix was left there alone, confused and hurt. What the hell was that? That was almost like a completely different person who just scolded him. Tears began to pool in the corners of his eyes, which he tried to desperately to stop. What did he do wrong? He knew this was his fault, right? He just needed to move on. But…

It was only him and his thoughts. He was alone again, as usual.

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GOOD SCHMORNIG TUMBLR. I wrote this cus uh. Idk shut up. <33 also hi alpite ily mwah I hope I did your boy justice :]

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