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pink-sunset-skies · 8 days

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Theories about one of the Sins after seeing the season 2 trailer!!

I don't know if this needs a spoilers tag but I'll add it anyway! :>

So I haven't really looked into fan designs or fan voice headcanons of Satan or any of the other Sins who haven't been shown yet.

Though I've wanted to, I haven't taken the time.

But anyways.

I have "seen" the other Sins in fanfics, including Satan. And the few times I've seen him he's always been characterized as a country guy with a short temper.

But the Satan we see in the trailer doesn't exactly look and especially doesn't sound like that. He sounds like he'll have a cold kind of anger, if that makes any sense lol

What I mean by "cold anger" is like, a controlled kind of anger.

An example I think of is, so let's say there's three characters in a scenario: A, B, and C.

A and C are chatting, they're just friends or strangers or something.

A and B are related or have a very tight, close relationship(of any kind), so B is very protective of A.

So while C and A are chatting B is stood there glaring at C with a cold, icy gaze in a "If you hurt them I'll hurt you" kind of way.

And if C did hurt A? B would take care of them immediately, in a quick, clean way if that makes sense. But maybe privately if A doesn't like that kind of stuff.

I don't know, I hope that makes sense and helps to understand how I view Satan potentially being like.

Cause again, maybe instead of being quick to anger, quick to blow and making rash decisions kind of anger. (As some people have expected/headcanoned, including me.) Maybe Satan will actually have the opposite?

#helluva boss #helluva boss season 2 #helluva boss trailer #helluva boss theory #helluva boss spoilers #helluva boss satan

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pink-sunset-skies · 18 days

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This is not something I planned to post but I don't know what to fucking do. I'm so fucking angry.

This post has a lot more than ocd but my social anxiety says I can't add more/the proper tags cause that would mean more people could see this and that's scary

Also I added the ocd tag cause this thing I deal with seems like it's probably ocd ,I don't know, either way it's fucking frustrating. (The stuff in this post is not the only stuff that I've experienced that seems like ocd.)

So I have meds for my social anxiety finally and during the past hour I was planning the time I wanted to take them.

First I thought I'll do 4:44, but then my mom texted me and I missed my chance, almost hyperventilating and screamed cause of that.

So then I was like okay how about 8:55 in the morning? But then my mom texted me at 5:05, so now that time feels dirty, along with 4:44/any -:44 time feeling dirty.

I'm so fucking tired of this shit. Second of all I'm so fucking pissed at those odds. I just wanted to take my meds at a certain time, with a certain number, THAT FELT FUCKING CLEAN

I'M SO TIRED OF LIVING HERE WITH HER AND FEELING LIKE I HAVE NO FUCKING CONTROL.

AND AGAIN, WHAT ARE THOSE ODDS?!?!?!? I CAN'T, I FUCKING CAN'T

I AM A BOY, I AM TRANS, I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY, I HAVE BEEN TRYING, I DO ENOUGH YOU DUMB ASS PIECE OF SHIT

I HATE HER SO MUCH FOR WHAT SHE'S LET ME GONE THROUGH. AND I FUCKING HATE IT CAUSE NOW I'M AN ADULT SO IT'S ALL MY PROBLEM NOW SHE'S NOT OBLIGATED TO HELP ME ANYMORE, NOT THAT SHE EVER FUCKING DID ANYWAYS, NOT EMOTIONALLY. SURE PHYSICALLY/THROUGH MONEY, LIKE MY THERAPY AND MY MEDS, WHICH I'M REALLY FUCKING THANKFUL FOR, BUT GOD FORBID HAD SHE TRIED TO TELL ME I WAS DOING ENOUGH, THAT I DID GOOD IN A SOCIAL SITUATION. TO GIVE ANYTHING POSITIVE TO ME THROUGH WORDS AND NOT FUCKING MONEY GODDAMMIT

Goddammit, now she's asking if she caused me to not take it now. Like what do you want me to fucking say? "Yeah you've let me go through a lot of isolation through the years and when I asked you for help with it and my social anxiety you'd just yell at me about how I don't do enough selfcare and schoolwork and yell about a bunch of other stuff and now some years later I feel like I have no control over my life and that's why I probably have this ocd shit to compensate and feel like I have some control over something :)" Like!?!??!? The fuck you want me to say?

Goddammit I need a fucking job and I need to fucking drive. It just sucks cause most days I can barely stand to be here, I just waste the day dissociating and listening to music or watching youtube or tv. If I can barely stop dissociating for a day how the fuck am I supposed to do those things?

(I don't actually need advice on that, I'm just deep in my feels and one of those feels is fucking hopelessness)

#ocd #vent

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pink-sunset-skies · 25 days

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Hello! :3

Hi! I'm Aspen! :> I think at one point I'm going to make separate posts for my dni/byf and About Me, but for now they'll just be in one post.

dni/byf and other info under the cut!

I'll do my dni/byf first so you don't have to scroll down a bunch lol

dni/byf I don't really have a dni as it sounds like they may not even work. Though I will list my stances on some things! And if you interact and I notice I'm on your dni I'll block you. /lh

I guess I'm a proshipper. Though at the moment I'm not planning on posting that kind of content here, so don't worry! And if I ever do I'll probably make a separate blog.

I'm against lgbt+ phobias(homophobia, transphobia, etc.), racism, sexism, fatphobia, transmeds, and anti abortion. (Unfortunately, I may be forgetting some stuff, but if I remember anything I'll come back and add it later!)

I'm pretty sure I'm a singlet, and currently I feel neutral about endogenic systems as I still haven't done proper research.

Swearing is allowed on my account! And you'll probably see me swearing every now and then lol. Though don't swear at me or call me swear words, thank you.

I'm an immature person lol so there will probably be nsfw jokes and the like, but at the moment I'm not sure if I'll be posting full on nsfw stuff. (like nsfw drawings or fanfics/hcs, for a few examples) And even if I do at some point I will add warnings/proper tags, and I'll update this post! :>

If I ever need to add certain tags to a post just let me know! :>

Other Info/About Me:

Like my bio says, I'm a trans boy who uses he/him pronouns :3 I'm 18 and.. I'm not sure what else to put lol. Uh, I'm a furry if that matters lol

I have social anxiety and don't always have my phone/internet available, though that doesn't mean you can't talk to me! It just means I may take some time to respond. But messages are always welcome!! Though it would be nice if you say why your messaging me, whether you have a question or simply want to talk or something else :3

Uh, don't think of me as a content creator, but just some guy sharing stuff he made or wants to talk about. :3

I'm planning on posting Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss stuff* here, though I wouldn't be surprised if I post about other stuff at some point!

*said stuff most likely being the two biggest assholes in the series, Adam and Mammon. My (platonic) beloveds. XD

As I said before, if I ever need to add tags let me know!

I'm not sure what the hell's going on with my romantic orientation. And honestly same with my sexual orientation. (Though I'm not gonna get into my sexuality)

I'm either only aromantic, aromantic and experience alterous attraction, or I'm actually just alloromantic and a bit confused. I don't know. 😭 But with that said, if I ever rant on about a character or say I love them or something, assume it's platonic and not romantic please.

If you read this far, um, thank you :3 And! It's time to loooose yourself loathing! Excuuuse yourself, LET HOPE IN BABY!!! PLAY YOUR CAAAAAAARD, BE WHO YOU AAAAAAAARRREEE!!!!!!!!

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