I need help I'm so fucked up. God the existential depression what's the point of any of it? I need to get a life man. But I don't feel like it's worth something at the same time so it's hard to move forward. I've gone so long thinking I don't deserve to live much less have a good life and that it's all fucking nothing in the end. Where do I go from there? Please someone talk to me I am panicking and my heart is racing and I feel like I'm going to scream help. Is anything worth it? My life feels meaningless and it scares me so much what I'll do if these feelings get worse. I don't know how to handle this. I'm shaking and I feel out of control. I've sat for a few minutes just scrolling. You know what I realized recently? All this sex stuff is like a comfort blanket to me. It's not about attraction. I mean I am asexual so that wouldn't factor. I saw someone say good slut and I instantly calmed down enough to type this. Do not laugh I am serious. You can laugh but I do mean it. It's nice to see someone else in command who might find value in me for something. When I see nihilistic shit like we're all just worthless meat suits it's so disturbing, but then how could that person know what they are saying to be true? Kind of sounds like some pseudo-intellectual bullshit some 14-year-old wrote on Quora. It sounds ridiculous because we're not even self-aware enough to understand what we really are and yet they will confidently strike our value up to zero despite knowing fuck all themselves. That sort of open question of what we are makes me wonder in a much more positive way, instead of blowing my mind with a whole existential crisis about what I'm worth. And then again I might have had too much caffeine. Journaling this out makes me realize how incredibly stupid my anxiety sounds. But I do still feel like I need to see someone professionally at some point. Whether or not this continues to get out of hand. I don't even want to think that. I guess wanting to take some responsibility for myself must mean that I am worth something. If this sounds like a load of nonsense and it's embarrassing in the morning, I don't care. That felt good as fuck.

Smash or pass?

UBI works. 88% success rate.

Can you imagine how much bullshit we would cut out if we just gave everyone $500 a month? Yes, for everyone. None of this you're not qualified because of XYZ. Just there you go automatically when you reach the age of majority. Employed, self-employed, unemployed. With children, no children. Married or not. Etc. Doesn't matter. It's not much at all and even that would make people feel not absolutely terrified about what they're going to do. There is a countless multitude of reasons that someone could become stuck in a cycle. It can happen to you by the way. All it takes is one accident and then you too could be a loser. It seems so simple to me. So much bullshit could be completely avoided, so many people off of drugs and bad coping mechanisms because their lives are shit and they don't see a way out. A little break for them would mean so much. Even if you're completely Machiavellian and you don't give a shit about humanity, think about how it would benefit the economy and in turn yourself because people who aren't constantly terrified for their future tend to be the ideal producer for the market.

framing pussy as something small and passive and receptive is fun but limiting. like yeah yeah tight wet pussy getting pounded. whatever. love that. im also here for fat cunt smothering and clamping down violently around fingers and dicks like industrial machinery & i highly recommend you get into it too

Here is the pie. My reflection is in the kettle. lol

I'm making a cherry pie with cherries from the tree in the backyard and homemade crust. It's sickeningly saccharine, the level of malewife I project. I can feel it in my bones.

girl drooling on me and whimpering into the crook of my neck while i hold her close and jerk her off when

Smaller just means I can fit more of you in my mouth. <3

I hope all the people who went through their younger years thinking they should be embarrassed and ashamed of their small cock know that they are hot as fuck.

In two respects, btw, because first off you are 10 billion times more than just your package and in no way does your cock limit your ability to please a partner.

And also because there are scores of people who really really really enjoy small cock and think they are cute as hell and hot as hell and the implied lie by social pressures that large is all that matters is simply untrue.

<3 you small cock havers. :3

you horny and helpless thing, why don’t you go and edge yourself for a bit and get off to the thought of me again? Let me know how it is~

Yes Ma'am. <3

Oh fuck yeah.

I had to get off to the thought of you pinning and taking me. Forgive the pun but that sounds divine. <3

When I first started transitioning one of the very early changes was the loss of all my muscle mass. But, even as I am now I know I could grab you and hold you in place for my use~ I know you would struggle at first and feel my hot breath on your body as I exert myself to establish dominance but I also know that as I spread your legs and slip myself inside of you your resistance would melt away~ it feels so good to give in, doesn’t it?

I feel like something bad is going to happen. I'm enjoying myself a little too much and now something catastrophically horrible has to happen to put me in my place.

Okay but PLEASE married couple take me to be your husband who cooks and cleans and raises the kids and tag-team me every night to take the stress off. That would be so fucking hot. omg...

I do think it's pretty funny that fanfic premises based on illegitimate kids as an excuse for crossovers over the years have gone from "Mom character CHEATED on Dad character 😡" to "once upon a time, mommy and daddy had a threesome and now we have YOU!" lmaoooo. People don't want marital discord they just want a third parent

Grandmas were so right about puzzles and knitting and crocheting and solitaire and reading slow and slippers and baking and watching deer in the backyard send post

I'm making a cherry pie with cherries from the tree in the backyard and homemade crust. It's sickeningly saccharine, the level of malewife I project. I can feel it in my bones.

I think you’ve seen my favorite toy that I like to use on others rn but I’ve also got a tentacle dildo that I think would be just perfect for you! I’d love to bend you over and spank your ass while railing you until you couldn’t take it anymore (and then some!) I also like tentacle stuff and think you’d be a delight to explore with some toys~

Grinding in my seat reading this post I'm fuckin horny at 3am yes.

Girls moaning and breathing heavy as you jerk them off, you agree