cw violence ig? also me just panicking and needing to rant

my brother got beat up, like actually beat up by random drunk men last night and i have no idea how to be of help when he calls me to tell me and like hes a whole ocean away and there's absolutely nothing i can do but worry and panic and silently wish he never went to europe in the first place

and the worst part is im more worried about how my mom, who's in fucking colombia will react when he calls her bc he cant hide it from her but he plans to call her while in the fucking airport and shes going to have a fucking nervous breakdown and there's nothing i can do there either bc im not in fucking colombia and i am fucking panicking bc what the actual fuck am i supposed to do and how the fuck am i supposed to help and how the fuck am i meant to sooth people that are out of my physical range oh my fucking god

my brother is traumatized, beat up and needing to seek comfort from our mom but holy shit shes actually going to fucking lose her mind when she finds out and i have no idea of how to make anything better when im stuck at home in a country neither of them are in

What happened to what I brushed under the rug.

Twenty One Pilots - Backslide (Directed by Josh Dun)

Never forget that one time Ares beat the shit out of a guy for harassing his daughter.

Bonus scene from DLH

kaz brekker six of crows page 204

SAID IT ALREADY BUT I WISH U ALL THE BEST FOR UR TSC READ<3

thanks bestie 😭😭 jean made me laugh and that stopped the sobbing for now

but i have a feeling its gonna keep happening ajdkdk

i uhhhh started reading the sunshine court today

im fucking sobbing

freudian slip

i was going to go out with my dad tonight

i barely like to hang out with him

i dont like his side of the family, i dont like to hang out with them, so i dont

we fought everytime he forced me to go

he doesn't fucking learn that i just dont like them, they're fucking rude and judgmental and even more conservative than him

but now hes saying we're going out with them tonight

and im too much of a fucking coward to refuse

so here we fucking go ig

anyway uhhh the only thing going through my head during this midterm was backslide lmao

Wylan!!!

I made one more Chappell Roan synesthesia painting/collage and you know it had to be Good Luck Babe!! Thank you for all the support on this more experimental work-- I'm having so much fun!

thinking about that post of people assuming ao3 has an algorithm and also about how bonkers persistent the view is that ao3 is social media lite. like with startling regularity I get comments saying something along the lines of "it's probably weird to comment on a fic this old--" no it isn't!!!! this is an archive I am literally just assuming you searched for a selection of specific tags or sorted by kudos or looked back on my pseud or any other number of completely normal ways to use an archive site ?? kill the tiktok ghost in your brain and comment on old stuff it's NOT weird

the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

before hotdogs existed people at baseball games would just eat sticks and rocks

Would you like to find out what you would be the god of? Take my new uqiz to find out