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This feels like a personal attack
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I’m kinda bored might run into traffic to feel something
#way to often do i imagine myself getting hit by a car#the only reason I still look both ways before crossing the street#is so they driver doesn’t feel any grief for hitting another person#even if I feel a sense of relief as my bones crush#as pain wrap around my body like my childhood blanket#I’ll feel the comfort of death nearing me#as the sirens come closer yet sound far#too far to do anything#but the driver shouldn’t feel grief#all I wanted was to feel#pain seems like the only option#when everything else is out of reach
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I’m not really attracted to anyone but if you like me I’m already in love with you whoever you are.
#I don’t feel any attraction to anyone#for a long time I thought something was wrong with me#until someone said they liked me#I then started to get excited when around them#i don’t think much about who I want to be in a relationship with#but if you want to start talking I start thinking of our wedding#maybe something is wrong with me
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Watching the last episode of Disney shows just to feel something.
#sometimes when I’m sad I’ll watch last episode of shows#been feel kind nostalgic#heard the liv and Maddie theme song now I wanna die#i hate endings#they always make me sad#summer depression#Disney#Jessie#liv and maddie#gravity falls#good luck charlie
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I used to read old messages whenever I kissed them but I stopped when I saw that I had miss spelled a word. Since then I have been afraid that I made many other mistakes
#I didn’t even correct the word#the conversation continue like I didn’t just embarrassed myself#it was such a simple word too#how could I have spelled it wrong#I felt so embarrassed I deleted their number#reading old messages#missed them
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Just experienced the opposite of dissociation in which I felt like I had been shove into this body. Like I wasn’t aware that I was real but all of a sudden everything became so real and I was a newborn wanting to cry. I became so aware of the fact that people could see me and possibly talk to me. I was afraid to move knowing that the predators (people) was around searching for prey (me) so I tried to stay as still as possible until the idea that I was just a watcher not able to interact came back.
#dissociation#I was honestly afraid#I often forget I am real#I’m not real actually#I’m just there#but I was so scared to move#I felt like forever
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Just got a news notification that said a SIX YEAR OLD SHOT A GUN. I have so many thoughts but honestly what would you expect in a state with the third most registered guns in a country with the least gun control.
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I wrote a poem called, "Farting". It went like this:
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who farted?
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