Park Hae Jin for Esquire Korea (February 2015 Issue)

her reaction was something haejin would have suspected; women often get a bit embarrassed by touches such as the one haejin placed upon her cheek - fleeting and soft. but he still found himself staring at her intently, something about the way she reacted made him feel a bit odd. was it because he never truly allowed himself to take notice of women in general? perhaps. either way - her soft voice broke him out of his thoughts and he gave his head a small tilt. 

“dirt.” he replied “oh your cheek. i couldn’t let you walk around with it - not while i noticed it was there.”

it was a simple reason really. he himself wouldn’t find it professional to walk around with features covered in grime; and as a young women she might dislike it even more (though haejin is a bit of a clean freak). 

shifting back slightly, he allowed his hands to fall at his sides, or - in his pockets rather. the weather was cold, the sky tinted gray as the snowy white specs fell slowly. winter, a beautiful yet chilling time of the year. 

“–pardon?”

Eunae was a bit taken aback when the stranger reached out his hand and brush it against her cheeks, somehow managing to blush at such caring gesture performed by the man (because, realistically, who wouldn’t?). It embarrass her to realize that rosy tint are probably spreading on her cheeks, making her appear like as if she purposely put on too much blush-on to her complexion. 

She took a brief and quick once-over to the tall man, blinking once, twice, before averting her gaze to the freezing weather that envelops the sky. Eunae coughed to break the awkward air that’s coating them, somehow finding the gut to look back at him while brushing her finger against her cheeks. 

“What was that, mister?” 

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3. Cheek

“you’ve got something here,” 

his voice was low; a quiet tone as to not startle the women before him. his hand raised slowly and he allowed his fingers to brush against the smooth surface of her cheek, brushing away the bit of dirty that lay against the skin. he wasn’t sure as to how it managed it’s way upon the women’s complexion, but it was now gone. as he lowered his hand, he shifted his gaze away.

he wasn’t used to touching others. not even in the most innocent of way’s - it was just too foreign. 

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“i’m merely stating what i know,” haejin replied to aurel’s usual harsh tone with a tone of indifference, it was again - usual for the younger to be a bit of a spitfire. in all the time that haejin has known the  man, he’s been a clockwork of emotions. he just wasn’t quite sure as to why the younger had such a sudden interest in the holiday. it was actually a bit odd - seeing as aurel didn’t really enjoy doing many festive things, meaning he wasn’t one to spread good will onto those around him. yet he was so intent on decorating haejin’s home like some sort of winter wonderland. he could only imagine what the other would do to the mortuary he worked in. 

haejin let his head lean back against the back of the couch, and then turn his gaze towards the younger male. he could see how aurel seemed to be a bit sour in his mood, and felt an obligation to try and change that. 

“do you want some tea? or maybe hot chocolate...? to be true to the festive season i’d go with the later.” he trailed off, his gaze shifting away from aurel to sevvy; who’d just pounced into his lap. his hand lowered and he let his fingers stroke at the kitten’s fur in a lazy manner, feeling a bit amused about how earlier aurel wanted to don a bell on the little thing. perhaps when sevvy laid for a nap they’d manage it. until then, haejin had doubt that the kitten would allow that jingly thing anywhere near him.

as haejin thought about it, it wasn’t really important as to why the younger was so headstrong about the decoration, all that really mattered was that haejin had to spend the rest of the night making his house festive, regardless of his own desire to keep the festivity out of his home. (even though his family before the incident were very much into the holidays, it just seemed a bit wrong to haejin to partake in such things without them present).

𝓭𝒆𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓱𝒆 𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓼

The lack of incoming wealth and luck never prevented the mortician from continuously stepping foot into Haejin’s home. Once again, during a crisp evening in Seoul, Aurel found himself spontaneously bursting within his friend’s home with the announcement that they were going to decorate for Christmas. As an individual who grew up in the absence of Christianity, the appeal of Christmas had never caught Aurel’s eye despite all the commercialization and hype that surrounded the holiday’s name. It wasn’t until a spiteful remark given from a haughty auctioneer in regards to his banal ways of life had set the mortician off and made him declare that he wasn’t stale and knew of holiday spirit just as well as anyone else. It’s only because I work at a mortuary that I am visioned as a prude individual, Aurel had snapped, If you saw me out of these doors then I would be the jolliest mortician that you would have ever laid your eyes upon!

Now, due to his inane remark, Aurel found himself struggling to put a simple golden bell upon his kitten’s safety collar and was suffering the consequence. Prince Severus, the poor kitten, was squirming and desperately attempting to get away from his owner’s grip. It wasn’t until moments later the kitten managed to get away with a snarl and a missed scratch towards his owner’s hands, in which the brunet promptly replied to with a scoff as the tiny kitten jetted off. As if adding gasoline to the flames, Haejin’s words slammed against Aurel’s earbuds soon after and the scowl that decorated the younger’s face only deepened as brown eyes snapped towards the other male with a deadly gleam.

“Why,” Aurel began, his tone shrill, “I was wholesomely unaware that you held the authority in regards to my personality and overall demeanor. All this time, I naively thought that I was the one in charge of where to place my interests and how I act towards others. ” His eyes narrowing, he waltz past the true question that had left Haejin’s words. Mindful of his pride, he didn’t want the older man to know that he was upset over a simple, frivolous spat.

𝓭𝒆𝓬𝓴 𝓽𝓱𝒆 𝓱𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓼

the holidays were never quite haejin’s thing; yet he’s standing in his living room hanging up decorations due to a certain house guest that he’s forced to entertain. although, he wasn’t too much against the notion when the younger told of his ignorance of the holiday season and it’s customs, this caused haejin to feel a bit of offense, maybe because he always had such fond memories of the lit up tree in his living room and the fresh coco as his mother told them stories of st. nicolas and his adventures around the globe. 

so as he finished putting tinsel around the entry way to the kitchen, he turned on his heel and let his hands fall to his waist. he took in the sight of aurel attempting to place a jingle bell on sevvy’s collar (and having much difficulty), and sighed out a long sigh before tilting his head. 

“so, tell me what set fire to this curiosity about the holiday season?” he inured lowly, moving from the door way to take a seat upon the black leather couch, “it’s a bit out of character for you to be interested in such festive notions.”

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 - so haejin needs more interactions with people so hit me up via tumblr message or pm me for my aim; as i’m kinda more selective with who i give that out to. i’ll eventually create a plot page but until then feel free to invade his askbox with whatever you can come up with and we’ll see how it goes. deep down haejin is just a introverted slightly freaky twenty-seven year old with some issues.

snowed in and christmas tree :,)

• christmas tree: our muses will go either to buy a tree or chop one up themselves.

“so you want me to bring an axe?”

phone calls from aurel were expected to be a bit rash, as the other usually didn’t call haejin, but rather forced himself into the elders home when he needed something. to receive a call meant that either a) aurel was up to no good, b) he had done something stupid, or c) a mixture of the two. 

“i want to cut down this tree.”

oh, that was a surprise. haejin leaned his back against the wall near the kitchen entrance; his one leg crossing over the other as he let the back of his head rest against the surface of the wall. “a tree?”

“isn’t that needed for christmas?”

“there isn’t room in your shop to put a tree.”

“that’s why it’s going in your house, you neanderthal.”

“i don’t have a say?”

“do you ever?”

“...right, you’re right. i’ll meet you in fifteen.”

“make that ten.”

as the other hung up, one word came to haejin’s mind. 

brat.

• snowed in: muses are in the same place and aren’t able to leave because of the amount of snow. (home, office, etc.)

every single blanket the man owned, was current wrapped around aurel and sevvy, the two lounging on haejin’s couch as the elder started a fire. the weather was harsh that night and it wasn’t planned that his “friend” come to stay the night. but seeing as one step out the door meant the younger would most likely freeze; he offered the spare bedroom. 

the younger was grateful in his own way, of course - because everything was just ‘ his own way ‘ when it came to aurel. after the fire was set, he walked to the kitchen to brew up some tea.

“i know why you aren’t cold,” the younger yawned from the couch, “it’s because your heart is  made of ice.”

“yes.” haejin sighed, “i’m actually a ice demon come to wreck havoc on the poor souls of the innocent.”

“i knew it.”

“shut up and drink your honey.”

my holiday wishlist:

• christmas tree: our muses will go either to buy a tree or chop one up themselves.

• thanksgiving dinner: our muses will attempt to cook a full thanksgiving meal for their family(ies) together.

• baby it’s cold outside: the weather is all snow, leading the muses to setting up their fireplace and snuggling by it.

• black friday rendezvous: muses are both dragged by someone else to do black friday shopping, and meet while miserably waiting for their friends to finish shopping.

• mistletoe: muses are at a mutual friend’s party but don’t know each other and find themselves under the mistletoe.

• christmas miracle: muses have been trying to have a baby for a long time and finally find out they are expecting on christmas.

• christmas delivery: one muse is pregnant and has been ready to pop for a week already, and finally goes into labor on christmas day.

• family reunion: muses are family member who haven’t seen each other in years and finally reunite during the holidays.  

• furry holidays: muses find a furry friend at their door during one of the coldest days of the year.

• christmas lights: muses decide to decorate their home(s) for the holidays and go through many adventures in the process.

• snowed in: muses are in the same place and aren’t able to leave because of the amount of snow. (home, office, etc.)

• snowstorm: muses are at the airport when they find out they can’t take their flight home for the holiday because of the snow.

"No, it was my fault for thinking that you might care."

it was kind of ridiculous but usually aurel was rather ridiculous. haejin stared at the plate on the table before the younger, then glanced up at aurel’s sour expression, before back to the plate. his lips parted for a moment, as if he were to speak - but closed again soon after. 

what could he say? it wasn’t his fault aurel liked his steak too rare and haejin didn’t want him to get sick from it. so instead, he just sighed and shook his head. 

“right.”

RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS

Following my AUs and Prompts List from a few months back, here is a compilation of my favorite sentence starters for all your writing needs.

Because most of them aren’t mine, credits are at the end.

SHORT

“Marry me.” “Do you want me to leave?” “You are not going without me.” “I can’t believe you!” “I swear it won’t happen again.” “What did you say?” “I’m not jealous.” “You’re jealous, aren’t you?” “We can’t keep doing this.” “Are you sure this is legal?” “Isn’t this amazing?” “I’m going to take care of you, okay?” “Stay the night. Please.” “You can’t die. Please don’t die.” “Run away with me.” “You did WHAT?”  “Quit whining.” “Get outta my sight!” “Why are you so annoying?” “Were you ever going to tell me?” “Never in a million years.” “Don’t ask me that…” “I might have had a few shots.” “What’s with the box?” “W- What are you doing?” “Say it!” “I could kiss you right now!” “Are you done with that?” “What’s going on here?” “Stop pinning this on me! You started it!” “It’s your fault we’re in this mess.”  “Did you do this on purpose?!”  “Kiss me.” “Are you still awake..?”  “Excuse you?”  “This is all your fault!” “I can’t believe you dragged me into this.” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!”  “I shouldn’t be in love with you!” “It’s not fair!” “I could kill you right now!” “Knock it off!” “Screw you!” “You’re a complete moron!” “I love this song!” “I can’t be in love with you!” “Make me.” “Don’t tempt me.” “I hate you.” “You are infuriating!” “Just shut up already.” “That doesn’t even make sense.” “Bite me.” “Eat me.” “Kiss my ass.” “Just admit I’m right.” “Just admit you’re wrong.” “You are being ridiculous!” “That’s irrational.” “Listen to me!” “That’s not what I meant and you know it.” “Don’t yell at me.” “That’s it. End of discussion.” “I don’t believe you.” “You shouldn’t have said that.” “Fuck you!” “Shut your mouth before I shut it for you.” “How dare you?” “I dare you!”  “It’s you, it’s always been you.”  “Well this is awkward…” “Just pretend to be my date”.  

MISCELLANEOUS

“Are you really gonna leave without asking me the question you’ve been dying to ask me?” “The planet is fine. The people are fucked.” “I just did some calculations, and I’ve been able to determine that you’re full of shit.” “You know what I like most about people? Pets.” “Do you ever think if people heard our conversations they’d lock us up?” “What about a compromise? I’ll kill them first, and if it turns out they were friendly, I’ll apologize.” “I don’t hate you.. I just don’t like that you exist.” “Love is the jelly to sunshine’s peanut butter. And if I tell you that I’m in sandwich with you, I’m not just saying it to get in your Ziploc bag.” “Do things that make you happy within the confines of the legal system.” “Did you really just insult Captain America in front of me?” “Can I touch your boob?” “It’s not that you’re wrong, exactly, you’re just extremely not right.” “You shouldn’t be trusted with small children, should you?” “Give me cake or give me death.” “On a scale from, ’I can sometimes make important phone calls without crying’ to ’I have a stable job with a steady income, a spouse who loves me, a dog, and two kids who are screwed up minimally at worst’, how much of an adult are you?” “You think I’m dumb enough to fall for that stupid move?” “Despite the cliche, it’s not me, it’s you.” “Obviously you can’t tell a woman you just met that you love her, but it sucks that you can’t.” “No, it was my fault for thinking that you might care.” “When you love someone, you just don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy… even then. Specially then!” “If you’re not scared, then you’re not taking a chance. If you’re not taking a chance, then what the hell are we doing anyway?” “I think I’ve been holding myself back from falling in love with you all over again.” “What have I told you about the toilet seat?” “I tried to change the duvet and I got stuck inside.” “I vote today to be a pajama day.” “You have to tell me why were committing a felony before we do it. Not that that’s going to stop us, but at least I’ll have all the facts.” “I don’t leave messages. If I wanted to talk to a machine, I’d talk to my VCR.” “I can be flexible. As long as everything is exactly the way I want it, I’m totally flexible.” “You know we’re suppose to be together. I knew it the first time I saw you, and you know it, too. I know you do.” “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?” “I’m not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.” “What I hear when I’m being yelled at is people caring loudly at me.” “I am NOT crying, okay?! I’m allergic to jerks!” “This would not happen if I had a penis!” “That’s almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.” “All nighter, you and me. First one to fall sleep buys the other dinner.” “I don’t think I’ve ever played spin the bottle.”  “Sorry! I didn’t mean to touch your butt.”  “I’m ok, thank you. Just please, stop talking to me.”  “To the night you’ll never remember!” “Excuse me, did the 12:15 bus come by already?” “Could I sit here? All the other tables are full.” “Are you meeting someone here? Because.. I think I’m that person.”  “You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!”  “It must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.” “Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts his/her cake hole.” “I’m not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren’t even hot.” “You better take care of that car or I swear I’ll haunt your ass!” “This is the dumbest thing you’ve ever done.“ “It’s a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.” “I could do that, but could doesn’t mean would.” “You cannot fathom the immensity of the fucks I don’t give.” “You’re like, five feet tall. How you gonna reach me, shortie?” “I recognize that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it”  “Do you need me to kill someone for you?”  “Look out where you’re going, asshole!”  “Fuck the sandwich guy!”  “I did not mean for stripping to come out of this.”  “The whole street is blocked off. The police won’t tell us anything, but I think there’s been some kind of attack… Maybe a bomb?”  “Oh my god, are you okay? I’m calling the police. I think I saw who did this to you.”  “I’m weird, you’re weird, we could have weird little babies and live weirdly ever after if it wasn’t for the fact I find you repulsive.” “There is nothing wrong with planning a wedding with a video game character.” “I’m gonna lay down and die for like half hour okay?”    “There’s been some real friction in our friend group lately. I suggest an orgy to save our friendships.” “It’s midnight, what do you want?”  “I think I know how to use a bed.” “If I wake up in the morning and I’m dead… Wait.” “You are completely unfit to handle a child.” “We have to get out of this place. It is EVIL.” “Don’t you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!”  “When in doubt curl into the fetal position and give up on life.” “It’s not a double date, we’re just third and forth wheeling.”

PREGNANCY

“I have something to tell you…” “I think I’m pregnant.” “I’m pregnant!” “When were you going to tell me that you’re pregnant?”  “You’re smart and successful with an adorable belly.”  “$50 bucks says it’s a girl/boy.”  “Pregnancy suits you…” “Hello little one. We can’t wait to meet you…” “I’ll just be in the bathroom throwing my fucking guts up because our unborn kid wants to be a dick!” “There’s someone I’d like you to meet…” “Shh… He/she’s sleeping..” “I have a special surprise for you. Close your eyes and follow me.” “No, no, no, no, no, we aren’t ready… We aren’t ready for kids yet!” “Oh, gosh, I felt it! I felt a kick!”

FLUFF

“Your hair is so soft…” “You’re so cute when you pout like that!” “Just relax, I’ll wash your hair for you.” “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.” “What, does that feel good?” “HA! I found a weak-spot on you, didn’t I?” “Are you wearing my shirt?”  “You are ridiculously comfortable…” “I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with…” “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this…” “You’re beautiful, you know that?” “We should get a puppy!”

STARGAZING

“Aren’t they beautiful?” “These stars are nothing compared to the ones I’ve seen in your eyes.” “Shooting star, make a wish.” “It’s actually a comet, but I’ll still make one.” “Imagine if it could always be this way, even in the city.” “Never thought something so beautiful could exist in nature…” “Wouldn’t it be cool to name a star after yourself?” “Y'know, your roof may not be the safest place for us to stargaze.” “This is why you made me drive three hours out into the middle of nowhere?” “Is that a– Wait, no, just an airplane.” “I wouldn’t mind falling asleep out here.

FLIRTY/SUGGESTIVE/SEXUAL

“Did you just… finish?” “They always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly, this is getting dangerous.” “I’m not actually feeling anything.” “Are you getting any closer?” “Why do they make this look so easy in all those porn movies?! This hurts like fuck!” “Did something just happen? You’re not turned on anymore.” “Shit sorry, am I going too fast?” “Wow, you’re hot.” “Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?” “Hey, I’m open minded.” “Keep sweet-talking and this could go a whole new direction.” “I think it’s about time we stop avoiding the obvious.” “I’m gonna be honest with you. I’m really horny, and you’re really hot. Can we fuck? Like, now?” “I see someone’s happy to see me.” “I saw that. You just checked me out.” “You know, when this is over, we should really have angry sex.” “Take off your clothes.”  “Tell all those other guys/girls you don’t need them ‘cause you got me.” “Don’t give me that face, it’s so cute I might not be able to hold back.” “Boobs are really just squishy pillows.”  “If you don’t get turned on by having your neck kissed somethings wrong with you.”  “Blasphemy! Sex solves everything.” “I platonically want to have sex with you. No big deal.”

TEXTS

[text]: What do you want now? [text]: Do you want to bet on that? [text]: Guess who just got back in town. [text]: So I might be in a hospital right now… [text]: We can’t keep doing this anymore! [text]: Come on, come to the party! [text]: Can you pick me up from the bar? Too drunk to drive. [text]: You have no clue how I feel so shut up. [text]: I call bullshit. [text]: You thought you could get away with that, didn’t you? [text] I gave up great shower sex to be here so don’t say I never did anything for our friendship. [text] Living alone for four weeks has given me unrealistic expectations of pantslessness. [text] Also, my bed has glitter in it for reasons I do not recall. [text] Who says no to sex and donuts?! [text] I know what you did last summer…

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“Fine. Your silence says everything you won’t.”

how could he say anything, when his man seemed to figure out haejin faster than expected - how was he supposed to clarify or deny the accusations thrown his way? he decided to remain silent, to choose rather to keep it all up in the air. it was better this way, better not to get attached or allow himself to become - known.

“Don’t shut me out like this!”

“don’t take it personal,” the elder replied, because to be honest - he usually shut everyone out. this kid was no exception.