i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need my knife i need it so bad i need to cut properly deeply not like this

mental illness experience

i started cutting in visible places to spite my dad who took away my fav blade (he doesn't know i have more) but this is not seeming like a such a good idea when i actually got home...

“it is what it is”

i say as i start reaching my blade

ill be playing with a blade then get mad it cut me

sh culture is desperately wanting to go deeper but knowing you wont be able to hide it

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pre shower makeup? nah man, pre shower cvts.

i cant do this anymore

cvtting after a really hot shower is so cosy omfg ^-^

knife confiscated

whatever there are other ways i'm not staying around for this

Most people say that having to wrap yourself up all alone after cvtting is the loneliest, most gut wretching feeling.

For me it's actually the most peaceful moment I've ever experienced.

The world just goes quiet for a while, my body calms down and I just sit there for a while, feeling all empty and calm

”don’t ⭐️ve yourself! You’ll lose your period and become infertile!”

are the actual cons with us in the room rn?

idk if it distracts from them or draws more attention to the wrist??

Why does cvtting make me feel so pretty? Like I know it shouldn't and it's a problem but it makes me feel so beautiful.

WHY IS EVERYTHING MY FUCKING FAULT

the only part of my body i like is my scars