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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Lavender lamborghini roll up in a blue bikini bitches on the beaches looking super cute and freaky all my friends are princesses we keep it whipped and creamy ice cubes on our tongues because we like to keep it freezy

Cradle a Puppy like a Baby.

I really don't care if Miley Cyrus smoked a bong. She's 18? She can live her own life...

u either chill with me or without me.. but u have to chill either way. that's what i always say.

Fiona Apple // photo: Ellen Tunney

"Rent should be no more than 30% of household income" is a really funny and roundabout way to say "property owners as a class are entitled to 30% of gross wages"

a comic about a truck