gakumas relationship chart just dropped and these two .

i know what you are........

With my Miku at Malcon 2024 💖

tokyo street snap

Cat loves being buried in sand

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If y’all ever need pictures of animals tucked into bed please do not hesitate to hit my line I have a very small folder specifically for that

i think once i graduate i'm gonna deactivate all my accounts irls know about and block them on literally everything. i'm already fighting as hard as i can to not leave every single groupchat i'm in abruptly

everyone is so annoying and they don't care about me. i doubt they're even going to remember me within a few months and I HOPE THEY DONT!!! i need to disappear from everyones brains as quickly as possible. i think i should change my phone number too

イラスト本と平成女児アクスタ出したいので頑張ります。

madohomu

usahana × choten chan!

the birds just started chirping and distracted my thoughts. i should probably go to sleep . i shouldn't worry about it too much since in the end i always daydream so much the next day i completely forget what even happened the day before

i am the only one awake in the house and am crying in the middle of night at 3am just because i saw some persons instagram account come up in my "suggested for you" while scrolling. i am the worlds #1 most pathetic person currently !!

everytime their instagram account gets recommended to me i get upset. i used to be so close to them. we both were suffering and would pretty much lick eachothers wounds. but as the years passed my mental state got worse and i lost the ability to talk with people and pretty much ghosted them. they eventually moved away to live in another city...

i'm jealous. throughout those years i saw them improve, while i've deteriorated. they're living such a better life. i barely even recognize them anymore. they changed so much. if they saw me now, i wonder if they'd think the same thing about me.

i wish i grew like they did. where did i go wrong? what did they do that i didn't? if i knew things would end up this way, i would have wished they never got better. it's a shitty thing to think, but i don't want to feel as if everyone is moving forward while i'm stuck in place, and infact, moving backwards. i don't want to suffer alone. i wish others were cursed the same way i am. i want them to be trapped in the cramped cage together with me. just so i can feel a bit better about myself.

i think i'm a horrible person

地雷系ファッションらぁらちゃん

Why does tragedy exist?

Because you are full of rage

Why are you full of rage?

Because you are full of grief