I’m already making the call that August will be all of our months. With discipline, self control, and consistency, anything is possible 🧘🏼‍♀️🌷

I would murder 100 twinks in cold blood if it made me have the body of Timothee Chalame

Last night…let’s not talk about it 😬

trying to explain how I already reached my cal intake like:

getting back in contact with people after a depressive episode is so wild because it's like hey sorry i dropped off the face of the earth and never responded to your attempts to reach out for months i was six feet deep in a grave of my own making when i suddenly realized i didn't want to die down there and had to claw my way to the surface inch by inch on my belly like a worm until i felt the sunlight on my face again. anyway how have you been? how are things? but you can't SAY that so you're just like. um. hi. do you still like me 👉👈

Gender as soup is the best metaphor I have ever read with my two eyes

btw you can use whatever gender seasonings you want. paint your nails, wear breast forms, wear a binder, pack, tuck, dress however you want, whatever. you are adding ingredients to your gender soup.

I always feel so desperate to be thin but then keep shoving food in my face. how do I unlock the secrets of the ppl who can just restrict and fast without constantly binging?

It’s genuinely making me so distressed thinking of how much progress I had made last year that I just destroyed this year with my absolutely weak willpower

The realisation that the c4lorie count of some foods does not include the c4lories of the oil used to fry that food will never vacate my mind, I will constantly live in paranoia

i want my honeymoon phase back man </3 i want to go back to week long fasts, apple cider vinegar every morning, ppl begging me to eat bc i haven’t in days, seeing beauty in death and illness </33

Gifts from edtwt

Not much restriction going on in this binge restrict cycle, i feel conned 😒

Why am I still even trying to have relationships with men when it has been proven to me that no guy will ever reach the standard of Kim Namjoon?

Why? Why? Why do I always get such intense cravings the week before my period? That is the one week every month that without exception makes me feel like a failure bc I always give in and always overeat. I wouldn’t exactly call it binges, but they’re very damn close

Bestie. You need therapy. Not a Fae prince with midnight hair and razor sharp jawline who hates you because he thinks of you. Often. It's disgusting, and he can't stop.

Just got back from holiday and my mum said I look skinnier, massive W