It is nearing 5:30am and I have been awake since 2am. Partially due to my own insomnia, mostly due to my kiddo who I believe is getting a cold and is only sleeping well sitting up in my arms.
My proverbial cup has been pretty empty lately. I feel like I have been giving a lot to all those around me with nothing to fuel me or give me a timeout to enjoy myself. But these last two sleepless nights have sucked my absolutely dry. I have been taking things day by day, but today may be an hour by hour kind of day.
I’m exhausted in more ways than one and just don’t know how to pull myself up by my bootstraps anymore. I would love to be a hermit and hide from all responsibilities and expectations, even if just for a day, but I have no idea how to relax anymore.
No one is going to read this, and that’s okay. I just need to have a moment where I say, this is hard and I am oh so tired but I’m gonna keep going.
TL;DR Being a mom is hard. But I’ll survive.
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Overlapping the fandoms.
The Mighty Boosh 1x04
Jibcon 2022
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I miss these two. And the rest of the Richmond Dogs.
TED LASSO -> ( 2020-2023 )
↳ 2.01 | 3.01
↳ 2.09 | 3.12
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still waiting for Pedro to show @ the Met Gala
it's been 84 years...
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Same person, different multiverse.
Nick Offerman, a man of simple pleasures
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Ryan Gosling may be my Roman Empire.
Ryan is amazing 🥹
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I love being my kid’s safe space.
I desperately wish she would sleep through the night again.
I hate nighttime. My anxiety is through the roof.
I am so tired.
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This amazing lady has starred alongside some of my favorite men, except Pedro. Someone remedy this, please.
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This may be what heaven looks like.
“My friends mom collects miniatures of designer chairs and these are some of them 😫” via twitter
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When does sleep deprivation set in… 5 nights in a row of VERY little sleep have led to me barely recognizing myself. My patience is at zero and i am insanely quick to anger. I am not interested in anything, food included. My face has completely broken out. I just want to sleep and i hate that that is such a difficult request to fulfill.
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Let’s GOOOO 2024!!!
Here’s to an amazing new year, guys!
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it’s canon
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Rewatch 3 (or maybe 4) of The Good Wife and I am already falling under the Will Gardner charm.
The Good Wife
In re-watching The Good Wife I find myself once again wondering: how can you NOT fall head over heels in love with Will Gardner?
Anyone else out there feel me on this??
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Parenting, and especially toddler parenting, is not for the weak. And the holidays with a toddler may just be too much for me.
I am doing my best to enjoy the days and be happy in the moment. I failed at that this evening.
I let myself get overstimulated. I let the anxiety and anger win.
Happy Holidays to all and pray for January 1st to arrive without too many incidents.
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Rebecca and Boat Man are my ultimate ship.
This man is glorious and lovely.
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This is a spectacular story in three photos.
me when someone watches supernatural
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2:18am to 4:40am.
That’s how long I was awake with my toddler.
I walked 1.02 miles pacing her room and the living room.
Happy Sleep Regression to me.
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