I think Tumblr is trying to diagnose me with autism, lol. Honestly, valid (my parents are like anti-therapy & anti-behavioral assessment, so I've never been tested for anything. My aunt is literally diagnosed as bipolar, & my mom refuses to believe anyone else could have it, like I seriously don't think she understands genetics. And because she used to work with teens on the far side of the spectrum, nonverbal, immobile and such, she completely forgets that it's a spectrum.) Like, it's not a tag I follow, it's sometimes adjacent to my fandoms, but I never search for it. I just got served like a dozen posts back-to-back.

Mordred

Debated back and forth all day if I should do another (probably my dozenth) rewatch of Hannibal, because it's the first 3-day weekend I've had in a while (perfect amount of time for a binge), kept wavering, wanting to get some cleaning done, but kept coming across Hannigram posts, and then I remembered that it is the year anniversary of my first time watching it. My sentimental ass can't say no.

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

Macdennis bingo card :)) I dont care what you do with it i just made it for fun

im gnna put this up against my fics and see how tropey i am lol feel free to use this as a prompt board or just see if you can get a bingo by reading fics

Mads Mikkelsen, Hugh Dancy, and Laurence Fishburne - Hannibal behind the scenes

There are moments where I feel insanely guilty for having my own secret, internal RPF theories based on the chemistry of mlm ships portrayed by men who are close friends in real life. Then, I remember that it's literally only glob.

Like I love Ineffable Husbands so much, but David Tennant & Michael Sheen's chemistry in real life, though adorable, feels sincerely platonic. I'm obsessed with Murder Husbands, but Mads Mikkelsen & Hugh Dancy's friendship feels merely playful to me. I'm a sucker for BlackBonnet/GentleBeard because Taika Waititi & Rhys Darby's long-term friendship shows the deep affection, respect, and trust they have for another. I can literally lose hours watching all of these pairings in their interviews together and other projects they share (Staged was an absolute obsession of mine after finishing GO S2), but I don’t see them as their characters.

I love all of those mlm canon ships, but I never find myself thinking that these men are actually romantically/sexually entangled. Yet, the only ship, not technically canon (Macdennis), is the only one I can't help but think of as being rooted in reality (not even in a factual 'this happened' kind of way, more like 'that is some real life UST between those bros'). Like Rob McElhenney & Glenn Howerton aren't just the actors of IASIP; they are the writers, producers, and creators. They admit to putting parts of themselves into their characters; their chemistry and dynamic is completely paralleled in the way they interact out of character; their level of flirtation and jealousy is sus af. The little crush-like quirks their characters do, mirror how they act in interviews, podcasts, and premieres.

I'm not a person to write or perpetuate rpf, because I think it's messed up to make theories about people's personal lives/sexual identities and spout it as truth, when it's based off fictitious characters; but goddamn, Rob & Glenn, my brothers in Christ, you are never beating the allegations.

Like at this point, Macdennis is still trying to catch up to being as gay as Rob & Glenn's real-life anecdotes and interactions.

The Return of the Queen

the crushing guilt of being unproductive vs the exhaustion of being burned out. fight.

Mac's entire "The gang goes to hell" arc summarised

He’s so cunty