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nerdthings-blog 7 years
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He gave me butterflies.
Every girl says that when she likes a guys she gets butterflies in her stomach.
Butterflies eat rotting flesh. I have butterflies. I am dead inside. Everything in me is just dead because of him. It has been dead so long that I am rotting. The butterflies are eating out my insides because of him.聽
I had butterflies in my stomach but they ate that. They ate my lungs and my heart too. So now I can鈥檛 eat, I can鈥檛 breathe, and I can鈥檛 feel.
He gave me butterflies.
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For once I don鈥檛 want to be the fucking one who cares more.
You鈥檙e tearing me apart (excerpt from a book I鈥檒l never write #16)
It hurts when you can't make your self care as much as the other person too. You want to care and love them but you already too many times so now you are just empty. There is nothing left to give.
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I am ready to be done hurting.
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nerdthings-blog 8 years
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Is anyone there? Anyone I don鈥檛 know in real life who wants to listen to the crap I am feeling right now?
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nerdthings-blog 8 years
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I have no one to talk to. I am ranting to a page for a depressing book I am writing and I realize I have no one to talk to. There is not a soul in he world I can tell all the crap I am feeling to right now. I am not close enough with anyone that I can vent the overwhelming feelings a despair and hopeless right now. And to be honest... It sucks
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Hamilton: Eliza, where are my essays?
Eliza: WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW! We are going upstate.
Hamilton: I need them! We are talking about the greater good.
Eliza: GREATER GOOD! I AM YOUR WIFE! I鈥橫 THE GREATEST GOOD YOU鈥橰E EVER GONNA GET!
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The term for this is called Hiraeth. It applies to homes that never existed, like homes in fictional words or the feeling of home you never got to feel. It also applies to homes you can鈥檛 go back to, like when you move and realize that you can never go back to how life was when you lived there.聽
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My Friend Asked About Fandoms
Fandoms are a lot like cats. There are varying levels of people who like cats and varying levels of how the cats are mentioned.
Normal/Average people:
These people may or may not have a cat(fandom). They rarely talk about them and when they do it only happens when it is natural in conversation. They do not care if you like their cat and they do not make a big deal about it. They talk considerably more about their cat if it is brand new. They will also talk about it much more if it is a rescue(cult classic) and needs lots of talking up.
Hates Cats/Fandoms:
These people openly protest other people鈥檚 cats. They refuse to own one or hold one or even look at one. They make a big deal about being a dog person and bash cats any chance they get.聽
Crazy Cat Ladies/Totally obsessed:
These people not only own a cat they ADORE their cat. They usually start with one cat but then they find more they like and next thing you know they have way too many cats. They show pictures of their cats to everyone, mention them in almost any conversation, and their obsession is clear. They are usually covered in cat hair(fandom accessories) and they are always checking up on their cats. Their cats are also the reason why they are broke.聽
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