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heehhehehe im glad you liked it~~
PLS IT WAS SO GOOD AND SOFT AND SWEET AND HHHHHHHHHH
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┊❝ their love languages
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SYNOPSIS | their love languages, giving & receiving
CHARACTERS | nito nazuna, narukami arashi, suou tsukasa, sena izumi, tsukinaga leo, sakuma ritsu
READER | gender neutral
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love goes both ways. a partner is to give, and a partner is to receive. no lover is the same, and no flavor of love is repeated. the five languages of love- words of affirmation, acts of service, quality time, physical affection, & gifts- are the 5 languages one may speak to their partner to show their love. they may speak just one or multiple, but the way it is spoken is simply, uniquely them.
NITO NAZUNA
— giving { words of affirmation, physical touch, & acts of service
Perhaps it may be his own desire for words of affirmation which causes this, but Nazuna loves reassuring you. He wants you to feel as loved as you make him feel loved; he wants to create the warmth in your heart, just as you did for his. He wants you to feel safe in his arms, just as he is in yours. You did it for him, and he wants to do the same for you. He's ever so grateful that you came into his life- to him, you're a true blessing. He wants to be that to you as well, and he's happy to do everything to achieve that.
If there was a time that Nazuna couldn't wrap his arms around you, couldn't pepper your face with kisses, couldn't hold your hand through the crowds- he'd go insane. He needs to feel you, to touch you, to hold you. You're the one keeping his feet on the floor, the one to bring him back to base after working with all his might to achieve his goals. Being in his arms meant that you were safe, and when you accepted his love in this manner, he felt loved too. He feels loved by loving, something only you can bring him.
Nazuna doesn't even have to think about doing the small things for you- the things you've forgotten, the things you rush, the things you struggle with. He'll lift it off your plate if you let him, ever so gently. He wants you to be comfortable; the things that bothered you ever so slightly would slowly but surely be gone, one by one. Before you know it, you'd be relying on him for your keys and someone to make you lunch every morning, and he's happy to do that all for you. But even if you leave him, he won't stop completely, right away, if you let him. He'll take it, slowly, one by one, so that it's letting the bandaid slowly peel off, rather than ripping it off whole.
— receiving { words of affirmation, quality time, & a hint of physical affection
There are times when Nazuna looks up at the ceiling, and he pretends he's under the stars. He can see everyone else's dreams and aspirations ever so clearly, how they seem to be getting closer with each passing day. But sometimes, he can't find his own star. He knows it's there, but it's nowhere to be seen. He could locate it just yesterday, but now he can't. But when you're there, it shines ever so brightly: when you say everything is going to be okay, when you tell him he's doing a wonderful job, when you tell him he's been working hard. The star's always been there, but he can see it now, ever so clearly, thanks to you.
Sometimes, Nazuna thinks he's greedy. He wants to spend more time on his career, working on his idol skills and helping Ra*bits reach new opportunities to shine- but at the same time, he wants to spend time with you. He wants time for you to look at him, to make him feel more whole than work could ever. There was a certain fulfillment that Nazuna feels when you spend time with him. Even if it's just the little moments- cuddling on the couch when both of you are home, cooking dinner when he comes back early- he really treasures those to an extent he could never, ever truly describe.
If there's one thing Nazuna doesn't understand about himself, it's that he doesn't crave physical affection for himself as much as he gives it. Of course, he absolutely enjoys giving it, like taking a deep breath of the freshest air atop the greatest mountain, but when given to him, he doesn't quite know how to react. He loves it, no doubt; he wouldn't trade it for anything else, but it's he finds himself momentarily freezing at. The more sudden it is, the more noticeable the pause is to him. Sometimes he feels like he doesn't deserve it, as much as you tell him that he does. Sometimes he feels that he isn't good enough to deserve such a thing, but over time, his heart and mind opens up little by little, each touch unlocking a small part of his heart.
NARUKAMI ARASHI
— giving { gifts, words of affirmation
Arashi would give you the world if she could. To her, you're her everything, and if you wanted something, you should have it. If she could, she'd pluck out the stars from the universe, the prettiest ones, and present them to you. There is rarely anything else that brings her more happiness to her when your face beams from receiving a gift she had picked out for you, after spending hours searching for just the right gift. Meaning, usability, aesthetics- all of these are considered in her gift search, which she does quite well- it's one of her talents, she supposes. It may take long for her, but she enjoys every second of it, hoping to see the smile she loves so dearly.
There isn't a second that goes by the Arashi doesn't believe you're wonderful. To her, you're the star she revolves around, the one too bright to touch, the one who shines so bright she doesn't know what to do with herself. She doesn't know if she's worthy to even be so close to you, but what she does know is that you're the most amazing person she's ever met, and she's not afraid in the slightest to tell you. It's nothing but the truth to her, and while she knows you're not perfect, she loves that about you too. She's not perfect either, so how could she ever expect you to?
— receiving { quality time, words of affirmation
There's nothing else that gets her more excited on her toes, circling dates on the calendar and inspiring her imagination than spending time with you. When she's with you, she can't but feel light as air, walking on clouds and kissed by sunshine. It doesn't matter where you lead her, as long as the two of you are together. She's swept away by you, as she takes your hand and she's overcome by admiration and love for you. Her expression can't help but beam; she doesn't even know what she's doing, but all she knows is that being there with you is so right, and she would never, ever want to leave that place beside you.
It's the way she feels that she's finally able to cry, to let it all out, to let the rainclouds finally let the droplets fall into the deep ocean, one by one in its pitter-patter as it hits the ocean's surface. It's the way that each of her thoughts realized, cemented, and accepted as valid when the rain finally hits the ocean, when you tell her that she can tell you everything that's been on her mind. It's the way that the sky clears, even just a little bit, when you tell her that she's been doing well, that she's beautiful as is. It's the way it feels as if you let the sun out, breathing warmth among a damp, cold layer of air within the sphere of her mind.
SUOU TSUKASA
— giving { quality time, gifts, acts of service
There was something Tsukasa hadn't been able to say during his confession to you: it was that he wanted to give you not only his love and support, but he also wanted to give you a lifestyle. And even though he never got to say it, that didn't mean he wasn't going to do it. In every way possible, Tsukasa wanted to bring the same happiness you brought him, even more so. It was his noble goal, his mission of utmost importance. Making memories to cherish for years to come was something he wanted to give to you, moments where your smile shone more than his and moments where you were able to focus on him and him only. Those were more precious than life itself, and it was something he felt was part of his duty as your lover.
While Tsukasa knew full well that you loved him rather than the things he gave you, he can't help but pick out things that you'd love. Each of his gifts meant something, from "I love you" to "thank you for staying with me". Each time, it was as if there was a note placed within your heart, neatly folded and carefully prepared. It was gently placed inside, as he slips the gift into your hands as you close your eyes or as the blush on his face surfaces as his hand touches yours, as he delivers his feelings through this simple yet meaningful action. He hopes that this message is delivered to you, even without words.
Tsukasa always finds more ways to say "I love you". It isn't just words, because words simply aren't enough to describe the overflow of emotions he has for you. It's not just love, it's admiration and respect as well. It's when the pot of love boils over that his smile becomes vibrant, glowing, but not blinding, as you take his hand when he helps you over a large puddle in the sidewalk next to the mini river making its way to the drain. The pot of love overflows again when you wake up, when Tsukasa finds himself fixing up your hair before he even knows what he's doing. The pot of love simply can't hold itself when he helps you with just about anything, anything for you to take his hand and accept the love that can't help but pour out of his heart.
— receiving { words of affirmation & physical affection
His skin heats up and his heart races when you touch him, but he's never opposed to it. He feels as if he's being lured towards a great treasure, and he can't stop walking towards it. It's the way that your skin against his feels, the way he can't help but want more of it. It's almost as if he's been struck by magic, lured by your sweet voice. But he doesn't mind in the slightest; in fact, it's the way he feels safe, oddly content in your arms, something he rarely ever felt before meeting you. He can't help but want just one more before you leave, one more kiss before you head off for another day at work. He can't help but accept that in fact, you are real, the partner of his dreams, the second half to the puzzle he had desperately needed.
For most, it would simply just be words, but to Tsukasa, it was music. It was a special kind of music, one which didn't have a particular beat, nor a particular structure or sound. But what made it so catchy, so catchy that he'd listen to it every second, was the sense of belonging he felt as he listened to your words of "You're doing wonderful, my dear". It was a sense of validation that hooked him, more addictive than any melody he had ever heard. It was a song meant for him, in which he both treasured and longed for. It was music to his ears, and nobody else's, and he'd prefer if it was kept that way.
SENA IZUMI
— giving { acts of service, quality time, & gifts
His hands move before he thinks, but it's never a bad thing, in this case. For Izumi, his love is the one opening the door for you, carrying your things, moving hair out of your eyes. He's a quick thinker, but his love for you is not to be underestimated, even by his own thoughts. He feels before he thinks, as his brain is temporarily filled with love, as it takes over his actions before letting his brain handle the rest. It's the love in his body that catches you before you'd hit the ground when you fall, that brings you away from strangers who may not do you good, that answers questions for you in awkward situations. Even though he isn't thinking when he makes those decisions, he doesn't regret it at all, because it feels so right to do this for you.
As much as Izumi enjoys traveling on his own, taking modeling jobs from around the globe and performing for Knights, he has a longing to stay right beside you, doing something you enjoy. It doesn't matter where you go or what you do, as long as you're safe, having fun, and right by him. He just wants to take the time to be with you, to hold your hand and simply take you in. You'd enraptured his mind, and he simply can't miss a single moment. When he can give you that happiness, there isn't a single chance that he isn't as happy as you are.
To Izumi, everything is about you. It's still about him, somewhat- it's his life- but somehow, everything connects to you. He always finds himself thinking about what you'd think about this, or if you would like that, or if you'd like to try what he's trying. When Izumi is away, he always has an eye out for things you'd like. Perhaps he's developed a you sensor, a sensor that identifies things that you'd like, things that you notice, and things that you don't like- those things he should avoid. He has a keen eye on what to buy for you when he's out; there isn't a trip where he comes back with nothing for you. After all, you're on his mind so much, that not bringing something back for you would be a betrayal to both himself and you.
— receiving { words of affirmation
To Izumi, your words are like the key to his heart. He had closed it off, built walls of impenetrable alloy and barriers set up to protect a soft inside. He was scared, that someone would break that barrier, but the way you had opened it, it was so gentle. It was the way that the key fit right into a hole made right for it, the way it opened so easily that he surrendered himself to you when you reassured him. It was the way that the doors he didn't even know he had built opened without a squeak, that the soft inside was finally able to breathe and he could finally let the tears out.
TSUKINAGA LEO
— giving { words of affirmation & physical affection
There are so many songs that could be written about you- and Leo would write them all. His words come out so naturally, the way he shows that he loves how you do what you do. More often than not, he doesn't realize that he's complimenting you. It's what he feels is true, and it's true to him. It's random, like a ding goes off in his brain, and his mouth opens to tell you how cool he thinks you are. It's a constant in his mind, the way he thinks you're amazing and the best person ever to him. It's a thing that comes naturally to him, because you're his muse.
It's the way he feels that he can be himself when he's near you that gravitates him to you. He can't help but place a kiss on your cheek, because he's so happy to be around you. He can't help but wrap his arms around you, because he feels comfortable around you. He can't help but bury his head in the crook of your neck, because he feels like he can be himself when he's around you. He can't help but bring his lips to yours, because he simply loves you so much. He can't help but feel so happy around you, because he knows he can love you and you love him too.
— receiving { quality time, acts of service
He's running, running to chase something so near, yet so far- and when he finally catches it, a bright smile appears on his expression, and he's overcome by happiness. That's what it was like for Leo, until he met you. He loves it when you pay attention to him and only him for a few moments. He feels like he has the world, and he's the luckiest person on the planet. He smiles ever so brightly when you do so, and he pays attention only to you in return. You're the cause of the bright smile he looks so gorgeous in, and he's so glad he's finally caught what he was looking for- you.
Leo rarely says more than a "thanks!" when you do something for him, but he hopes that you know that he truly means it from the bottom of his heart. It's the small things that make him feel more free: opening the door for him, bringing paper and pens for him to write his music on when he gets inspiration, waking him up in the morning on time. It's the small things that he doesn't have to do himself anymore that allows his mind to be set free, to think creatively and of the thoughts he wants to have, not the thoughts he should have otherwise.
SAKUMA RITSU
— giving { physical affection
Ritsu is stuck to you- not literally, though it may seem that way to some. He can't seem to separate himself from you; he needs you, he needs to feel you. You bring the moonlight into the darkness he traverses, and if he loses sight of that moonlight, he won't know where he's going anymore. So, please, don't leave him, and keep guiding him. His hands move to your face, around your body, close to his as his heart beats to the rhythm of yours. The moonlight warms him in the coolness of night, as he buries his head into your warmth and kisses you all over.
— receiving { quality time, words of affirmation
Time stops when you're with him. He's transported to a different world, where it's just you and him. When you look at him only, he feels like he's floating, without worries and only looking at you like how you only look at him. He enjoys having all of your attention to himself; it fills his heart more than anything else. It's almost as if this "different realm" is bringing him in, but he's bringing the realm to him; he always wishes to spend time with you, and it makes him infinitely happy when you accept his invitation. And when you do, he feels like he's finally found his source of warmth, a place where he knows he won't be alone and someone to keep by his side for all time to come.
Take his hand, and fill his soul. Before you, Ritsu had felt that if he did something wrong, or even if he didn't, he'd be abandoned. A room with a fireplace, warm and cozy, was bound to run out of wood sooner or later, and he'd be alone again. But when you tell him that you'd be by his side forever, and that you love being with him, that you have no reason to leave him and that you feel safe beside him, he feels that the fire won't run out, and the room will be warm for a long time to come.
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WORD COUNT | 3,314 words
NOTES FROM QIAN | hello.... this was an impulse decision to write, and i hope it's enjoyable !! if you want a pt. 2 with different characters pls let me know <3 also if you liked this post, please reblog it! it would mean a lot to me (and to other writers too, when you reblog their works too)
TAGLIST |@yumetokashite @engurishu @yuezhong @rosuuu @knights-escort @narushhii @shirokururu
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nagisagwa · 2 years
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bestie it's himeru day
WAIT IT IS GNDHFJLDS
HAPPY HIMERU DAY 😭😭🖐️
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nagisagwa · 2 years
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Hey look a bird! *steals the nagisa from the habitat and kisses him*
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as a fellow nagisa appreciator i feel both betrayed by this loss but proud that he is receiving more kisses
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HAPPY SUBARU DAY !!!! <333
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— waking up beside them
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just some instances where they have some time off for once and start their day off in the best way possible — with you
INCLUDES : eichi ; nagisa ; nazuna ; rei ; rinne ; souma
A/N : currently crying to eccentric party night!! bc that song never fails to break me ;w; but also yes hi first es work !! i hope u all enjoy this and if u did, reblogs are very much appreciated <33
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— eichi
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instances where you and he are both awake at the same time are rare, but that’s what makes him cherish them even more; the soft, unfiltered sunlight peeking through and highlighting your features never fails to surface his unbridled adoration for you
when he has to leave before you, the guilt stings. sometimes you awake to a cold bed, and the mere thought of that plagues his mind for the day, and all the following days that accumulate after. but how could he wake you when you look so peaceful? if he were to do that then he truly would never be able to forgive himself. so instead he leaves a small note on the bedside table, giving your cheeks a soft peck or two before he departs with a longing gaze
but when he has the day off, he will gladly stay in bed with you, taking this chance to hold you so close you could probably wake up to his palpitating heart. in times like these he would fondly gaze at you, taking your hands in his and littering soft kisses across its expanse before holding them close to his heart
so when you wake up, hands warm and eichi’s soft features greeting you, don’t be surprised if he holds you in place with him under the covers. the only time you can get up is when he goes down to prepare some tea for the both of you to indulge in
— nagisa
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waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; it’s something soft and fleeting, a layer of warmth settling over you like the arm draped carefully over your body. and yet his embrace around you is protective and all-consuming, a firm hold that keeps you in place, but not to the point you’re unable to move
well, it’s not like you mind — not at all !! in fact, he happens to be a very good cuddler when it comes down to it, his natural warmth lulling you into a deep slumber within seconds, and allowing for a welcome awakening all the same
but it’s not often nagisa gets to enjoy laying in bed during the early hours with you, what with the way his idol work has a tendency to keep him away from you for elongated periods of time. and even when you do see each other during work hours, your mutual agreement of keeping your professional and private lives separate only forces longing glances and aching desire to occur
so when he wakes up, your resting face so close to his warm one, he swears his heart stutters. it’s not long before he brings his arms around your body, repressed affection blooming in the way he gently tugs your body close to him and tucks your head in the crook of his neck
waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; even more so when you try to get up for some water, only to witness a slight furrow of his brows, a subtle pout settled on his lips, as his arms carefully pull you back down to him
…perhaps staying in a bit longer wouldn’t hurt anyone
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— waking up beside them
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just some instances where they have some time off for once and start their day off in the best way possible — with you
INCLUDES : eichi ; nagisa ; nazuna ; rei ; rinne ; souma
A/N : currently crying to eccentric party night!! bc that song never fails to break me ;w; but also yes hi first es work !! i hope u all enjoy this and if u did, reblogs are very much appreciated <33
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— eichi
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instances where you and he are both awake at the same time are rare, but that’s what makes him cherish them even more; the soft, unfiltered sunlight peeking through and highlighting your features never fails to surface his unbridled adoration for you
when he has to leave before you, the guilt stings. sometimes you awake to a cold bed, and the mere thought of that plagues his mind for the day, and all the following days that accumulate after. but how could he wake you when you look so peaceful? if he were to do that then he truly would never be able to forgive himself. so instead he leaves a small note on the bedside table, giving your cheeks a soft peck or two before he departs with a longing gaze
but when he has the day off, he will gladly stay in bed with you, taking this chance to hold you so close you could probably wake up to his palpitating heart. in times like these he would fondly gaze at you, taking your hands in his and littering soft kisses across its expanse before holding them close to his heart
so when you wake up, hands warm and eichi’s soft features greeting you, don’t be surprised if he holds you in place with him under the covers. the only time you can get up is when he goes down to prepare some tea for the both of you to indulge in
— nagisa
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waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; it’s something soft and fleeting, a layer of warmth settling over you like the arm draped carefully over your body. and yet his embrace around you is protective and all-consuming, a firm hold that keeps you in place, but not to the point you’re unable to move
well, it’s not like you mind — not at all !! in fact, he happens to be a very good cuddler when it comes down to it, his natural warmth lulling you into a deep slumber within seconds, and allowing for a welcome awakening all the same
but it’s not often nagisa gets to enjoy laying in bed during the early hours with you, what with the way his idol work has a tendency to keep him away from you for elongated periods of time. and even when you do see each other during work hours, your mutual agreement of keeping your professional and private lives separate only forces longing glances and aching desire to occur
so when he wakes up, your resting face so close to his warm one, he swears his heart stutters. it’s not long before he brings his arms around your body, repressed affection blooming in the way he gently tugs your body close to him and tucks your head in the crook of his neck
waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; even more so when you try to get up for some water, only to witness a slight furrow of his brows, a subtle pout settled on his lips, as his arms carefully pull you back down to him
…perhaps staying in a bit longer wouldn’t hurt anyone
Keep reading
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— waking up beside them
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just some instances where they have some time off for once and start their day off in the best way possible — with you
INCLUDES : eichi ; nagisa ; nazuna ; rei ; rinne ; souma
A/N : currently crying to eccentric party night!! bc that song never fails to break me ;w; but also yes hi first es work !! i hope u all enjoy this and if u did, reblogs are very much appreciated <33
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— eichi
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instances where you and he are both awake at the same time are rare, but that’s what makes him cherish them even more; the soft, unfiltered sunlight peeking through and highlighting your features never fails to surface his unbridled adoration for you
when he has to leave before you, the guilt stings. sometimes you awake to a cold bed, and the mere thought of that plagues his mind for the day, and all the following days that accumulate after. but how could he wake you when you look so peaceful? if he were to do that then he truly would never be able to forgive himself. so instead he leaves a small note on the bedside table, giving your cheeks a soft peck or two before he departs with a longing gaze
but when he has the day off, he will gladly stay in bed with you, taking this chance to hold you so close you could probably wake up to his palpitating heart. in times like these he would fondly gaze at you, taking your hands in his and littering soft kisses across its expanse before holding them close to his heart
so when you wake up, hands warm and eichi’s soft features greeting you, don’t be surprised if he holds you in place with him under the covers. the only time you can get up is when he goes down to prepare some tea for the both of you to indulge in
— nagisa
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waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; it’s something soft and fleeting, a layer of warmth settling over you like the arm draped carefully over your body. and yet his embrace around you is protective and all-consuming, a firm hold that keeps you in place, but not to the point you’re unable to move
well, it’s not like you mind — not at all !! in fact, he happens to be a very good cuddler when it comes down to it, his natural warmth lulling you into a deep slumber within seconds, and allowing for a welcome awakening all the same
but it’s not often nagisa gets to enjoy laying in bed during the early hours with you, what with the way his idol work has a tendency to keep him away from you for elongated periods of time. and even when you do see each other during work hours, your mutual agreement of keeping your professional and private lives separate only forces longing glances and aching desire to occur
so when he wakes up, your resting face so close to his warm one, he swears his heart stutters. it’s not long before he brings his arms around your body, repressed affection blooming in the way he gently tugs your body close to him and tucks your head in the crook of his neck
waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; even more so when you try to get up for some water, only to witness a slight furrow of his brows, a subtle pout settled on his lips, as his arms carefully pull you back down to him
…perhaps staying in a bit longer wouldn’t hurt anyone
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I FINALLY DID IT AFTER A YEAR 😭😭
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it failed again bc u cant NOT pay... bro i just wanna play sea enstars... unless i ask my mum if i can change the region on korea 😭
im gonna do it.
im gonna try (again) to download jpenstars after many failed attempts the past couple of years
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— waking up beside them
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just some instances where they have some time off for once and start their day off in the best way possible — with you
INCLUDES : eichi ; nagisa ; nazuna ; rei ; rinne ; souma
A/N : currently crying to eccentric party night!! bc that song never fails to break me ;w; but also yes hi first es work !! i hope u all enjoy this and if u did, reblogs are very much appreciated <33
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— eichi
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instances where you and he are both awake at the same time are rare, but that’s what makes him cherish them even more; the soft, unfiltered sunlight peeking through and highlighting your features never fails to surface his unbridled adoration for you
when he has to leave before you, the guilt stings. sometimes you awake to a cold bed, and the mere thought of that plagues his mind for the day, and all the following days that accumulate after. but how could he wake you when you look so peaceful? if he were to do that then he truly would never be able to forgive himself. so instead he leaves a small note on the bedside table, giving your cheeks a soft peck or two before he departs with a longing gaze
but when he has the day off, he will gladly stay in bed with you, taking this chance to hold you so close you could probably wake up to his palpitating heart. in times like these he would fondly gaze at you, taking your hands in his and littering soft kisses across its expanse before holding them close to his heart
so when you wake up, hands warm and eichi’s soft features greeting you, don’t be surprised if he holds you in place with him under the covers. the only time you can get up is when he goes down to prepare some tea for the both of you to indulge in
— nagisa
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waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; it’s something soft and fleeting, a layer of warmth settling over you like the arm draped carefully over your body. and yet his embrace around you is protective and all-consuming, a firm hold that keeps you in place, but not to the point you’re unable to move
well, it’s not like you mind — not at all !! in fact, he happens to be a very good cuddler when it comes down to it, his natural warmth lulling you into a deep slumber within seconds, and allowing for a welcome awakening all the same
but it’s not often nagisa gets to enjoy laying in bed during the early hours with you, what with the way his idol work has a tendency to keep him away from you for elongated periods of time. and even when you do see each other during work hours, your mutual agreement of keeping your professional and private lives separate only forces longing glances and aching desire to occur
so when he wakes up, your resting face so close to his warm one, he swears his heart stutters. it’s not long before he brings his arms around your body, repressed affection blooming in the way he gently tugs your body close to him and tucks your head in the crook of his neck
waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; even more so when you try to get up for some water, only to witness a slight furrow of his brows, a subtle pout settled on his lips, as his arms carefully pull you back down to him
…perhaps staying in a bit longer wouldn’t hurt anyone
Keep reading
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I forgot to send this 💀💀💀 but dear soph your gonna make me become a nagisa kisser
my job as a nagisap is done here
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im gonna do it.
im gonna try (again) to download jpenstars after many failed attempts the past couple of years
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— waking up beside them
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just some instances where they have some time off for once and start their day off in the best way possible — with you
INCLUDES : eichi ; nagisa ; nazuna ; rei ; rinne ; souma
A/N : currently crying to eccentric party night!! bc that song never fails to break me ;w; but also yes hi first es work !! i hope u all enjoy this and if u did, reblogs are very much appreciated <33
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— eichi
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instances where you and he are both awake at the same time are rare, but that’s what makes him cherish them even more; the soft, unfiltered sunlight peeking through and highlighting your features never fails to surface his unbridled adoration for you
when he has to leave before you, the guilt stings. sometimes you awake to a cold bed, and the mere thought of that plagues his mind for the day, and all the following days that accumulate after. but how could he wake you when you look so peaceful? if he were to do that then he truly would never be able to forgive himself. so instead he leaves a small note on the bedside table, giving your cheeks a soft peck or two before he departs with a longing gaze
but when he has the day off, he will gladly stay in bed with you, taking this chance to hold you so close you could probably wake up to his palpitating heart. in times like these he would fondly gaze at you, taking your hands in his and littering soft kisses across its expanse before holding them close to his heart
so when you wake up, hands warm and eichi’s soft features greeting you, don’t be surprised if he holds you in place with him under the covers. the only time you can get up is when he goes down to prepare some tea for the both of you to indulge in
— nagisa
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waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; it’s something soft and fleeting, a layer of warmth settling over you like the arm draped carefully over your body. and yet his embrace around you is protective and all-consuming, a firm hold that keeps you in place, but not to the point you’re unable to move
well, it’s not like you mind — not at all !! in fact, he happens to be a very good cuddler when it comes down to it, his natural warmth lulling you into a deep slumber within seconds, and allowing for a welcome awakening all the same
but it’s not often nagisa gets to enjoy laying in bed during the early hours with you, what with the way his idol work has a tendency to keep him away from you for elongated periods of time. and even when you do see each other during work hours, your mutual agreement of keeping your professional and private lives separate only forces longing glances and aching desire to occur
so when he wakes up, your resting face so close to his warm one, he swears his heart stutters. it’s not long before he brings his arms around your body, repressed affection blooming in the way he gently tugs your body close to him and tucks your head in the crook of his neck
waking up beside nagisa is a light feeling; even more so when you try to get up for some water, only to witness a slight furrow of his brows, a subtle pout settled on his lips, as his arms carefully pull you back down to him
...perhaps staying in a bit longer wouldn’t hurt anyone
— nazuna
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mornings with nazuna are soft, spending the sparce time just cuddling and exchanging hushed giggles
he tries his best to be there when you’re awake, but sometimes it’s not all that easy. practice can be demanding, and other projects just can’t have time rearrangements. so when he does find the time to spend them with you, he’ll be sure to not let the moment slip nor take it for granted. after all, mornings like this are precious to him, but so is every moment spent with you
when he’s the first to awake, he’ll find himself admiring you. perhaps a gentle kiss to your nose, or brushing the back of his palm against the apple of your cheek will suffice but, no matter what, he’ll do so in a way that won’t wake you — the guilt would be too much for him if you didn’t get to wake up naturally
in times such as these, however, he would be gazing at you while lost in thought, ideals and prospects for what the future for you both holds steadily filling his mind (though he does catch himself before he can get ahead of himself most of the time)
so when you wake up to nazuna’s unbearably soft gaze and rosy cheeks, you can’t help the giggle that slips out. even when he sputters and flusters more, his unyielding adoration for you triumphs; even when he buries his face into your shoulder in embarrassment
— rei
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sleeping in with rei isn’t a rare occurrence. there would be times he would simply guide you into his coffin to take a very (not) much needed nap, holding you close with a content sigh escaping him, and then there would be times like now, where he’s curled around in you bed, curtains drawn so not even a slither of light passes through
he’s a cuddler. a bit clingy, but it’s more so in the way his subconscious thoughts of you not being there when he wakes up prompt him to hold you long into the night. but you don’t mind, not even when the heat starts to become unbearable. if it’s for the sake of rei’s peace of mind, you’ll just sleep through it
typically it’s you who awakes before him, admiring his relaxed features and carding a gentle hand through his hair. but on the off-chance where he awakes before you, he’ll catch himself smiling at your sleeping visage, a careful hand cupping your cheek before peppering tender kisses across the surface of your face. though he would purposefully leave your lips, saving it to greet you a good morning for when you wake up
and when you do, you’re greeted with the blissful sight of rei’s soft smile, honey-dripping eyes the last thing you see before your breath is stolen in a delicate kiss and a light giggle
it’s times like these where rei considers himself lucky to have you; someone who unknowingly lets him know it’s okay to be himself, no matter how trivial the topic at hand may be. and so he makes sure you know how much he appreciates and loves you in these special mornings where it’s only you and him in the world
— rinne
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mornings with rinne can be spontaneous (you’ve had a couple rude awakenings from his inexplicable urge to tickle you), but they can also be quiet and loving
waking up to a bed without him isn’t hard. more often than not he’ll always be the first thing you wake up to — whether that’s his resting expression, a cheeky grin with your name lovingly uttered from his lips, or a soft countenance and a light kiss to your forehead — and vice versa
and though rinne tends to avoid outright displaying his true emotions in public, behind the closed doors of your shared room and within close quarters he doesn’t feel the need to put on a facade. after all, you’re someone who can figure out his small habits and changes without a second thought, so who is he to hide from his beloved?
so on the days where he wakes up before you, he takes to admiring your soft features, sometimes raising a hand to brush against the curvatures of your face, and other times he would pull you into his chest, littering light kisses along your face before holding you in a protective embrace.
and through all of these actions, he does so with a lovestruck smile that’s unable to be repressed even if he wanted it to be
— souma
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as someone undeniably sincere and wholly devoted to his ideals, souma would continue the unspoken tradition you both established: wait for the other to wake up, or leave a written note if something comes up
while it may not seem like that much to others, souma follows this routine down to a tee. he hates the very notion of you waking up with him nowhere in sight, bed cold and no idea of where he could be — and vice versa. you could be in danger and he wouldn’t have a single clue of your whereabouts (though it may be irrational to some, he worries of your status as his lover, an idol’s lover, and how some may react to that)
often times he would find himself playing with your fingers, bringing them up and placing a small kiss on each one before encasing your hands in his. souma likes holding you close to him, and sometimes he can hear your sleepy mumbles of random nuances, or even hushed declarations of love you hold for him. and it’s at times like those where he can’t stop his love from leaping out, pulling you close and resting his head on your chest to fall asleep to the steady beats of your heart
so when you awake to tufts of violet hair through blurry vision, the soft smile you produce is almost instinct. carding kissed fingers through his untied hair, you feel as though the world has come to a stop, for only you and souma exist in this space, and this space alone
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nagisagwa · 2 years
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help i cant decide on which of my chiaki banners to use ;w;
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nagisagwa · 2 years
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crying i forgot how much immoral world slaps 😭
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nagisagwa · 2 years
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im making the character banners and im having too much fun with reis 🐥
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