party rockers in da house tonight

first day of school

The way Alex lacks emotional attachment to everything and only kissed Eric as a last hurrah + experimental thing is going to kill me. Because if he cared about Eric the way Eric cared about him, he wouldnt have gunned him down mid sentence. He wouldnt have dragged his friend into this.

Alex being a truly evil person is so fascinating to me because when you watch Zero Day, you get so much introspection to Andre and Cal's emotional capacity. Alex's emotional capacity is exempt from this film because he doesn't have any at all. He has flat affect up until he smiles when telling Eric his laid out plan for their destruction.

I see people complain about Alex not having enough substance as a character, but Gus Van Sant did such a wonderful job at showing us who exactly Alex is with SO little framing. Alex is privileged, we see this in his home, his freedom, his lax parents, his ability to afford weapons- You're told this through his piano, and the cost that comes with his piano lessons. You get all of this information in very little time and not a lot of it is explained to you, Alex's character simply doesn't require monologuing.

Despite Alex's privilege, he is still troubled at school. I do think Alex is pure evil because of how he killed Eric, but there are other things i think about when diving into Alex's character. Eric's death aside, I'd like to note that I read Alex as autistic. He's visibly easily targeted, naive, his speech patterns are not like any of the "normal" characters, he gets very upset when things dont go his way (Piano scene). He has that scene in the lunch room where he seems very overstimulated, and as i mentioned before, he has flat affect. Not only that, but Alex holds a childish naivety to him- He believes that the only way to move on from his highschool torment is to kill his peers. He does not realize that things will get better, he doesnt know that there is life beyond Highschool- We have already established that he is very well off and set up for the future. I dont think autism makes his behavior okay at all, but it explains so much and this is very applicable to real life shooters as well.

Alex doesn't care, he does things for himself. I dont think he's a narcissist, but I do think he is delusional or something similar. The only time he mentions unsettlement is when he quotes "So foul and fair a day I have not seen," but I dont think it counts- He most likely only quoted this as a jab at Macbeth being a required class text + found it ironically funny that he was causing carnage and yet it was a victory for him.

Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading. Alex's character is painfully human and his behaviors are so interesting to read into.

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For fear this someday will be over

I pull you close, so much to lose

Knowing that, nothing lasts forever

andre keuck everytime he hears about caldre

TW gore, but I dont think its that bad

Bro thinked too hard😭😭😭😂😂

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put together some mischievous eric moments

Try to guess the context behind this image

Let me quickly advertise my twt, i got banned 4th time so im forced to use it on private ( no special art in there, just shitpost, doodles, and interacting with people)

Cal Gabriel rolls the worts joint ever and is asked to leave the army of two

Btw, would you guys care if I started like a *free test commisions*

Ive been thinking about doing comms during summer break, when i kinda figure out my artstyle, learn to draw backgrounds blah blah blah, but Im wondering how motivated I would be to draw if it wasnt my own ideas. SO if you want me to make smthn for you then feel free to drop it in the ask thingy, im not promising anything but I'll try :-) (Ill do, literally, anything just not hard sex or stuff like that, you)

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You 12 year olds are pissing me the fuck OFF so im disabling the comments.

dont ask which game is this, its like if skyward sword, tp and ocarina of time had a illegitimate child