i feel like you always leave me for someone happier

this is absolutely killing me

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“i dont want to beg, i know you can feel it, my longing, the aching, my need for love. i dont want to beg, but oh god oh god please. please. love me, love me… desperation sits heavy on my tongue.”

i wish i was different

i wish i wasnt so emotionally difficult

i wish i didnt feel everything so much

unwanted

loving someone is never a waste

Seek help if needed.

My BPD symptoms are not excuses or something I can control you albist fuck. I hate when people expect me to just not show any sign of my mental illness when that's impossible, it'll always be there.

UNDERSTAND ME PLEASE

i wish i was someone else

someone to understand my soul

completely unheard