Sometimes the thing you’re searching for your whole life is right there by your side all along.
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Too cold for angels
First things first. English is not my native language so I want to apologize for every single mistake that I made in this story. I’m not that good in grammar. I hope you’ll forgive me that.
This short story is for my friend @makelovenotwar4u Enjoy my little parabatai :)
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Too cold for angels
It was wrong.
At least, it feels wrong sometimes.
I mean, it is wrong when you might be in love with a boy. A man actually. Right?
Let's face it. Love is the greatest humans wickness. What's about Shadowhunters? We are humans. We have angel's blood in our veins, we are special somehow, stronger than ordinary human, faster then ordinary humam, more fearless than ordinary human. But at the end of the day we're coming back home to the one we love. That's what make us human.
I never ever felt so weak in my whole life. I can's say that happend at the moment I saw him. I'm not that romantic kind of guy. It comes with time. Finally it hits me so hard I couldn't breathe. I was lost. Sudenlly I realize there's nothing more than him and If anything bad happend I couldn't live with a fact that I wasn't there for him.
I always thought I'm strong and brave person. I'm not scared of demons, vampires or werewolfs. I'm not even scared of devil himself. I was killing my enemies without blinking an eye because that's what Shadowhunters do. That's who I am. I shouldn't feel any fear. But when I remind myself the moment Clary look at me like she expect the worse, I swear, my heart stoped for a moment. I wasn't that scared even during my parabatai ceremony. The possibility of loosing him frightened me more than my own death.
So maybe it's not that wrong? To fall in love with a man.
I'm not sure. I will never be. All I know now is that he's my first thought when I wake up in the morning and the last one when I fall asleep. I want him to be happy and safe. Even when he doesn't need my protection I will protect him no matter the costs.
'What are you doing here? It's too cold outside for angels, Alexander' I heard his voice behind my back and felt his touch at my shoulder.
His smile was so precious. His eyes light up whole town. At this particular moment I was happy. Trully happy. He was all I ever wanted. Our story just begin and no matter where life takes us, how many demons we will have to kill to protect each other, how many times we're going to hear that what we do is wrong and immoral, Magnus will always be there for me and I will aways be there for him. That's what I know for sure.
And somehow that's everything.
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Don’t plan on sleeping this night, wife.
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where do you go when home is a person who isn’t here anymore? (insp.)
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