mudwingprince
im actually john from malevolent believe it or not
The name's Mud :D find my pronouns and preferences here - > https://en.pronouns.page/@mudwingprince MDD, GAD, self diagnosed ASD Current hyperfixation: Malevolent + Life Series Special interests: psychology, dragons, diseases and injuries, animation 16 years old - April 3rd
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i was told to "go back to where I came from" so here I am folx
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yall i am COOKING
prepare to fucking FEAST
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Guys holy fuck the day has come.
My therapist and I are gonna go over the letter we're writing, and her supervisor is going to sit in on it.
If she thinks I'm ready, I'm gonna get approved for top surgery.
Holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck
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idk what i'm doing but uhhh
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Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box.
Always
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Anyone else literally jump with joy and screech when they open their podcast app and see a new episode for one you are extremely autistic about
Cause i do. anyone else? 馃挃
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ok i wanna talk a bit about john's connections to power
part 41 spoilers btw
did anyone else think that john's way of talking about power feels a lot like addiction?
like cmon
please tell me im not the only one that thought about this because it LITERALLY sounds like hes talking about being sober
that urge to "fall back" on the addiction to help them through tough times even though they know its wrong, that constant itching to go back to what it was before even though it feels terrible
EVEN THIS
HE DIDNT ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT HE WAS DOING BECAUSE HE WAS TIED TO THIS FOR SO LONG IT STARTED FEELING NATURAL TO HIM
its quite literally an emotional addiction and hes struggling with sobriety and im HYWRERGRH
IT MAKES ME SO UNWELL DUE TO THE PARALLELS WITH ARTHUR'S ALCOHOLISM
BECAUSE LIKE ARTHUR GETS THAT HE UNDERSTANDS THE URGE AND THE ITCH AND ALL OF THAT (i know i keep describing it as an itch but like thats my best way of explaining it) HE GETS IT
WHICH MAKES THIS SCENE
FEEL SO MUCH MORE REAL
its like arthurs acknowledging that john is addicted and trying to calculate how to cut him off from that feeling of power BUT AT THE SAME TIME NOT KNOWING HOW WITHOUT SENDING HIM SPIRALING
arthur understands addiction because hes had to deal with it so he KNOWS that this is going to be rough, especially now that john has more access to his addiction (im gonna call it an addiction fuck you)
this isnt something where arthur can just take away the issue and help john by just toughing it out (which would cause a lot of turmoil but be beneficial in the long run), arthur has to let john sit with his addiction right next to him with constant access and its constantly in the corner of his eye trying to drag him back into what he used to be
so i think this seasons gonna be a lot of fun 馃榾
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A malevolent entity realizing he can gain more autonomy by threatening yours-> he does not know what an owl is
((Small self promo I鈥檓 streaming at 4 pm est today! Come say hi!))
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MALEVOLENT PODCAST IS REALLY LIKE "hey you thought this was bad? Hey, hey, be uncomfortable. Be very uncomfortable. Be uncomfortable while you listen to this."
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glad you agree with my point
about that wall vagina huh
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fuck it homebrew boop button. reblog this post to boop the person you reblogged from.
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#morning showers#cant say i enjoy it but it wakes me up and i really need that in the morning#especially when my depression flares up#and then i feel clean all day#so morning showers are my go to#im also very insecure about how i smell for some reason so that also helps lmfao
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need this now more than ever
john breakdown when?
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