okay. before i officially sign out of this account i just want to say thank you all for the continous support. i really do appreciate it.

you guys have made my days so much brighter just by engaging with my posts and i could not be more grateful. like i said, i may be back soon, i may be back never. but i just want you guys to know that i’ll make sure to check back in every so often.

i love you all. peach out for the final time.

- mae 🍑

hi loves. this is gonna be kind of a long rant post so read if you want down below the cut but the basic of it is: i’m leaving tumblr.

this is probably one of the hardest things i’ve made the decision to do recently. as many of you know, i had taken a break from tumblr some time ago after completely deleting my account and i promise you that isn’t happening. my fanfics will still be up, this page will still be up, it just won’t be active. so don’t worry.

the only thing stopping is my current posting.

the reason for this is simple: i need to focus on my mental health and personal relationships. i have been pulling myself in a thousand different directions and unfortunately i cannot run this and try to focus on myself anymore.

i don’t know if i plan on coming back, i really don’t. i can only say i plan on coming back when i am ready for it. and right now i’m not.

i’m also sorry to say that i’m cancelling all my future fanfics, including etheral and lost in the margins. two fanfics i was really excited for but i can’t focus on that right now.

i appreciate you all, each and every one of you, for engaging with my content. i love you all, i hope you all can understand. thank you guys for supporting me through this insane journey, this has been the best thing i have ever done.

anyway. that’s all i have to say. thank you guys who have read this, i adore you. go shine my loves.

anyway. saying this again, i swear i will be making new fanfics soon 😭 life got kind of hectic and messy but once everything stabalizes i will be back to making fanfics for yall. thank you guys for being so patient<3

Hey girl, don’t know if I’m the problem but your masterlist links are not working for me 😭😭😭😭

oh no its 100% tumblr deleting my links again. i’m so sorry lovey, i’ll fix them as soon as i can.

I don’t need a jealous Syd. What I need is Carmy constantly picking the restaurant (Sydney) over Claire. If they stay together after the fridgecident until Claire realizes that maybe the restaurant (Sydney) is really what he cares about and maybe she forced herself on a person who she thought she knew but really doesn’t know at all. It might be a nasty breakup because Carmy does realize why giving all of his focus and attention to the restaurant (Sydney) is a problem and he’s just trying to please the both of them and if Claire doesn’t get that then maybe she should leave him alone. Claire is like this is not about the restaurant. It’s never been about the restaurant. It’s always been about Sydney….

“you said i’m the love of your life”

“you’re the loss of my life”

oh! this is so lost in translation part two!

gee sure hope this isnt foreshadowing or anything

The Bear S3 First Official Look - 🖐🏽🙂‍↕️

We are so back.

This is such a dilfy picture, he looks like he’s going to come over and start asking me if my car has always been making that noise

for those who ask for part twos, or still don’t understand why content creators ignore requests for those part twos, or stop creating in general, i made a super easy diagram to follow that will help you get those part twos from your favorite writers, or more content from your favorite creators!

just started listening to tppd. the way i could have an entire masterlist just based on these songs oh my gosh 💔

anyway. another thought i had? champagne problems with carmen.

"you had a speech, you're speechless. love slipped beyond your reaches." carm proposes. after years of dating, years of tears and laughter, he's on his knees in front of you.

it's a gorgeous proposal, the one you've dreamed about since you were little. the kind you'd plan on a playground during recess. he has donna's ring, his sister is across the room. his friends just outside with champagne and party poppers.

"she would have made a lovely bride, what a shame she's fucked in the head."

except you didn't expect to be saying no. that was never in the plan. begging him to talk in private. pleading him to hear you out as tears fight to escape his eyes, ones he blinks away as you say this isn't what you want, not yet. to just slow down.

"but you'll find the real thing instead. she'll patch up your tapestry that i shred."

you watch through a camera lens on social media, photos from nat and even the new girl, how happy he is. how she's the one by his side, holding his hand. nat posting videos of them dancing together, holding each other close.

he found the real thing instead.

so. idk what happened but i may or may not have just had the filthiest richie thought ive ever had and i may or may not be including it in an already angsty fanfic

i'm just putting this out there, i wil 100% be very inactive. i'll still be working on fanfics and what not but i probably wont be responding to inbox messages just because i've got a busy schedule coming up. i'll check back in regularly to read the inbox messages i've been left already but :') ily all so much mwah mwah!!

hi mae

carmy putting on a record and asking reader to dance with him

like, they're gently swaying in the living room to their song

love u very much <3

-🪷

stop omg :’) he doesnt even tell you when he’s doing it. its a quiet night, the kind with candles lit and rain tapping against the windows (i only say this cause it is very much raining rn) as he just slowly takes your hand.

its the kind of slow dance filled with giggles and holding each other close as your song plays over the record player

Carmy would definitely be the type of guy to get like your wedding date tattooed on his finger instead of a wedding ring… 🤭😵‍💫👀

-🐻

oh he would. he’s so worried about his rings (either the matching bands or even silicone rings) getting lost that he doesnt wanna keep replacing them so he gets them tattooed. and you get matching ones with him!! because that idea is so adorable to me omg :’)

fuck i wanna make out with aaron