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Jack found it a little worrying he didn’t want to tell him about
it, but he didn’t push it, since he’d make it worse. So he slipped
an arm around him and began thinking up what to change the
subject to.
“Alright, we don’t gotta. How’re you now?”
He hesitated for a moment, but finally gained it in him to
lean into the other. “ ‘m fine,” he murmured, smiling half
heartedly before he looked up at Jack.
“you? I jus’ saw you this mornin’ but...”
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“Good, it’s been good..” He answered a little too quickly for his
liking, effectively erasing any sense of calmness he’d hoped to
convey for Arthur’s sake, so he moved over to the sofa and laid
himself over it, patting the spot next to him for the other. “Sit. How
was yours?”
He was hardly bothered by the answer being all too quick, and ,
in fact it was endearing. When the spot was patted, e took his
seat and smiled half heartedly before leaning into a quick kiss to
his cheek, heart racing faster than moments before.
“Okay,” he murured, “I don’t wanna talk ‘bout it”
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He busied himself with cleaning, rearranging, dusting as he
waited, so he wouldn’t have to think too much about how
Arthur was doing. Of course, he hoped he was doing better
now, but dwelling on it would do nothing and he could deal
with it when (or if) it was brought up. The door rang soon
enough, so he finished up with what he was doing and
opened the door. “Hey. Come in.”
Arthur was relieved, to say the least, to see Jack again. While
the morning had been right awkward and , admittedly a bit
embarrassing, it was the most fun he had had in awhile and he
would need that reminder just then. “Hey..” he greeted, sheepishly
smiling as he helped himself in, blush burning over his face. Only
when it was cool did he look up. “How-how was your day?” he then
asked, hoping for anything to ease the tension he felt.
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Arthur nodded, his hand coming up to brush over his eye.
“Probably a half.. half hour? If t’s too late I-i understand.”
“Not at all. If I answer, it’s not too late.” That gave him
a little time to do something about the place. Better than
none. “See you then, yeah?”
Arthur nodded , smiling to himself as he stood. “Yeah, see you then.”
he said, then hung up. he got dressed in something different from the
night before, then immediately headed over to Jacks place. Though
he had some regrets about the night before, Malcolm would be the only
one to speak to and even then he was only going to be home around
midnight. So Jack was his option. At about forty minutes from the phone
call, Arthur foud himself knocking on the apartment he had been at just
hours earlier.
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“Of course. I’m in.” It warmed his heart to hear that -
he’d been eager to see him again. “Uh, how far are
you from here?” He glanced over at the clock to
work out what time he’d arrive and it’d be nice to
know how long he had to tidy up a little.
Arthur nodded, his hand coming up to brush over his eye.
“Probably a half.. half hour? If t’s too late I-i understand.”
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Jack had been glancing at his phone all day, hoping for a
call to come soon, today. So when the phone did ring, he’d
picked it up and answered it within the first couple of rings,
pleased to hear Arthur’s voice on the other end. “Uh huh.
Hey, Arthur.”
Arthur smiled faintly and sat back in his bed. He was far from
sure how to ask this without soundeing too eager, so he went
for it. “Can- can i come over?”
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Oh God, did he hold him tight. There was an urge to
give him gentle kisses, but he resisted, since he doubted
it would help with things. He just held him, hoping it’d
make him feel any better and that he were helping in
some way, even if he wouldn’t talk.
As he withdrew, Arthur found himself missing Jack’s touch more
and more, even after he left the apartment and as he went back
home. It went just how he would have guessed, a few snide
remarks, some scolding for not calling and what not, and pretty
soon Arthur found himself in tears once more. By dinner, he was
back at his own apartment, phone in hand, tapping in the phone
number of Jack. His breaths were more of heaves, and his voice
sounded choked, but he would fix that before he answered.
“Ja-... Jack?”
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Jack nodded, pretending not to hear any change in his
voice. “See you around, yeah? Oh, hang on.” He got up
to find something to write on, then scribbled his number
down for him, handing it over as he returned. “Call me?”
Arthur’s eyes followed, then lingered on the piece of paper.
He gave him a brief nod, then went to get dressed. He took
the piece of paper and looked to Jack, then hesitantly moved
over to hug him tight.
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There was his answer, and he nodded his understanding.
“Alright. Good.” He didn’t believe he was fine, but if he
wanted to say he was, he’d let him have that. It’d be cruel
not to, and pursuing it further would only upset him. He’d
be ready to talk when he was ready.
He looked between Jack and the bed. He had no reason to
be upset just then. Jack did what he had asked, and there
was no one to blame but himself. “I-I need to.. go home,” he
uttered, “I ne-need to go... tell ‘em why i was l-late..” He tried,
boy did he try, not to let his voice go that noticeable , but in the
end there was no stopping.
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He’d checked in on him after around ten minutes had passed,
when he couldn’t take the worry any longer, but he gave him
the courtesy of doing so as silently as he could, padding softly
and placing an ear to the door. Quiet sounds of distress were
heard, and he left without a word, set on pretending he’d heard
nothing for his sake, slipping back beneath the covers to worry
quietly about him.
Once he returned, he pondered over whether he should speak
or not, and decided Arthur’s answer would determine if he were
up for talking. “..You alright?”
Arthur settled against the pillow. He wanted to talk, but then
again it wouldn’t do much. What happened was done and
over with , and now he needed to accept it. Again, he loved
it, it was the best time of his life, but that was precisely the problem.
He looked towards jack at his question, then back down at the
blankets. “yeah just had to um.. Clean-clean up a li’l bit. ‘m fine.
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..Oh. Maybe it hadn’t been so good, then.. He wrapped his
arms around himself, since Arthur wasn’t there for that, and
shook gently. Had he done something wrong? To boot, he
could feel himself coming down now, and after that slight
rejection, he felt he was crashing hard.
Arthur looked at himself in the mirror, completely .. disappointed
in himself. How could he have acted like that with someone- and
Jack of all people. Because he wanted it, but that was wrong,
wasn’t it? He was shaking , and crying even, and over flooding
with anxiety that he could hardly bring himself to leave. After a
half hour, however, it was fine. Or he would convince himself he
was fine. Arthur went back to the bedroom and sat on the bed,
silence coming over him once again . He stared at the ceiling,
fingers clenching shut only to open soon after. This was a mistake.
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Jack pulled Arthur into an embrace once it were over,
thoughts of his own first time coming to mind. Rough,
hard, fast, painful and to boot, the one who’d taken it
had left without another word. He compared and
contrasted it to this one; he’d been gentle, he thought,
and tried to make it good for him.
“You were perfect, love.” A kiss was pressed to his cheek
as he spoke into his ear, smiling warmly. “I hope it was as
good for you as me.”
Arthur didn’t answer. He hoped his silence would’t be mistaken
for disappointment or anything of the sort, as he was far from.
What was he going to do ? He couldn’t go speak to his parents
now, not only because it’s late but because he would feel twice
as guilty walking through the door. He couldn’t just leave, because
Jack would think the worst.
After a moment of consideration, he murmured “I’ll be back,” he
pulled on his underwear, then pants before he headed to the
bathroom and shut the door, locking it behind him.
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With his consent secured, he removed his hands from the
other to shimmy out of his pants, kicking them off the side
of the bed. Once he was done, he returned his attention to
Arthur to do the same for him.
Arthur helped him with his own, then reached down
to do the same to him. His eyes strayed from Jacks,
still feeling a sense of embarrassment -especially not
being exposed.
It wasn’t all too bad. There was some pain, some
uncomfort, but it was over soon enough. If anything
it went better than he had expected it to be, but there
was still a large bit of guilt coming to mind. he pulled
the blanket tight around his waist and looked to Jack,
then the bed.
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A soft moan left his lips as he was kissed more, pressing
kisses where he could land them, largely among Arthur’s
tangled hair. And then, the words he’d wanted to hear.
“Now.” A pause, before he added. “If you’re sure..”
Arthur nodded. There was no hesitation, no second guessing,
not even a hint that time like the time before. His hands came
up to jack and although he was right nervous- very nervous, in
fact- he did’t want him to know. Everyone was nervous their first
time, there was no reason to stop.
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It was needless to say he was enjoying this, and
he just wanted for Arthur to enjoy himself as much
as he, or even more. He was here to please, placing
gentle kiss after kiss onto and around the other’s
jaw, pressing in closer as he was pulled in.
Arthur parted his lips a little further as he felt his lips get
closer to his own, and once he was able to, he teased
Jack’s lips with a hesitant tongue before immediately
moving to kiss his neck. “Whenever you’re...ready” he
uttered, his thigh coming up for a moment of embarrassment
before laying down again.
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Slower. Right. He didn’t really want to, but if Arthur did then
he would. The last thing he wanted was to hurt him, so he
gave more innocent, closed mouth kisses for now, making
far slower movements, taking his time, though everything
inside him was fully alert and alive.
Arthur breaths a small “thank you” as he leaned back
against the pillow and drew him near. They were only
so early in the process, but it didn’t take long for him
to feel himself stiffen beneath his underwear, causing
him to look down before returning to the kiss. Part of
him wanted to cover up, not want to be seen by Jack
but the other was enjoying this far too much. There
was something a bout another touching you that made
this decision easy.
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