— him. one. little do you know i pray at night hoping that i’ll see you in my dreams. two. i am now aware that we are not what the universe expected. You and i were made in the same dimension just to meet and not to be one. three. i miss you. four. few nights ago, i was hoping to forget about you, your name, everything about you but as i speak all that came out of my mouth was your name. five. i like to write about you in hopes that it’ll take you out of my head but we all know it will take more than just writing to stop thinking about you. six. i would not say it was love at first sight. love is too cheesy, too shakespearean, for me. instead, meeting you felt like coming home after years at sea. seven. worst of all, he means the world to me. i think that’s what hurts above all else.

❝un-reachable❞

main cast : - jjk as himself - me as herself other casts: - them as theirself genres : #cringey #nonsense #nofluffatall #superangsty #wasteyourtime #delusionalau! so here's the story goes (im goin to write this in english so sorry if i did the wrong grammar and things) *my pov* the wind breezes through my hair, making me realized what i was thinking this morning. it's been a year since i got the thing i desired, i have fallen to someone that doesn't even know i exist, and he lives so far away─hundred kilometers from my place, so what is the conclusion? he's unreachable. all of sudden i lost my hope to meet him, even at a concert. i really want to meet him that bad, even just in a concert full of thousands people, i just want to see him live. as simple as that. my phone rang, i get up to answer the call. i a m s h o o k e d t h. i just got a good&bad news. what is the good news? they are going to have concert next month at where i live now. and what is the bad news? jeez, the ticket is so so pricey. i am at the middle of the life crisis. what should i do then? my phone rang again. hOLY. now i know God loves his children. guess what, i gOT a fREE ticket from my company, to witness them in front of my eyes. since i am a media so i got to report them live. next month. *next month before the day* ugh, such a piece-of-cake day, i got a overtime work today, but i don't mind since tomorrow i'm going to meet them. oh don't forget to come early since medias people got early bird ticket, or else i can't watch them live. media have rules too. i have to arrive at the place and checkin' out the ticket at 2pm. fyi, the concert start at 7pm. such a waste of time right? i guess i have to sleep. *the next day* the sun is rising, it shines brightly right into my face, making me wake up from the dreamy dream and slap me to the reality. i woke up with dizzy head because my body and brain feel numb, tired of everything. so i walk lazily to the kitchen taking the aspirin, hoping this dizziness gone. oh i forgot to tell you, i live in an apartment in the middle of the city. and i live alone here, no roomate or partner, since my parents bought this apartment for me. hOLY mOLY. i got a snatch when i looked up to the clock. tick tock tick tock. iT'S ALREADY 12.30pm. HOW CAN I BE A SLEEPY HEAD? i slept for hours and didn't get up from the alarm. i have to get ready in a hour. jeez, this isn't so me. *getting ready* oH shEETS 30 mins left i HAVE TO GO. lemme check the stuff once again(typical me). ticket check, card identity check. i have to go. i lock the apartment door and ready to go by taking the bus. *arrived* hOLY MOLY i AM late. 15 mins passed. i have to run to the media part. thanks God, i relieved since there's bunch of people queueing in the line. now i am at the line and met some media friends and talk a lot of stuff (typical me). after doing the instruction finally i get to go inside. my curious side has always been showing up. so i encourage myself to travels around the place. i heared some music that i am familiar to. '난 너무 어려운 걸 이 길이 맞는지 정말 너무 혼란스러 Never leave me alone 그래도 믿고 있어 믿기지 않지만 길을 잃는단 건 그 길을 찾는 방법 Lost my way 쉴 새 없이 몰아치는 거친 비바람 속에 Lost my way 출구라곤 없는 복잡한 세상 속에 Lost my way Lost my way 수없이 헤매도 난 나의 길을 믿어볼래 Lost my way Found my way Lost my way Found my way' hOLY GRAIL. my favourite songs on play LIVE. this is an eargasm. my mind telling me this is a huge backstage. so i come closer to the source of the sound. //prepare some sad songs and tissues because this scene going to be corny and cringey// i NAILED UP. the door is wide open and i could see them clearly. a literal living angels and Goddes is exist. since i was amazed by them i frozed for a minute by looking at them doing the rehearsal. a seconds after i realized people was staring at me. and i got confused. then someone seems like guide me with a little movement of his head to show the reality. u know what, the man who i had fell for, staring at me for a minute since the rehearsal. is this a staring contest? because i don't even realize h e  i s  d o i n g  t h i s  t o  m e. and then just like a lightning strike, he seems so happy and shows his big bunny smile walking slowly to my atmosphere. with an oPEN arms. once again, i frozed. is this just a dream or reality? people and the staff is in their silence and keep staring to us. i don't know what to do anymore. my body and my brain didn't work in the same way. --seeing him walking slowly with a biggest smile i have ever saw, with an open arms. this is the greatest gift in my life. so i decided to take the occasion. i am running to his pace. my hearts and my bellies flutters as i get into his attentive warm hugs. i hugged him tightly, like there's no tomorrow. his warm skin affection me, and his wood-scent making me keep fallen deeper than ever. oh how i wanted this for a long time. i want time to stop ticking. i want this moment to stay forever. i don't know where things feelings come through, but it's feel so comfortable. feels like i ever met and hugged by him before. maybe we are partner in a former life? i dont even know if he feels the same. but why did he came in a open arms to me? is he know me before? who knows?  but that's just on my mind. the reality slap me out. i feel my eyes burnedt out. now i burst in tears in his shoulder. oh poor his wet shoulder because of my corny tears all over his shoulder. now it's time to confession. all he do is chuckling, caressing my back and smiling widely when i hugged him. "너는 나의 천사 (You are my literal angel) 너는 네 어두운 세상에 빛이에요 (You’re the light in my dark world) 덕분에 걱정이 싹 사라졌어요 (Thanks to you, all my worries are gone) 네가 있고 내가 있냐 (Because you exist, I exist) 늘 진실된 모습으로 있어줘서 고마워요 (Thank you for being the true you)." i stated my words right in front of his right ears, i can't see him in the eyes--i just scared if i fell too deep for him, it isn't good for my mental health right? while i broke my sensitive side and i cry harder than before. i heared people started talking in whisper, some start booing us a couple, even the members are seemingly happy because finally jk want to do this kind of things. he is now breaking his shyness wall. but i don't really care about the situation at all. all i care about is, him in my bond. after he chuckled for a thousand times, he whispered something in my ears. but unfortunately, he is talking in english but his pronunciation that isn't that clear. all i heard is he said thank you with that korean-english accent. how cute. i responded. "행복하세요 (Please be happy) 너무 걱정마세요 (Don't worry to much) 행복할때 난 행복해 (I'm happy when you happy) 그러니가 마음 대로 하세요 (So do whatever you want) 어떤 선택에도 괜찮아요 (Whatever choice you make is okay) 날마다 오빠들이 행복했으면 좋겠어요. 오빠들 장난치는 걸 보면 저까지 덩달아 즐거워지더라구요. (Just be happy everyday because you really lift up my moods all the time)" within in seconds, i whispered my last word. "나는 당신을 달까지, 그리고 과거로도, 무한대로, 그리고 영원히 그 이상으로 사랑합니다. (I love you to the moon and back, to infinity and beyond forever and ever.)" people screams in silent. and at that time i untied the hug and looked up to his eyes, his eyes brimmed with tears making my heart aching. he can't said a words. and then for the last time, he hugged me tighthly than before, stroking my back and give me a peck at the side-temple of my hair. ⎯🍃THE END🍃⎯

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Yay it’s may~ Thought of a silly rhyme for this month’s flowery animation. >w<

A Bunch of Perfect People → Zayn Malik

“Just close your eyes and enjoy the roller coaster that is life.”

Harry during teenage dirtbag - Dublin x

Bossy Niall

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