Indefinite Hiatus.

✨Heisenberg appreciation post✨

He’s just so fucking pretty I can’t take it

FINALLY SOMETHING FROM CAPCOM THANK FUCK

THIRD PERSON ETHAN?????????

PLAYABLE HEISENBERG??????

I’M-

THIRD PERSON ETHAN?????????

PLAYABLE HEISENBERG??????

I’M-

KARL HEISENBERG | RESIDENT EVIL VILLAGE (2021)

what form of love do you embody?

love as tenderness

[ love as gentleness after a lifetime of cruelty ] when ocean vuong said "sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you've been ruined" and when pablo neruda said "like a jar you housed the infinite tenderness and the infinite oblivion shattered you like a jar" and when anais mitchell wrote "all i've ever known is how to hold my own, and now i wanna hold you, too”

tagged by: stole it from my other blog tagging: @coyotesteeth @dilffactory (Ethan) and whoever reads this - feel tagged by me in case you wanna do it. ♥

“Hold me down with an arm across my shoulders and fuck me on the kitchen table.”

It should not come as a surprise to Karl. Ethan and his fixation with kitchen fucking.

And Mia and Chris were coming for dinner later, too.

That attitude actually made Karl peek up from his phone in slow-motion - both brows cocked in what was pure surprise written over his scarred features. A few seconds of awkward silence ticked away between them (quite literally, thanks to that obnoxious clock hanging above the door frame...) with neither of the men moving, grey hues lingering on deep blue ones, before Heisenberg stood with such force that the chair he'd previously been sitting on was knocked back, colliding with the floor - and a gloved hand chucked away that previously mentioned phone into god knows what corner of the room, not giving a single flying fuck about it anymore.

He could fix the damage later. The former Lord had better things to do right now than to care about a stupid technical device.

"---Thinkin' bout that asshole Chris comin' round later, huh? Together with his love interest? They're gonna be dinin' off the table... enjoy their home-cooked meal, unaware of what has happened before..."

Yeah, Karl should have known that it would eventually lead up to the blond demanding to be taken care of on top of that piece of furniture, just because the thought of them having made mad love resulting in cum splattering across the wooden surface apparently pushed all the kinky buttons for Ethan.

Not that Heisenberg was complaining - far from that, actually.

He was literally opening up both button and zipper of his own jeans while he approached his lover - or rather, his magnetic field was, very convenient indeed - a wide grin stretched along his face, causing pearly white teeth to stand in stark contrast to his tanned skin when a gloved hand got a hold of a slim chin, thumb brushing along the smooth curve of pink lips.

A wide frame pushed against Winters' own - forcing him with his ass against the object of desire, their mouths only separated by inches filled with hot breaths of air.

"Well then, papa, show me how desperate you are to be fucked on top of that table - will you?"

|| Karl is almost always horny, by the way. Just so you know.

’ You’re a monster. ’

“A compliment? Spoken from the very mouth belongin’ to my supersized bitch of a sister?”

“---I feel flattered. Very much so.”

|| 👀  hi

◆ ——— SAW SENTENCE STARTERS.

’ I want to play a game. ’ ’ My name is Very Fucking Confused; what’s your name? ’ ’ Most people are so ungrateful to be alive, but not you, not any more… ’ ’ I’m having a blast! This is the most fun I’ve had without lubricant! ’ ’ I want you to make a choice. ’ ’ Listen carefully, if you will. There are rules. ’ ’ What’s the last thing you remember? ’ ’ I went to bed in my shithole apartment, and I woke up in an actual shithole. ’ ’ I’m sick from the disease eating away at me inside… ’ ’ I’m sick of people who don’t appreciate their blessings… ’ ’ I’m a kill you, you sick asshole! ’ ’ Congratulations. You are still alive. ’ ’ Most people are so ungrateful to be alive. But not you. ’ ’ You don’t know me, but I know you. ’ ’ Live or die, make your choice. ’ ’ You’re probably wondering where you are. ’ ’ Now I see you as a strange mix of someone angry, yet apathetic. ’ ’ At least we’ll have the cover of darkness. ’ ’ Help! Someone help me! Is someone there? ’ ’ Hey! Oh shit, I’m probably dead. ’ ’ Who said anything about a warrant? ’ ’ If you are so sick then why do I have so many photos of you up and about? ’ ’ How much blood will you shed to stay alive? ’ ’ I’ll leave you in this room to rot. ’ ’ I know it’s you, you son of a bitch! ’ ’ My camera, it doesn’t know how to lie. ’ ’ You tell anyone you were here? ’ ’ Stop the lies! You’re a liar! I need to know the truth! ’ ’ You don’t recall getting your picture taken in that parking lot? ’ ’ How can you go through life pretending that you’re happy? ’ ’ Does that mean you saw what happened to me? ’ ’ Oh for fuck’s sake! I give up! ’ ’ You think it is over, but the games have just begun. ’ ’ You feel you now have control, don’t you? ’ ’ I don’t have a fucking soul… ’ ’ Will you learn how to let go and truly save them? ’ ’ What you can’t do, is save everyone. ’ ’ I promise that my work will continue. ’ ’ If you can’t do it for me, do it for yourself. ’ ’ I do, but addiction has ruined your life. ’ ’ I’m bleeding man. Please just let me go. ’ ’ Killing is distasteful… to me. ’ ’ How did you walk out of that building? ’ ’ So unless you’ve got something else to say… back the fuck off. ’ ’ Playing with matches again? ’ ’ I want to know if you have what it takes to survive. ’ ’ They say imitation is the most sincere form of flattery… ’ ’ We killed eight people and stole a property and nobody cared. ’ ’ Why? Was it for money? This was your plan? ’ ’ You’re a monster! ’ ’ Fix me, you motherfucker! ’ ’ Why don’t you fucking tell me something that I don’t know, you stupid cunt?! ’ ’ For three years I wanted to kill you. ’ ’ I’m never gonna be able to forgive myself for what happened. ’ ’ You may not remember me, but I most certainly remember you. ’ ’ There’s no preventative treatment for what you have. ’ ’ Please don’t do this to me. I have a family. ’ ’ You’re asking me to do the impossible. ’ ’ I’m sorry, but your own actions have caused this. ’ ’ What?! What am I supposed to learn from this?! ’ ’ This is the piece taken from the latest victim. ’ ’ How many next times are there gonna be? ’ ’ Get used to me, ‘cause I’m not going anywhere. ’ ’ When the time’s right, you’ll know what to do with it. ’ ’ That rolled off your tongue real smooth. ’ ’ Wait! What the fuck are you doing?! ’ ’ Please don’t let me die! Please don’t! ’ ’ Oh, well that’s it, isn’t it?! It’s over! ’ ’ Look at me! When you’re killing me, you look at me! ’ ’ I never saw any indication of psychotic behavior. ’ ’ You can never really tell what someone’s thinking on the inside. ’ ’ Well, there’s a problem with that, though. ’ ’ Go on, fucking pussy! Go! Go! Go! ’ ’ Maybe addiction’s just part of human nature. ’ ’ Remember, don’t trust the one who saves you. ’ ’ You want a chance? I’ll give you a chance. ’ ’ What do you mean you don’t know about this? ’ ’ You didn’t cut your own arm off? ’ ’ What condition? There is no condition. ’ ’ I didn’t have it penciled in on my schedule. ’ ’ It’s not the first time some psychopath called me out. ’ ’ That’s a problem you’re gonna have to solve before it’s too late. ’ ’ How do you just wake up in a room and have no idea where you are? ’ ’ I guess you’ve never been drunk before. ’ ’ I spent three years at college drunk. ’ ’ You asked me what I wanted and I told you. ’ ’ You seem to know a whole lot about me. ’ ’ I feel a whole lot of things right now. ’ ’ The only dooryou know how to open… is between your legs! ’ ’ Why don’t you shut the hell up?! ’ ’ That’s your luck, bending on over in prison, you little dickhead! ’ ’ If you’re gonna threaten me with a knife, you might as well cut me a little. ’ ’ You savor everything, be it a glass of water or a walk in the park. ’ ’ It’s the tool, thats going to save your soul. ’ ’ I didn’t do anything to you! ’ ’ Don’t open the door! ’ ’ You have to save yourself. ’ ’ Do you wanna play a game? ’ ’ That’s exactly it, you didn’t do anything. ’ ’ You identify more with a cold corpse than you do with a living human. ’ ’ You should know better than anyone, what happens then. ’ ’ I go for the neck, but I’m not the brain surgeon. ’ ’ Now you better start fucking paying attention. ’ ’ Suffering? You haven’t seen anything yet. ’ ’ Yeah, that’s right. I’m a murderer. ’ ’ So, do you have everything you need? ’ ’ You’d be surprised what tools can save a life. ’ ’ Then help me! Fix me! Fix me motherfucker! I’m standing right here! ’ ’ You have to play by the fucking rules! ’ ’ The human body is a miraculous creation. ’ ’ Game over. ’

I’m healing my daughter!

❝  you don’t have to tell me how you got it.  i just wanted to see.  ❞

Scar meme

Karl had to admit, the action of Ethan placing his fingers on his bearded chin to turn his face around, forced the iron Lord meet his gaze that way, had caught him completely off-guard - which had resulted in him blinking, with obvious surprise written into the greys of his hues, unable to even react in any other way besides staring.

So they had just done exactly that for a few silent seconds, looked at each other, with the blond's irises flicking back and forth along the engineer's features before he finally spoke up, expressed himself and his ... intentions.

"---Oh." Blinking again, clearing his throat rather awkwardly, Heisenberg found himself cocking a brow - but not pulling or turning away from the younger just yet, intriguied by the change of events.

"...You mean... you mean the scars, I guess? Well, uh --- I got quite a few of those on my face. You would need to specify which one exactly you mean in case you wanna listen to a story 'bout them anyway."

[ SHOW ]  for sender to purposefully reveal their scars for receiver to see  (ITS THE FUCKING ONE KARL GAVE HIM WITH THE G-DDAMN POLE THRU HIS CHEST)

Scar meme

They lay on the couch, watching a TV-show called 'the great american bake-off' (the iron Lord enjoyed to judge people's baking skills, comparing them with the ones he'd gained himself within the last months during restless nights) when Ethan's fingers started to play with his own shirt - opening a few buttons to expose that scar that Heisenberg had left behind on his slim body, like a mark that would forever remind them of the very first time they'd met. A set of grey hues flicked away from the screen to take in the sight of it before focusing on the blond's face, moving back and forth between the darkened tissue and deep blue irises - deciding to keep looking into his partner's eyes after a few seconds, leaning back a little with his arm still wrapped around Winters' shoulders.

"--- It's been a while since that had happened, huh? ...Feels like yesterday an' fuckin' decades at the same time."

An odd sensation, all things considered - as if Karl's brain was unable to decide upon a certain timeline, making things feel very recent and far away simultaneously. Part of him could still taste and smell the stale air that had surrounded them back then, but it also felt like he'd been in a relationship with Ethan for many, many years at this point.

Cocking a brow, the engineer's gaze fell back down to the round remnant of an injury, fingers of the hand which was currently not hugging his boyfriend moving to carefully slide over an exposed stomach, fingerpads grazing the skin in a feather light touch, circling the scar almost playfully.

Thoughtful, perhaps.

EXTENSIVE SCAR RELATED PROMPTS 

GENERAL 

[ TOUCH ]  for sender to trace one of receiver’s scars 

[ TOUCHED ]  for receiver to trace one of sender’s scars

[ DISCOVER ]  for sender to see receiver’s scars for the first time 

[ DISCOVERED ]  for receiver to see sender’s scars for the first time 

[ CARESS ]  for sender to kiss one of receiver’s scars 

[ CARESSED ]  for receiver to kiss one of sender’s scars

[ SHOW ]  for sender to purposefully reveal their scars for receiver to see 

[ SHOWN ]  for receiver to purposefully reveal their scars for sender to see 

SCENARIOS

[ MEND ]  for sender to treat receiver’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ MENDED ]  for receiver to treat sender’s wound which leads to them having to remove an article of clothing resulting in revealing scars hidden beneath

[ BLUNDER ]  for sender to walk in on receiver in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time

[ BLUNDERED ]  for receiver to walk in on sender in a state of undress thus seeing their scars for the first time 

[ KISS ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals sender’s scars to receiver 

[ KISSED ]  our muses are having sex for the first time which then reveals receiver’s scars to sender 

[ BATHE ]  our muses take a shower together and sender looks over receiver’s scars 

[ BATHED ]  our muses take a shower together and receiver looks over sender’s scars. 

WORDS

❝  your scars are nothing to be ashamed of.  ❞

❝  why do you hide your scars?  ❞

❝  i see every mark as something to be proud of,  proof of all i survived.  ❞

❝  can i ask what happened here—  how did you get this one?  ❞

❝  sometimes i get these phantom pains i guess you could say.  little aches and i find them oddly comforting.  because my soul still hurts even if my body is healed.  ❞

❝  i wish i could get rid of my scars.  they’re just reminders of everything i want to forget.  ❞

❝  is it alright if i touch this scar?  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  you can touch it if you want.  doesn’t hurt anymore.  ❞

❝  please don’t touch it.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to tell me how you got it.  i just wanted to see.  ❞

❝  looks worse than it was.  ❞

❝  i want to kill every person responsible for leaving you scarred. ❞

❝  i made sure the people who left marks on me wouldn’t get the chance to do it again.  ❞

❝  woah—  what the hell happened there? ❞

❝  you don’t have to hide them around me.  the scars are just part of who you are.  and i like all of what i see.  ❞

❝  i don’t really like letting people see them.  ❞

❝  it’s okay—  honestly i forget they’re there most of the time.  ❞

K A R L H E I S E N B E R G

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