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Replenishing and rediscovering the child inside me

Replenishing and rediscovering the child inside me (other version)

Replenishing and rediscovering that child inside me (poem)

Where did my inner child

Go..

He did not aimlessly used to wear that formal smile and pass it to the world around bim

but despite of unrealistic laughter & his smile his happiness used to

make his heart dance in enthusiasm

and use to shine

like diamonds in his innocent eyes...

now that child tries to depict lies from his emotionless face*

to fit in this world with a feeling utter state of

pointlessness and depression*

Oh child inside us

You have such a heart that used to be so lubricated with true joy in such a little things~

Visiting new place you knew nothing of excited you to the point you wanted to explore it as much as possible know the mysterious world around you

Cause your tiny heart thought that the world is so big and filled with wonders you knew nothing of that your tiny hands wanted to grasp and embrace them~

But then gradually the warmth faded away realising that this life is not a bed of roses... But a race~

A race against reality and yourself and a unjustified fight for " survival"

Oh thy inner child

you used to think that life is supposed to be lived but no it is all about how to survive through out these flames....

There exists no true joy anymore... This survival of the fittest... Became a painful game....

True joy sealed off...

There exists no sun shine like before

Mankind ... Wearing a mask to decaying the naturalness of life

I look for you ohh child

Deep in the darkness searching everywhere to find myself...

Where are you my child

Seems like

Harsh reality crushed you

Lies broke you

People's selfishness... Swallowed you...

Cold hearts... Led you deeper into a ocean you never knew you'd be able to go...

Oh child... How do I stop your cries...

How long until... You completely vanish away ?leaving me all broken and incomplete

Scared... Lonely... Loveless waiting from ages for something entirely unknown

Oh weeping child

What do you wish to see

What do you wish to be

Don't you feel left behind...(out) ?being there

Don't you want to see the paradise so far and so vast

Don't you want to go on an adventure of your own true world filled with sweet memories...

Don't you wish to create a world with greenery within yourself to bloom

Don't you want to free yourself from the darkness you locked up yourself away from your favourite things and this mysterious world u used to smile at with curiousity and looked forward To...

Hey child inside me where have you faden away?

Come here.... And sit like a lively kid

Tell me the things that used to reflect stars and moon in your eyes

As if they all are shining for you only

Tell me how i looked when my smile use to be real.

...What's the point of Being so called mature .and knowing life..if you have started to think more than

You feel things..

oh child

you had to engulf his innocence for the sake survival in this cruel world

By running away from your heart to the head

how cruel have you become to yourself....?

By running away from your own heart...?

im Still Stuck in my own head remembering the happy lil child i used to be and all that's left is

A cold place

No warmth sease to exist...

A place where there is no living thing

Curled up waiting for light in

A place so unknown... No doors to trespass

No mirrors to look...

No walls either !

No tears

No smile

No joy... No blissfulness... No true heartedness either...

Just numbness

A place of infinite darkness, myths silence and nothingness

A place where the birds are not singing

A place

Where even flowers are hiding there tears

Oh weeping flowers in the garden

Why do you cry

For something you can't get

Oh weeping trees out in the green forests

why cry? when you will be cut down till you see no growth in yourself

I ask myself

Where is my willfulness & zest

in my every day mornings Which i used to have...

Oh... I guess.. it has probably as well washed away from myself...

Oh dear inner child

Disappeared away into a place so unknown even I can't trace you back up... But hey it's me

seeking u from a while

I know you are anxious because you thought of this world as a merry and lovely phenomena

Yea it is not although

How long will your cry down there??

Look how the starts still illuminates for everything you do

You gotta arise again

I know you could not just wash away in this rain of extreme pain of the battle known to as life

I know you have'nt deceased yet

You are just hidden due to all the traumas

Right ?

You are right here deep down dwelling with in me in most inner core of my heart

And one day i will wake up from this nightmare in a world full of wonders

Stretching out my arms to feel the warmth of the new paradise that opened up for me

I dance in the endless grasslands filled with joy and excitements.. ..

And then

Running around the paradise

While the air bows down to the grass beneath me

Dancing in it as the grass welcomes me

Flowers bloom in my path leading me towards myself once again

Ultimately free of the pain~ falling in love with this wonderful life~realising

That life is not to be just survived

It is to be lived and to be loved

Cuz dear there is *only one*

Collaborated Dark *poem*

Made By - Karin ^•^

& Rishab

{Written on 23 may 2021}

PS: PEACE

Written By Karin(kusuma) and Rishabh

-may 2021

#poemsdaily

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