magmaichor
& bury me alive
fill my shallow grave ; fill my lungs
with earth's molten gold
oras maxie of pkm. by hecate
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His parents were an absolute shitshow of arguing and generally being awful people. They never really wanted a child so having one around was an inconvenience more than anything else, and he knew it. The one perk was that he basically got free roam and that was a great excuse to avoid coming home to verbal abuse. He ran off to join Rocket at 16 and since leaving has only seen his parents once accidentally after moving back to Hoenn. They happened to be at the same place, same time, and met eyes, they didn’t say anything and acted as though the hadn’t seen him. Suffice to say he’s extremely bitter towards them.
As a result he doesn’t really have a strong concept of family or any particular desire to have one. Being married and settled is a nice concept to him, though. It’s just the thought of children that he absolutely abhors. No matter what level his own ego is at he knows he would never be a good parent, it’s just not something he feels like he’s cut out for, even if he also thinks that Archie would make a great dad. In all actually he probably wouldn’t be that terrible if for some reason they also accidentally ended up with a child in their care.
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There’s a slow slur of words, stuttering and murmuring, he hasn’t cried not yet. But when they touch he falls apart easily into murmurs of things he wants, while knowing and speaking dejectedly. He hovers by the door, eyes cast down, unfocused, drunk. “I’m still in love with you.”
‘ Stop it, Archie. ‘
There’s only so much he can tolerate. Occasional flings already bordered on unbearable unless one or both of them is plastered. Loveless fucking is enough to sate the body and he takes what he can when being with anyone else still feels like some kind of betrayal. It’s that hope of rough, meaningless touch that lets him so close, lets the man into his house with intent he thought he knew better. But hearing those words stops the redhead in his tracks and sends him back several paces. If not a physical blow, it earns just as much of a recoil.
His face remains even, if nothing else tired, despite urges rising in his throat to shout at him. How is it fair that it’s always Maxie that has to be the adult? Why does he always have to fall back on sense and logic? As though the larger man is determined to rip allowance for emotion from his hands then in the same motion question how he became so cold. One of them has to be, when the other goes around drunk saying stupid shit like this. It leaves a dull ache in his chest that hurts worst on sleepless nights. For once he wants to be able to snap and pour out every horrible feeling that festers in his mind at the sight of Archie -- no, the Team Aqua leader, a sworn rival and fucking idiot who can’t leave well enough alone -- but again it’s swallowed down. Shouting with someone who’s only half-present for the fight is pointless, he insists.
So he remains cold in treatment.
‘ You’re drunk and I don’t need to remind you why I don’t -- ‘ And yet he chokes on the words. ‘ I don’t care how you feel. You need to leave, right now. ‘
|| @aquaichor
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Send me “HC” + a word and I’ll write a headcanon about it.
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hurt meme.
“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
“i fucked up, why do you not care?”
“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
“i have no idea how to do cpr.”
“whose blood is that?”
“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
“don’t you dare fucking let go!”
“what the hell happened to you?”
“are they dead? did you kill them?”
“do you know what you’ve done?”
“you’re either with me or against me.”
“who the hell did this to you?”
“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…”
“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?”
“when was the last time you ate?”
“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!”
“i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.”
“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“
“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.”
“are you… throwing up in there?”
“why aren’t you eating?”
“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.”
“i can’t breathe, i can’t –”
“i woke up, & you were gone.”
“just tell me something, was it really worth it?”
"it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”
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MEET THE MUN.
TAGGED BY: i took it from spook
LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE
NAME: Hecate
GENDER: Bigender
AGE: 20
EYE COLOR: Brown
HAIR STYLE/COLOUR: Chin-length dyed blonde, so copper undertones
HEIGHT: 5′6″
CLOTHING STYLE: Pink & floral print
BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE: I guess my hair? People tell me it looks really good blonde on me
LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
YOUR FEARS: Bees
YOUR GUILTY PLEASURE: The edgiest music
AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE: Be gay while excelling in academia
LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
YOUR FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP: Taking care of my birds or getting ready for work
WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT MOST: Whatever my biggest muse is at the moment
WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED: Also muses and ships
LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: Never been on a group date SO
TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED: I’d be concerned if love came without respect so
BEAUTY OR BRAINS: I’d say both but most of the time I’m a dumb, pretty bitch
DOGS OR CATS: Cats
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU.
LIE: I’ve been dating my fiance for almost three years and I’m not out to any of my family
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: Yeah mostly
BELIEVE IN LOVE: Absolutely
WANT SOMEONE: Does it count if we’re already engaged and living together
LAYER SIX: EVER?
BEEN ON STAGE: Yeah, once for video games live and in a more spiritual sense at a communication conference
DONE DRUGS: Nope
CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN: No and that’s why I made no friends the year I went to public high school
LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
FAVOURITE COLOUR: Blue
FAVOURITE ANIMAL: Cats
FAVOURITE MOVIE(s): The Core, Sourcecode, REC
FAVOURITE SHOW: Insert any kind of trashy reality tv
FAVOURITE BOOK: House of Leaves
LAYER EIGHT: AGE
DAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE: August 6th
HOW OLD WILL YOU BE: 21!
DOES AGE MATTER: Absolutely I feel too much pressure when I talk to anyone under like 17
TAGGING: no thanks
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inbox call bc i feel very bad that darki said such nice things abt me and my ass is only half active <:3
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no on wants to admit it, especially not me, but Archie can wear whatever he wants and it doesn’t take that much away.
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a softer world sentence starters.
❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜
❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜
❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜
❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜
❛ if you love something let it go. ❜
❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜
❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜
❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜
❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜
❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜
❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜
❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜
❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜
❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜
❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜
❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜
❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜
❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜
❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜
❛ we’re too far from help. ❜
❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜
❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜
❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜
❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜
❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜
❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜
❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜
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rocketbcss:
i don’t care if fandom already gave this ship a name. this is now the official maxie/giovanni ship name.
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hey uuuuuuh you're ok
I don’t need you to tell me that I know I’m great
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mcgatama.
Green hums lowly, can understand the somewhat searching tone the man was giving him, even if he didn’t like the overt interest the man was showing. All the same, he politely turns to face the man properly.
“I heard about the events that happened here,” He says by way of answer. “It fascinates me to see a place of such significance.” Magatama is still partly hidden behind him, and he reaches with his only hand to gently pat their nose. “It’s okay love, they won’t hurt you.” He soothes, voice even as he keeps his sharp gaze on the strange trainer.
“What about yourself? You seem familiar with this place - it can’t be idle curiosity that brings a man like yourself here either.” There’s the faintest edge of challenge in his voice, but he’s polite enough to keep it mostly hidden. “Do you have history here?“ He asks.
Do you have a history here? Laughter rises in his throat that he forces back down, even if the light in his eyes proves more difficult to hold back. There’s almost something skeptical about him. As though Maxie is the one out of place revisiting his past failure to remind himself how it feels; that there is no trying again, not from him nor anyone else.
‘ Yes. I’ve been here many times. ‘ He glazes over the questions for now to move around. All the while bright eyes are trained on the strange pokemon still, curious of its presence with the younger man. ‘ What do you think? Of that...”event”, as you call it? I’ve heard such awful things about that Team Magma and what they’ve done. The region was almost destroyed. ‘
It’s not a lie, necessarily. He has heard awful things about his team, himself, about what their plans had apparently been according to news stations.
ᴍ . ragnarock
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maxie.
“My work is perfectly sound, and I function accordingly. Without the inconvenience of ash smudging them every ten minutes. You can only imagine my opinion on contacts.”
‘ I hate to break the news to you, but I’m not hard pressed to believe I know exactly what your opinion is. And there are ways to keep soot off of them, you know. ‘
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It's a shame, isn't it? We're stuck on the ground, a little more than two miles from the atmosphere. Unable to touch or reach it. Forever turning our eyes to heaven, already knowing its a futility. I will be the first to do it. Mark these words, for they will come to your mind in the end of days.
‘ You think I would rather be anywhere but here? What is so terrible about being on the ground? This earth is where humankind have built themselves up from the dirt into the very city where you were born. This is where we have evolved and grown to be able to learn about the very heavens you so dearly fixate on. I would dare call it an insult that you would so easily abandon the ground beneath your feet that has nurtured you thus far, in pursuit of a place that could never sustain you. ‘
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anyway *goes to push my glasses up my nose by the bridge; misses and accidentally gets fingerprint on lens* fuck okay hold on
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yonbantai.
( @magmaichor )
“ Facades mean nothing if you allow guilt to devour you from inside out.” It’s spoken in
such a monotonous way, anyone could be uncertain if she is reflecting, or offering guidance.
She is donned in silk & sleek black waves of hair. Grey irises undauntering in their own confinement. It’s a riddle of boredom mistaken for sadness. One she passes off as such
with ease.
It’s unclear if he is even the audience for the words spoken. But there is little else around, no one in earshot save for himself. Bright gaze lands on her figure and watches there as the statement unravels behind his frames. Whoever the woman may be her presence is foreign in the region; the style is older, more traditional to somewhere else. He settles for a blunt observation. ‘ That’s an odd thing to blurt out in front of a stranger. ‘
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[dumbfuck coworker voice] umu I don't feel well so it's fine to try and just leave without telling ANYONE I'm leaving in the middle of my shift
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