And now as soon as I think about my girlfriend, my heart starts beating faster again 🥺💓
I am pressing my mic so firmly against my sternum in this one 😖🩺
1. Every gender is welcome here and even though I am gay, I still allow men to comment and interact as long as they can behave and can follow these simple rules:
i. I am a person, so do not treat me like a sex object or something. Women are people with feelings, an own personality and boundaries
ii. They do not say anything that has to do with their genitals in the comments or chat, because it makes me very uncomfortable
iii. When I say no to something or advise them that something is uncomfortable for me, please do not even go further and trigger me with the thing you said. I am a person with boundaries and I do not let insensitive people (no matter what gender) decide how I should feel. Because it is my body, my soul and my decisions.
2. I am quite new to cardiophilia (November 2023 was when I was introduced to it), so even though I do not know everything about this community yet, I found things that I like and that pleasure me. But I also found things that I do not like much. And these include: open heart surgeries (I am scared of surgeries and it makes me very uncomfortable to imagine myself being cut open etc.), heart removals and things with knives, cardiac arrest, heart shocking, basically everything considered dark in general.
I do not like these in role-playing and especially not in my comments when people imagine it on me because it scares me and then I feel really uncomfy!!!
3. As a basic rule [maybe a follow-up rule to the second one]: yes, I have times where I am heart horny and yes, I am an allosexual person so I am sexually active and have thoughts and fantasies (with women only) into this direction. But, people (especially men who apparently cannot control themselves): me being heart horny does not! equal that you can act as if you can use me to fuck me, plan examinations on me that make me uncomfortable (for example cutting open my chest or shocking me) etc.
I just have to say this because over the past two months, many many things like the ones I said here, happened. I do not want to address certain people with this, it is more a general thing. But I am tired of weird and creepy things, things that make me uncomfortable or things that make me feel like I, as a woman, do not have any worth except for being a doll to fuck until she can not stand anymore (a thing somebody "threatened" to do with me without consent).
Now onto things that I like:
- light cardiophilia
- examinations (especially with stethoscopes and ultrasounds. They turn me on very much <3)
- chatting with kind people who do not only have fucking me or wanking on me on their mind
- hot and spicy things that do not go into a dark cardiophile direction [I know that is a very hard task for some people on here because for a lot of people, sex/hot interaction seems to be a thing that can not happen without pain, dark elements and pressure. But I see sexual things (no matter if online or in real life) as beautiful things that bring us pleasure and happiness, maybe also comfort and satisfaction. When there are people out there who crave pain, dark stuff, degradation, consensual non consent, etc. during sex, it is fine, absolutely no kink shaming. But it is nothing for me!]