fucking adhd. I have to run a con on my own brain to get anything done.

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Why do people need subtitles to watch a show in English? I don't get it. What is wrong with the ears of young people?

Crying screaming throwing up shaking

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this too shall pass

I've buried you in every place I've been, you keep ending up in my shaking hands.

Dune: Part Two (2024) dir. Denis Villeneuve

vampires have been drinking human blood for centuries they don't give a fuck about guys on eight different antidepressants. they were sucking on asbestos factory workers

the curse of adhd:

i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text

i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text

TIMOTHÉE CHALAMET AND FLORENCE PUGH Little Women 2019 dir. Greta Gerwig | Love in Film Series

feeling so sick to my stomach. it makes me sick. i’m so ill.

you came back wrong and i am racked with guilt because i cannot bear to see you like this and i should have let you rest. i loved you so much that i defied death itself but i do not think either of us are happy

Dani should have got a podium, disqualify one of the top three now