Comfort In Ending

Alex Summers x black!fem!reader

summary - your time recovering after your Fiance Alex's death

warnings - very very slight mentions of smut

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You sit in your now deceased Fiance's bedroom while looking at the specs of rain slam again his window. Everything in his room reminds you of him. The butterfly necklace that was on his nightstand. It was originally yours but he took it with him everywhere you weren't, to remind him of you.

The chair sitting next to his window. You'd sit with him on the brightest of days, looking over the area.

The blanket sitting right next to it. He'd use that for surprise picnics. Eating strawberries and drinking lemonade while looking at the flowers bloom. Not a care in the world.

And his bed. Where you two had some of the most intimate moments together. Whether it was rubbing his hair softly while he dozed off to sleep. Him massaging your back after a long day. Or the two of you making love like there was no tomorrow.

You look around the room crying, because everywhere you look you see him. You smell him. You taste him.

You may have had your fights but deep down there was nothing that could drive you two apart.

You sit at the corner of his bed, your black dress soaked in tears when you hear a knock at his door.

"Come in." You say weakly. Scott opens the door and there's a sliver of silence before he speaks up, realizing you won't. "You ready?" He whispers.

You take a deep breath as you stand up with a crinkled piece of paper in your hands, walking towards Scott and taking his hand.

You both leave the x-mansion as the rain clears and the sun peaks through the dark clouds. You're led into a beautiful but wet field of flowers. The same field he led you on days you had no classes or training.

You're brought to his casket. Dark blue and brown. Everyone is standing with their heads low, yours being the only one held high.

As everyone gives their share of flowers, lastly, you neatly place a note on top, rubbing his casket, then leaving.

Dear Alex.

I never expected this to happen, but who does in times like these. You already know how I feel about you so there's really no reason to write it. I've told you every day since we started dating. I just never knew hate would be one of those feelings.

Though I don't hate you, I could never, no matter what. I hated how you were always so brave when others weren't. I hated when you were drafted and came back with night terrors every single day. I hated how you had to always be the one to take risks when the only risk you needed to take was loving me. Spending your life with me.

We almost made it, you and me. We were so close. And then this happened. I don't blame you. Matter of fact, I don't blame anyone but myself for getting so attached. You were the reason my heart fluttered every single day. You were the reason my stomach twisted and turned at every single kiss. You were the reason I'd feel weak at every compliment. And you are the reason I will never experience that again. I wrote my heart in this, so it will get buried with you, and you'll feel my love forever. I know I will never feel the comfort of your touch again. But maybe there will be

comfort in ending.

My little valentine

pairings - wanda maximoff x female!reader

summary - you and wanda spend your first valentines day together and it gets a little steamy

warnings - smut 18+, cursing, mentions of nudity, and making out

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You feel the morning sun glistening on your face as you feel a familiar arm around your waist, pulling you in. You open your eyes and see your girlfriend of 10 months kissing your neck. "Goodmorning beautiful" wanda says as she makes her way on top of you, "Goodmorning to you too". Wandas body is fully on top of you as you both makeout. You both stay like that for a minute before you wiggle your way from underneath her to get up and slip some clothes on. She lays on the bed with her hand propped up supporting her head, still naked from the fun you two had the previous night. "Happy valentine's day" she says while biting her lip and looking at your revealed chest before you put a shirt on. You climb onto the bed on top of her kissing her neck while she shoves her hand down your shorts, gasping at her fingers rubbing your core. "Happy valentine's day wands". You remove her hand and get up off of the bed, smirking at her while going to the bathroom.

Your making breakfast and she comes up behind you, wrapping her arms around your waist. "Ooh you're making strawberry pancakes? My favorite?" You smile "wellll.. it is valentines day. How else should we spend our morning?".."i think i have an idea". Wanda starts caressing your breasts under your shirt as you breathe harder. "They're done" you say to save the best part for the end of the day. "Thank you y/n".."your welcome baby"

You two finish dinner and is sitting on your couch cuddling. You suddenly get up. "Where are you going y/n?" You take a deep breath as you stretch while putting your hair up. "Youuu need to go and get ready".."for what?".."its a surpriseee, just go and when you're done, meet me outside by the jeep".."okay", she sighs happily and heads towards the bedroom. You already have an outfit picked out and sitting in the guest room where you go get ready. You put on a skin tight, above the knee, spaghetti strap, dress with a thigh slit and do your makeup and hair. You're waiting outside when you see wanda walk out wearing a silk, beige, knee length, strapless dress with her hair curled and red bottoms. "You look... hott" she says while walking up to you smiling and pulling you into a deep kiss. "As do you" you smirk "lets go or we'll be late" opening the car door "for what?" Wanda says eagerly "you'll see" you smile as you drive off.

As you both are approaching the candle lit table, you pull out a chair for wanda to sit. She looks at you confused for a minute but then catches on "wait what are you..." she gasps "ohhh" with a sad face "but i wasnt planning to take you anywhere" she said with a disappointed voice. "I know and its okay. But i wanted to take you out" you say as she smiles ear to ear and sitting down. You both enjoy your 5 course meal and go home a few hours later.

Wanda sets down her purse as the sun sets in the background through the window of your home. "Today was amazing thank you so much".."you are absolutely welcome" you say as you pull her into a deep kiss. Chest to chest. Her hands explore beneath your dress, gripping your ass. Your hands move up her back and to her cheeks. You're both still making out as you make your way to the bedroom where she takes off your dress revealing your naked body, in nothing but a thong. You slide her dress off that reveals the same for her except a thin lace bra. Wandas mouth makes its way down your body as she grips your panties with her teeth and slides them off. You step out of them and her mouth makes contact with your core. You breathe heavily and tilt your head back as wanda makes out with another set of lips. She comes back up and you took the chance to take her bra off. You both lay on the bed without breaking the kiss. Her breasts are rubbing against yours and it turns you on along with her. You're soaking wet as wanda rocks your bodies back and forth. She makes her way back down between your legs licking your breasts in the process. She starts to make out with your clit while pushing 2 fingers inside of you and the free hand rubbing your hardened nipples. You let out a soft moan that gets wanda as wet as you are. She speeds up the fingers that are hitting you in the right spots, eventually making you moan as you cum around her fingers. She licks them and makes her way back up, but this time grabbing a familiar object from the night stand. You look at her, eager to feel what she has planned for you. She puts on the strap and rubs it up and down your clit, slowly pushing it in, making you grip her hands placed on your waist. "Shhhhhh" she says softly as you gasp and wiggle under her. You let out a small but heard moan which becomes louder and she speeds up, hitting the perfect spot over and over until you feel the orgasm throughout your body, still squirming under her touch. "Cum for me baby." She repeats as you lose your fucking mind. She kisses you as you moan into her mouth, while she moans back to excite you, which definitely had the effect she wanted. you rock your hips back and forth as hers hits against yours, becoming unknowingly rough but in a good way. "Fuckk" she says trying to rile you up, feeling her breathe on your neck, kissing it momentarily. "You can do it baby, cum for me". You wrap your legs around her waist, causing her to thrust deeper into you. With your hands on her shoulders, making eye contact you release around the thick toy inside of you. "Good girl" she says makinh you want to go another round. You take a deep breath as she pulls the toy out. "I love you" you say trying to catch your breath. "I love you too baby". You both cuddle while you put one leg on top of hers. "Wann go again?" Wanda says and smiles. "Yes ma'am".

The price of life

Jamie Reagan x daughter!reader

summary - when you get shot by an ex cop, you feel guilty for the justice that was brought on him

warnings - mentions of murder, blood, shooting, and guns. this is somewhat based of off season 1 episode 15 so you'll most likely understand it better if you watch the episode. Though most factors arent included in the episode and likewise. And if you see me put their names in front of quotes thats so you dont get confused.

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"Whats the next question" your grandpa Frank asks. You and frank are at the park eating hotdogs while you're doing a school presentation on him and his job. "Do you regret some things that have happened on the job?" You say. Pretty hesitant because you might've already known the answer to that, considering what happened to your uncle Joe. Frank takes a deep breath to gather his thoughts while staring off into space. "I have a few. When you sign up to do the things i do. Along with your dad jamie and uncle danny, some things take a toll on you. Mentally. Physically." You look down, trying to avoid the uncomfortable eye contact.. "There are things i regret i admit that. But i dont regret anything that has brought you guys into my life", he says while lifting your chin and smiling. You plaster a sad but meaningful smile on your face. "What else you got for me kid." Frank says while taking a bite out of his fry. You chuckle and look at your paper.

"So, how was i? Too detailed? Not enough details?" Frank asks while walking you to your apartment complex. Jamie had just gotten home. Its nearly dark out when you hear tires screech on the road. "You were percectly fi-" you're cut off by frank taking you to the ground, and sound of gunshots, and a burning feeling in your chest and leg. The dark SUV drifted off before you could process what happened. "Are you okay??" Frank asks while his security team asks the same of him. "Yeah" you faintly whisper with a rasp in your voice. Franks face is plain until he looks at your chest. You look down too and see blood pooling. Frank takes his hands and puts them on your wound making you flinch and groan. "You're gonna be okay y/n, just listen to the sound of my voice", is all you hear while your vision gets blurred and you slowly lose consciousness.

You wake up in the hospital with all the reagans surrounding you. "Y/n". Jamie says your name as he's sitting on a chair beside your hospital bed. You groan as you try to shift positions. "Agh, what happened". Jamie puts a hand on your shoulder "just lay down, relax." "You were shot y/n. In the chest and leg." Danny says. Linda is beside you too, rubbing your arm. She's always been like a mother to you so it was actually quite comforting, which was her initial goal. "We're gonna find who did this to you, i promise" frank says while reaching into his coat pocket to make some calls. He walks out of the room and starts talking to somebody on the phone. "Let me know if you need anything, and i mean anything".."thank you aunt erin" you say while weakly smiling. Your father, Jamie, kisses you on the forehead and leaves the room.

Its been 2 weeks and you're finally getting discharged. Feeling nothing but relief to sleep in your own bed again, eating seasoned foods that aren't bland. You order your dad to stop by the market to get you some jell-o. You've became addicted to it in the hospital and craved more. He agreed after you used your crippled status as a defeating moment. "Take it easy okay?" Jamie says as you make your way on the wheelchair. "I'll be fine I swear.". As you leave the hospital you can sense theres more than your additional family member outside waiting for you, and you were right. Frank ordered officers to 1, take you home and 2, stand gaurd outside of your apartment building. He'd offered you come stay at his home but you just wanted to lay in your bed. Jamie helped you into the back of the car. Your cast on your leg making it extra hard. He hands you your crutches and goes into the driver seat, telling frank we'll be just fine without the escort home.

You arrive home and eddie janko is there. You're crutches are giving you a hard time so she made it easier for you and met you half way. "Hiiii!!!" You say excited. Eddie was like another mother to you so seeing her after what happened instantly made you 1000x better. "Aww i heard about what happened, are you okayy".."yeah i will be. Thank you for coming though I've been wanting to see you" you say while smiling ear to ear, happy your second favorite person in the world is there with you. "Anything for you".."Cmon sweetie lets go inside" jamie says, worried your arms might give out relying on those crutches. You make it up the elevator to your home and head straight for the stairs. You freeze and stare at them in defeat. "Uh dad".."yeah?" He says while closing and locking the door. "Can i get some help". He looks at you and starts to laugh under his breath at the fact that you completely forgot you had stairs. He lifts you up bridal style and takes you up to your room.

Its sunday and you're getting ready for sunday dinner over franks place. You're trying to put on some pants and slide them over your cast but you're having a hell of a hard time. Eddie knocks on your door. "You need help with that?".."yes. Please. Im getting hot and stressed" while you let out a tired chuckle. "Ive had so many casts this is like muscle memory for me." Eddie says while kneeling and smiling. "Thank you for being here. I really appreciate it. Im glad my dad doesnt have to help me all by himself."..."of course. And i want you to know im not just doing this for your dad im doing it for you too. You both need a break it looks like"..."yeah you got that right" you say while laughing and eddie joins in. "Hey you guys ready to go?" Jamie walks in with your shoes and crutches. "Yeah dad lets go".

You arrive at franks place and is greeted like a lost puppy. You dont know how to feel about it but you were just shot twice so you let it slide for now. You guys are sitting at the table eating when your uncle danny mentions the person who shot you. Danny - "well, thank God the person who shot you is no longer in the streets" Y/n - "you guys arrested him? Why did nobody tell me?" You say while smiling. Danny - "well... we didnt exactly arrest him" y/n - "what do you mean?... you killed him?" Danny - "we seen the shot and took it y/n." Y/n - "right but why." Henry - "y/n he shot you. Did you expect them to just let him live" y/n - "no but it was the right thing to do!" You say while your voice shakes and cracks. Danny - "he shot you y/n!! And who knows who else he was thinkin about killing! Mind you, you arent the only one in new york he could've had his eyes on!" Y/n - "Yeah! I know that but you dont go around killing people in my name! I lived! And his life doesnt substitute for mine even if i didnt!!" You yell and grab your crutches to walk out. "Y/n!" Jamie yells after you while you leave to go sit in the living room. "She's right ya know" frank says as he takes a spoonfull of food in his mouth.

You refuse to talk to anyone and tell jamie to take you home. He does as he's asked to prevent any other arguing.

You're sitting in bed, blaming yourself for your shooters death when jamie comes in with the rest of your dinner you left. "Thank you" you smile and take the plate and spoon. Jamie sits next to you and put his arm around you. "Its not your fault you know"..."how"..."your uncle danny made a decision. Maybe that decision wasn't his to make but he made it. And he got a killer off the streets because of it. We didn't tell you this but, that guy, he was a killer. He took people away from their families. Mothers, fathers, daughters. People like that have no humanity. No guilt. No respect. Uncle danny made the decision that one life would save hundreds more. The life of the victims, the life of the cops who work the case, and the life of the families. Maybe it was the right decision maybe it wasn't. Who are we to decide that. But one thing i do know is that this is not your fault and it will never be your fault. Its his for putting a price on life.". You nod and look up at him. "Thank you dad" while he kisses your forehead. He takes a spoon of your food and eats it. "This is really good". You both laugh and look at eachother while he rests his head on the top of yours. "I love you y/n" "i love you too"

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I redid the end 3 times. Hope it was worth it.

Masterlist

~here's a few movies/shows i write and take requests for

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Blue Bloods

The price of life

The Punisher

coming soon

Marvel

My little valentine

Comfort In Ending

Daredevil

coming soon

Twilight

Meant to be

Bitch I might be

Stranger Things

coming soon

Greys Anatomy

coming soon

Arrowverse

coming soon

Law and Order: SVU

coming soon

The Maze Runner

coming soon

Criminal Minds

coming soon

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people i wont write smut or relationship fluff for under any circumstances

billy - stranger things

carlisle and esme cullen - twilight

sam uley - twilight

tony stark - marvel

jacob black - twilight

Bitch i might be

summary ~ just a regular day with the cullens, except the cullens have to deal with your bullshit. Not taking your adhd meds you're extra... active today. Enjoy!

warning ~ cussing and talk of pills

Quotes mentioned -

"Bitch i might be" - Gucci Mane

Music mentioned (in order) -

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"PINK WIG THICK ASS GIVE EM WHIP LASH, I THINK BIG GET CASH MAKE EM BLINK FAST, LOOK AT WHAT YOU JUST SAW THIS IS WHAT YOU LIVE FOR AHHHHHHHH IM A MOTHERFUCKIN MONSTAA" - "Y/N KEEP IT DOWN UP THERE!" rosalie yells, absolutely tired of your mess. You ignore her though and keep rapping while jumping on your bed, which causes your dad, carlisle, to come up and ask you himself. "I know you like to sing or rap or whatever it is that you do just please try to keep it down" he says softly. "Okay!" You say, but continue to rap your nicki minaj playlist until esme yells for a snack. You run out of your door aggressively, heading downstairs towards the kitchen singing beyonce. "DONT YOU EVER FOR A SECOND GET TO THINKINNNN YOU'RE IRREPLACEABLE!!". Jasper rolls his eyes while altering your mood , making you wanna stop singing and sit on the couch watching one of your favorite movies playing, "rush hour". Carlisle scolded jasper for what he did but he didnt care, he just enjoyed the peace and quiet while you ate your burritos esme made.

When you were finished you did an awkwardly flexible flip off the couch to go bother your parents carlisle and esme. "Can i have a friend over?".. "no, not while you're off your meds" esme says "okay but like the doctor said himself i should wait 48 hours to take my meds again because of that weird thing that was going on with my heart so i think I'll be alright.".. esme gave in "fine, which one"..."Nat?" Esme shakes her head "no absolutely not" "whyyy???" You say disappointed " i dont like her, so no. Pick somebody else"... "fine, uh, jasmine?"... "sure." Esme says while giving you a look of suspicion. "AAH thank you!" You say while hugging her.

Its 12pm and Jasmine comes in. everybody welcomes her and you go up to your room. You stay in your room with her for a few hours til you guys go downstairs to get something to eat. She's sitting on the couch singing.. "rock it dont stop it everybody get on the floor. Crank the party up we about to get it on .." while you bust out in dance moves, pulling from all those hiphop rehearsals you went to when you were little. You guys bust out laughing after a minute of it considering how random it was. She goes home a little while after.

Its 8pm and esme makes dinner for you. In return you play music on the television. "Baby boy you stay on my mind fulfull my fantasyyy i think about you all the time i see you in my dreamsss" you sing loudly while whining your hips. "I think she's going crazy without her meds" Edward says jokingly "Bitch i might be" you say quickly after while carlisle tells you to watch your language.

The food is done and its finally time to take your meds. Those 48 hours were rough. You slept a whole day and was active the next, you were more than ready. You still had trouble taking pills because of your borderline fear of choking so you took them with some icecream and was out like a light the next hour. You had Jasper to thank for that along with the crushed up melatonin Emmett put in your food. "Goodnight y/n" is all you heard when you were dosing off in Carlisle's arms while he took you up to your room.

Meant to be

synopsis ~ paul and y/n have been together for some time now. making commitments most people dont. but those commitments might end up being too dangerous in the end when y/n's life is on the line.

warnings ~ pregnancy, death, blood (i think thats it. lmk if there's more)

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Y/N and Paul Lahote were seen as twin flames. Inseparable. Destined to be together. You both knew this too and never doubted it.

2 years into the relationship y/n had just found out you were expecting. This was a special moment for you because you'd always talk about how you wanted kids with paul. It seemed a little rushed to have kids at the young ages you were so both of you decided to wait. Now was the time. One pregnancy test changed your lives forever.

About one month in, y/n and paul were beyond excited to they started talking about baby names right away. "How about.. Lily for girl or Liam for boy.." Paul said. He wanted something simple. Basic. Easy to pronounce so there would be no problems down the road. "Mm no, i was thinking something more different. Like.. Natalina for girl or Hasini for boy" Y/n wanted something special. Unique. Rare. Known between only them. You didnt care about pronunciation. There was no problem with correcting people if they ever got it wrong. After all this was your first child together. Y/n wanted it to be special. Paul may have had a few objections with the name y/n chose. Something cultural so their child can always remember where they come from. Paul wanted short and simple names like Diamond or Rose. Either way, you still had 8 months to firgure it out so there was no need to rush.

"Paul! Lets go, we're gonna be late!"......"I'm coming! Do you really think I'd miss my babies ultrasound and gender reveal?" You both pecked eachother on the lips and head out the door, excited to find out the gender of your baby... "It looks like you two are having.. a girl!! Congratulations!" Said the nurse. We both were beyond excited. Paul kissed y/n on the forehead.

9 months into the pregnancy, y/n and paul were overly excited. Sadly sam had to pull paul for some patrolling. You didnt mind much, sam was really generous towards the two of you the entire pregnancy. Emily coming over helping you with the basics that you couldnt get done because of your swollen pregnant belly. It was a nice gesture. But that day you had to get out of the house. You were craving food badly. You asked Emily to leave so you could get yourself something to eat. "You go easy on yourself y/n. That baby will be coming any day now. Rest." Emily said concerned. "I will Em. Thank you, now please go, you've taken really good care of me". You two hugged and Emily headed out the door. You had a tough time slipping your shoes on but you finally did it. Heading out the door you got bad contractions that stopped you in your tracks. You decided to sit this one out and wouldnt risk it.

Sitting down watching tv, you get a text. You look at it and its paul.

P - "I'm gonna be coming home late baby, there's some rogue vampires in the area that we have to keep an eye on. I'll be home soon, hopefully. Keep the doors locked, and call me if you need help. I'll come as fast as i can. I love you."

This scared you considering paul was killable. Especially when it comes to vampires. But you remained calm and rubbed your swollen belly, smiling.

A few hours pass and you're in extreme pain. Contractions are closing in. You didnt think much of it, thinking it was simple braxton hicks. Up until your water broke. You called paul a dozen times but he wouldnt pick up. Afriad for you and mostly your baby, you called an ambulance, not caring about vampires. While medics were getting you on a gurnee, you grabbed a folded piece of paper on your nightstand, putting it in your pocket.

Here you were at the hospital, giving birth to your baby girl. Paul no where in sight. You're alone and surrounded by nurses. The last push and you finally see your baby girl. She had brown eyes and a ton of hair. She was sat on your chest when suddenly you felt a wave of drowsiness. Your lips started to turn pale and your eyes were rolling. The nurses called a code blue and brought in defibrillators to wake your heart. But it was too late.. the nurse took the baby to the nursery.

Paul is in the woods and shifts back into a human with the rest of the pack. They make their way to Emily's. When they arrive emily is there and she looks defeated. "Hey Em. Weren't you supposed to be with Y/n today?" Paul asks. There's silence between everyone and Paul's heart drops. "Whats wrong." "Is it y/n?" "Did something happen?" The pack members bombard emily with questions. "I got a call. Y/n was rushed to the hospital, something was wrong". Paul freaks and pulls out his phone. Seeing the dozen missed calls from y/n..

Paul storms into the hospital asking nurses and doctors where you are. "Are you paul lahote?" A nurse asks and she gives him a sad look. "Y/n had her baby but... she died of complications im sorry". Paul looks purely shocked. "What?" He asks. "I can show you to her if you'd like" the nurse says. Guiding him to your room. You lay there lifeless and paul breaks down. The nurse attempts to leave. "Wait. Is the baby fine, where is she" paul asks with tears rolling down his cheeks. The nurse guides him to a separate room where she then brings the baby in. She hands paul your child while he smiles. She then pulls out a folded piece of paper. "Y/n had this in her pocket when she was picked up in the ambulance. She made it known that we had to give this to you.". She gives him the paper and quietly leaves.

"Dear paul, the love of my life. If you're reading this, then things didn't go as planned. I was undecided on making this but if something happened to me i didn't wanna leave you alone and confused. You already know this but my mom died during my birth and the pain my father felt was too much to bear so he took it out on me. I dont want you to become that pain and sorrow my father was. So this note is your closure. If i dont make it please protect our baby girl like you once did with me. I want her to have a stable and loving family. Something i did not have. I trust that you'll be there for her through everything. Birthdays, boyfriends, marriage. Everything that i wont see. Please live your life knowing i died loving you with everything in me. Every date, every hug. Every kiss, has meant more to me than anything. You've made my life a thousand times better. And for that i would never forget you nor die without you on my mind and in my heart. I always knew we were meant to be, even in death. Now please. Be happy and dont hold yourself back. And tell our daughter, RoseEmika Lahote that her mommy died loving the very best of her."

Paul wiped a tear from his wet cheeks and smiled. Holding our daughter, he told her "Meant to be".

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Maybe i cried during this, maybe i didnt. Im pretty proud of this. Considering its my first fanfic and all